Chapter 353: Long Dream
Tang Ze lowered his head, glanced at the bouquet in his hand, and quickly realized that he was dreaming.
He hadn't dreamed in a long, long time since the crossing.
As Leon began to say, his guests are not qualified for sweet dreams. As soon as Tang Ze fell asleep, his consciousness would immediately wake up in the velvet room, and even if he chose to continue to sleep in the bar, he would only fall into a dark dreamless sleep.
The experience of being clearly aware that you are dreaming and being able to see your surroundings is unique.
In his dream, he was completely unable to actively control the movement of his body, he just watched himself walk in an empty white corridor.
A nurse with a mask hurried past him pushing a cart full of medicines, a slight instrument beep approaching and moving away, and faintly heard a cry coming from nowhere.
It is a ward of a hospital.
"Knock knock".
Stopping in front of the door of a ward, Tang Ze knocked on the door, waited for a few seconds, and saw that there was no one in the room to respond, so he pushed the door directly and entered.
A man in a hospital gown sat in a hospital bed, turned his head to look silently out the window at the morning light, oblivious to his arrival.
"Good morning, Shiho." Tang Ze heard himself say in a soft voice, "You look like you're recovering well." How do you feel today? β
The girl sitting on the bed finally turned her head.
This is indeed Shiho Miyano.
"Well, my face looks much better." As if accustomed to her silence, Tang Ze sorted out the flower in his hand and began to put it in the glass bottle at the head of the bed, "You'll be completely fine soon, Shiho." β
Miyano Shiho watched his movements wordlessly, his face was cold, his expression was rusty, and the disgust that appeared between his eyebrows was also something that Tang Ze could distinguish at a glance.
In this dream, he and Miyano Shiho obviously have a discordant relationship and are not familiar with him.
"What are you going to do after you leave the hospital?" Tang Ze still spoke to her in a soft and kind tone, "You are safe, and in this time, I have eliminated the last hidden danger." Shiho, you don't have to ...... in the future."
"Don't talk about it." The person leaning on the bed took two big breaths with difficulty, his voice was trembling, but his tone was resolute and unmistakable, "Get out." β
Tang Ze paused as he placed the flowers one by one.
He glanced at Shiho Miyano's eyebrows, took a breath, and whispered, "I'm sorry, Shiho." β
"No need to apologize to me." Shiho Miyano raised his hand and touched the bandage between his throat, as if he had received some injury that would affect his vocal cords, and his voice was weak and hoarse, but this could not stop her from finishing the rest of the words word by word, "I should listen to you, the person who apologized, is gone." β
Tang Ze inhaled again, letting out a throat-choking gasp.
Tang Ze, who was familiar with his own state, knew that this meant that his emotions were a little out of control, causing his breathing rate to fluctuate.
"I have no power, blame you." Shiho Miyano continued to speak, gritting her teeth, a painful look on her face, but she still resolutely continued, "I, too, am an incompetent person. However, I ......"
She choked in pain.
Tang Ze quickly stood up, walked to the nursing table on the other side, poured a glass of water, and handed it to her.
Shiho Miyano made a swallowing motion with difficulty, raised his hand, and pushed away the glass of water with subtle but unwavering force.
"You said you could agree to any of my requests."
Tang Ze raised his eyes and saw a pair of blue eyes with tears, the early morning sun illuminated the snow-white ward brightly, but it couldn't shine into these eyes.
"Yes," Tang Ze heard himself say, "I did. β
"So, my request is ......" Shiho Miyano adjusted his breathing, closed his eyes, and leaned back to the head of the bed, "Let's never see each other again." β
ββ¦β¦ You don't want to see me, that's a reasonable request. Putting the rejected cup of water on the bedside table, Tang Ze looked at the shaking water surface and smiled self-deprecatingly, "Now that it's too hypocritical to talk about repentance." β
He sighed and took two steps back.
"I'll grant your request, Shiho." Tang Ze stepped back, watching Miyano Shiho, who didn't want to look at him, gradually become a shadow in the daylight, "Take care of yourself." It's for Akemi. β
Saying the name, Tang Ze lowered his head, turned around and fled out of the suffocating room.
A hoarse cry of collapse finally rang out after he closed the door of the ward.
What the hell is this......
It wasn't until he walked forward in silence again that Tang Ze had time to start thinking about what he had just witnessed.
Shiho Miyano didn't become Ashbara, but he was seriously injured, and Akemi Miyano didn't sound like he survived......
Then, "repentance" and "never see each other" are ......
In the dream, without saying a word, he walked down the hallways, down the stairs, out of the hospital, into the crowds, silently through the noisy streets, standing in front of the sidewalks.
It's work time, and busy office workers and students are crowded on the side of the wide road in Shibuya.
He was surrounded by layers of people, but he felt a deep loneliness.
"Shinichi-wait for me-"
"Walk slowly, there's still time."
High school students with bread in their mouths passed by him.
"Are you in a better mood, Xiaolan? Uncle Maori's ......"
"Hmm...... I'm fine. β
ββ¦β¦ It's going to be fine. β
ββ¦β¦ Well, but, after that, I might move to my mother's side......"
Standing on this side of the road, Tang Ze turned his head and watched the young men and girls in Didan's school uniforms walking across the road.
"I'm sorry." Tang Ze heard his own voice ringing, as if he was talking to the two children, and it seemed to be completely echoing in his heart, the voice became lower and lower, and gradually became like a suppressed throat choking, "I'm sorry......"
ββββ
ββ¦β¦ Karasawa, Karasawa! β
Tang Ze opened his eyes and watched in a daze as the cyan light in front of him continued to flicker.
The intense loneliness had not yet completely subsided, and his mind was immersed in the sorrowful cry of Fang Cai.
Tang Ze rarely cries.
Oh, if you want to talk about acting, then he is indeed a guy who can close his eyes and start crying anytime and anywhere, but there are really few cases where he is hurt from the bottom of his heart to tears.
But the one in the dream sounded like he was really about to cry.
What happened to make him so broken? Is that dream some hypothetical possibility?
Or is it some kind of warning and allegory that he must take care of the Miyano sisters and the Maori family?
While he was still thinking about these possibilities, he suddenly felt a tugging force, and finally slowly came back to his senses.
"Where's the stretcher, have you brought the stretcher?"
"Let's just move him to the flat bed, he doesn't seem to be responding......"
"No, you can't move him, what if there's some internal bleeding or something? Let's carry it down on a stretcher first. β
Before Tang Ze, who woke up, he said that he was fine, several hands had already grabbed his hands and feet, and someone intimately supported the back of his neck and pulled him out of the soft seat of the cocoon.
was carried out directly without saying anything, Tang Ze's eyes widened.
"Wait a minute, wait a minute-" Looking at the medical stretcher that was getting closer and closer, Tang Ze struggled, "What are you doing!" I'm fine, I just, I slept a little longerββ! β
(End of chapter)