Maybe it's because I have a lot of questions in my mind that I want to ask.

Therefore, Lin Shu still found Ning Liao.

No one knows how tormented she has been this year.

Now that she has finally survived, she has to ask those questions in her heart.

No matter what the answer was, no matter what the result was, she had to hear him answer in person.

She has demons herself, especially when these things happen later, which makes it even more difficult for her to control herself.

Ning Liao looked at Lin Shu, and a strange feeling would come to his heart again.

"What's wrong with you, you don't look very happy?"

Treating Lin Shu, Ning Liao was very patient and spoke a little softly.

His face was not as cold as usual, and it softened a lot.

He didn't know why he had to make such a change when facing Lin Shu, but he felt that he should do it.

Lin Shu looked at Ning Liao.

Why, he is always special to himself, and it is different when he treats others.

Why, why are you special to yourself!

Obviously, obviously he doesn't like himself!

"I just wanted to ask you, why are you different to me?"

"Obviously, I'm the same as everyone else, but you always treat me differently, why are you so nice to me?"

"Obviously there are people who are better to you than me, but you always ignore their goodness, why do you only see me, but you can't see others?"

Why?

In fact, Ning Liao was also asking himself.

Why, maybe it's because she has the shadow of the person she longs for!

In fact, I have the answer in my heart.

But speaking this answer will inevitably hurt others.

But it would be very rude not to answer.

So he was struggling with whether to answer Lin Shu's question or not.

Even if he did have a crush on her at the beginning, he now knows what the reason for that crush is.

What he liked was not Lin Shu, but the shadow on Lin Shu's body, that strange feeling.

"Can't I be nice to you?"

"Does the answer really matter to you?"

"You just need to accept my kindness, you don't need to know the rest."

Wouldn't it be nice to accept all this with peace of mind, so why do you have to know the answer?

Does the answer really matter that much?

As long as she cares about the process, as long as the process is happy, satisfied, and enjoyable.

So why care about an indifferent outcome?

Ning Liao said that he didn't understand why Lin Shu had to ask himself this question, why he had to get that answer.

He didn't tell Lin Shu the answer, and Lin Shu couldn't accept his kindness to her with peace of mind.

If she told Lin Shu the answer, would she still be close to her?

No, it won't.

He also has the answer in his heart.

said that if she had to ask an answer, did she really have to answer Lin Shu?

In fact, his own heart is also very entangled.

Whether he answers or not, it can cause some harm to Lin Shu.

Speaking of which, I am too selfish.

I just want to be selfish to get close to Lin Shu, feel that feeling on Lin Shu's body, and see the shadow on Lin Shu's body.

If this feeling is also felt in others, and the shadow will also appear behind others, then he may also choose to get close to others without hesitation.

Speaking of which, the most selfish and annoying person is himself, never someone else.

From beginning to end, from beginning to end, he only thought about himself, and never considered the feelings of others.

"Can't you really answer me that question? Does this question bother you that much? ”

Looking at Ning Liao's resistance, Lin Shu was a little irritable for a while, and he became a little unhappy.

Obviously, at the beginning, he was the first to treat himself.

Now that I'm just asking him why, it's hard for him to answer?

"There's no why, it's just that you look like her."

Boom.

Lin Shu felt that his world had collapsed.

All she had in her mind was Ning Liao's sentence, "You just look like her." ”

Hahahaha, it turns out that I have always been self-inflicted!

Just because he looks alike, he treats himself well.

But that person, who the hell could make Ning Liao do this.

"Anything else?"

"It's gone."

What else to ask, what else to ask.

Isn't the answer all the same?

She thought she was special in his eyes.

But in the end, I only got this answer.

Like, what a hurtful word.

I suddenly felt a little lost, but I already knew the answer in my heart, where did this loss come from?

I persuaded myself not to care about all this, why was my heart still so uncomfortable when I knew the answer?

So, is it the most hurtful thing to love but not be able to love?

She didn't think she would care about the answer.

When I heard the answer, I was indifferent, and I didn't have any waves in my heart.

But why, why does my heart hurt so much!

Why, why are tears falling uncontrollably!

I have persuaded myself not to care, and I have advised myself not to covet it.

Why in the end, I still don't want to face all this.

"That person, is it really so important, so important that you can't help but be nice to each other when you see someone similar to her?"

Lin Shu asked crying.

She was unwilling and powerless, she could only ask him how good that person was.

When Ning Liao heard this question, there was obvious pain on his face.

"She is very important to me, more important than my own life, but she will never be seen again, and die the day I love her the most."

"I was afraid, I was afraid that I wouldn't be able to accept it without her, so I sealed my memories and everything related to her."

"Even if I'm far away from that place, I can always see her shadow in some people who look like her, and feel the feeling she gives me."

Love?

Nature is love.

How much love?

Maybe it trumps everything!

"I'm sorry, I know I'm bothering you, but I can't help myself."

He couldn't forget that feeling, and that shadow.

So he knew that what he did would hurt others, but he couldn't control himself.

"I see, you don't have to apologize."

Lin Shu smiled, wiped away his tears, and then slowly turned around and left the back mountain.

Ning Liao watched Lin Shu leave.

He knew that they would see each other very little after that.

A few words with her would also be a luxury.

The damage really remained.

"Why do you have to tell her if you don't answer?" Jing Yi didn't understand, obviously he didn't want to, why did he have to answer that unnecessary question.

Ning Liao turned around and sat down.

"She's just like her, not her, I shouldn't be so indistinguishable."

It's just like her, there's no need to continue to be deceived and hurt by yourself for no reason.