"Mental illness ......" Hearing Tang Ze's words, Junko Wakayama repeated blankly.

"Yes." Tang Ze lowered his eyes and skillfully entered the mode of "pretending to be strong and talking about black history" - don't you say, since he confessed to the vest problem in front of some of his teammates, Tang Ze, who has not met a new red party for so long, has not turned on this state for a few days, and he is still a little nostalgic, "Strictly speaking, I am a recovered patient with sequelae - I'm sorry, I have caused you a lot of damage." ”

Does Donzawa have a mental illness? If you want to do the test seriously, PTSD may have a point, and the memory problems and emotional problems left by Tang Zezhao, although he is trying to fight it, do exist.

In addition, Tang Ze believes that he is in a good mental state, has a full and beautiful life, is positive and self-motivated, and his psychological state is much better than that of many extremely stressed Red Riddlers.

But what else can he do, he has to devise a reason for himself that can explain the difference between him and Hoshikawa, right?

As he spoke, he glanced at Hoshikawa Hui, who was silent with his mouth pressed down.

Give me a little restraint, did you just make a nasal sound like a little leaking?

In the eyes of others, this direction of his gaze seemed quite meaningful.

Their eyes couldn't help but move to Akechigoro's body.

Hoshikawa Hui, who was warned three times by Tang Ze's eyes, closed his eyes, covered his mouth and bowed his head in order to control his laughter.

Except for Tang Ze, who can clearly see the smile on his lips because of the angle, it makes sense that you are controlling your emotions because you interpret this state as being touched.

Before the others could react, Conan blinked twice, and his eyes suddenly lit up.

He probably understood what Tang Ze was going to say - Tang Ze once suffered from autism, and when he inquired with Tang Ze about the KA03 series of drugs, Tang Ze mentioned it lightly.

And the wise goro......

He suddenly remembered that a few days ago, when he first saw Akechi Goro appear at Polo Cafe and had some friction with Karasawa, Karasawa explained to him his relationship with Akechi Goro.

"Sick friends".

Could it be that Akechi Goro......

Conan's eyes slowly sharpened, and slowly moved to Akechigoro's face, observing his state inquiringly.

Tang Ze's parents worked in the organization's research institute, and the whole process of Tang Ze's treatment must have been completed in a hospital or laboratory related to the organization.

At the age of 10, Tang Ze had already recovered, returned to a normal social environment, and went to school step by step, and the only "patients" he could know could be other children he came into contact with during his treatment period......

Karasawa, who didn't know that Conan had already begun to write a personal plot line for Akechi Goro in his mind, continued to explain after glaring at Hoshikawa Teru: "I used to suffer from severe autism spectrum disorder...... In some of the terms you can understand, it is the popular concept of 'high-functioning autism'. This is an incurable disease, and even though I have been able to participate in social life normally due to long-term training and guidance, it does not mean that it has no effect on me...... Wakayama-san, the difference in my state that you encountered is one of the effects it brings. ”

"Ah, you mean, you ...... then" Junko Wakayama's lips opened and closed, and the next words were a little speechless.

If, if it's for this reason...... If her resentment towards Tang Ze stems from Tang Ze's own flaws and distress......

That before her, that before she ......!

Tang Ze looked at Junko Wakayama who was stammering, and pretended to show a soothing smile generously: "I can't blame you for this, Ruoshan-san, after all, even I can't control this happening...... Children with autism have many different conditions, and if it is specific to me, the cause of my illness is probably my unusual state of memory retention. ”

Here Tang Ze is telling the truth.

He doesn't know much about autism, but through recent material learning, he can understand Tang Zezhao's condition a little.

Some people with autism have congenital brain development problems that cause a loss of thinking function, and the lesions of these people are organic and a developmental defect.

The so-called high-functioning autism, many people believe that it is a disorder in which the brain develops normally, but the development is not balanced, which often leads to the patient's ability to be different from ordinary people, but loses other thinking skills, and eventually forms a defect in thinking and intellectual performance.

Due to the experience of his previous life, he has experienced the mental state of a normal person, and it is easy to perceive the differences and cruxes in comparison.

Tang Ze highly suspects that Tang Zezhao's so-called autism is a kind of hyperamnesia caused by excessive sensory aistenance, and the amount of information that is too much and too detailed is like a flood bursting the embankment, which has washed away Tang Zezhao's incomplete thinking ability in his early childhood.

In order to alleviate this pain, his brain automatically and spontaneously chose to close off the part of communication and learning to the outside world, which formed such a developmental disorder.

"My memory is a little too developed." Tang Ze looked at his palm, took a breath, and began to try to describe the feeling he experienced in Tang Zezhao's memory, "I have an ability similar to that of hyperamnesia, as long as it is a memory that has been experienced, it will be stored in my brain forever like an overly clear video. My brain couldn't handle the pressure, so I stopped exchanging information with the outside world......

"Luckily, I have parents who love me very much. In order to treat me, they devoted themselves to the relevant research field, and spent many years of energy to complete the guidance and treatment of me. ”

Speaking of this, Tang Ze let out a long sigh.

All the content he has said so far, except for the sequelae part is nonsense that paves the way for the future, everything else is pure and honest.

If it were not for the existence of Tang Ze and his wife, to this day, Tang Zezhao would still be a pure intellectual disability patient who is confused and confused, has not formed a stable personality, and cannot complete personality communication with others......

This is a child who grew up bathed in love, so even if he is out of the care of his parents in the rest of his life, he has not embarked on a crooked path, but as if he has identified the right established path, he embraces the world purely and friendly, and is simple......

…… Well?

Tang Ze thought of this, his eyes blinked wildly, and he slowly realized that something was wrong.

yes...... Theoretically, Tang Zezhao only began to form his own personality after the age of ten, so his character should have been cultivated in these eight years.

However, these eight years, on ordinary children, are also eight years of educational disqualification.

Without parents and close friends, after graduating from primary school, he went on to higher education like a normal child, and the school did not give him any special care because of his medical history......

So how did he grow into such a passionate character full of righteousness? Is it really possible for people to be born with a certain personality regardless of their acquired circumstances?

The more I talk about it, the more I feel that Tang Zezhao seems to be an "artificial intelligence" that has been programmed......

The big words "Karasawa School" slipped through his mind, and Tang Ze quickly shook his head, emptying Kurahashi Nobuhiko's crazy words from his mind.

Forget it, don't think about it so much, don't really take the demon to the ditch.

His parents could pick out a chalice and break it into pieces, so what couldn't do it?

Tang Ze's thoughts in his heart, of course, could not be heard by others.

So watching him first narrate calmly, then sigh, and then continue to slide in mood, he closed his eyes and shook his head gently......

Hoshikawa Hui pressed his mouth a little more aggravated, lest one couldn't help but complain.

I understand that you are for acting needs, but do you need to be so committed, boss?

I really want to remember every detail

By began to forget the details of the beginning, foreshadowing, painfully re-looking the author of the music he had written

(End of chapter)