The chubby bear puppet lifted his large head, as if he was looking up at the fireworks in the sky.

"I haven't ruled it out, but I certainly didn't think it was at first." With his hands in his pockets, Tang Ze seemed to be answering Leon's self-set question, and as if he was talking to himself, "From the perspective of memory, I only remember that I just closed my eyes in bed one second, and as soon as I opened my eyes the next second, I was sitting on the train to Shibuya...... It's a matter of course. ”

If you think about it seriously...... His memory is not normal, and the first signs of it have been revealed since that time.

It may not be like his subjective feelings, forming a temporal succession relationship, but it is possible that at that moment, his memories were unlocked.

"Today, after experiencing the process of 'locking the memory and unlocking it again', it can basically be determined." Thinking of the project of closing his eyes in the afternoon and resurfacing his memory on the roller coaster with the wind and screams in his ears, Tang Ze shrugged his shoulders, "It is not the relationship between being in my bed one moment and appearing in this world the next moment, but the memory that emerges, and the impression of the moment deepens." ”

When his memory is unlocked, there will be a process of "reading the file", which is basically reversing backwards from the end of the blocked fragment.

The process won't take long, but the intuitive feeling is that the end of his blocked memory fragment will leave behind very strong emotions and senses.

The same is true today. It's like the last moment when he just fell to the ground because of Kyosuke Kado's equipment, opened his eyes, and appeared on the roller coaster.

It's not a temporal succession, it's a sensory stimulus.

"'Tang Zezhao', and 'Tang Ze', are one person." Tang Ze firmly said this judgment, "Regardless of the state of cognitive impairment in the first ten years, Tang Zezhao, who recovered at the age of 10, is the one who completely lost the memory of his past life. All my memories were unlocked at the moment at the beginning of the plot, which gave me the illusion that I had not traveled long ago. ”

The moment this plot begins, it refers to both Conan's plot and P5's plot.

Probably, at the moment when Tang Ze, who was leaning on his seat and taking a nap, woke up because of the revival of his memory, the roller coaster in Dorobiga Park was activated under the action of a mechanical device.

"And this brings me to my second question – who sealed my memory and kept me from remembering the first eighteen years of my life?"

Another brilliant silver-white firework exploded, and Tang Ze looked at the castle illuminated by this light, and continued to narrate: "I would think that my crossing just happened, in addition to the illusion caused by my senses, another reason was that I was not able to receive the memories of my first eighteen years smoothly at that time. ”

Tang Ze, who woke up on the train, was confused, he even had to open his bag to check his current name, and his first reaction to the surrounding environment was even "Huh? Did I cross into P5? ”

This in itself is very strange, since Tang Zezhao is Tang Ze, then why didn't he receive all the memories before and after smoothly like he is now after the memory recovery, but had to search in the "database" by himself to understand his situation little by little?

This experience is also one of the reasons why Tang Ze misjudged his identity.

"In the past relationship that I have been thinking about since then, there are even more oddities.

"For example, the bullying and violence that impressed 'Tang Zezhao' so deeply were so serious that he had an emotional breakdown, he couldn't take half a step out of the house, and he was so serious that he had no place to stand in his original place of residence......

"When I received the news that I could transfer to Tokyo, I left Kyoto empty-handed, as if I had grasped a life-saving straw, and left Kyoto empty-handed as if I had grasped a life-saving straw and allowed the prosecutors to search my personal belongings."

Folding his hands and counting around, Tang Ze shook his head and sighed.

These memories that keep resurfacing, although they are all fragmented, are emotionally real, and the trauma is also very clear.

"This directly misled me into misjudging the personality tendencies of 'Tang Zezhao', and immediately designed a set of gloomy and autistic, poor mental state, weak and helpless acting route - although this is not a bad thing, it successfully confused some people and made them lose their guard against me."

After receiving this information, Tang Ze easily completed his judgment, and in order to confuse Toru Amuro, who was approaching as Bourbon, and other monitors who might exist, he did not hesitate to choose a weak and regrettable, withdrawn and autistic image to play.

"As time went on, I realized something was wrong. Hattori's investigation report and the information given to me by Zero Valley, there are many discrepancies with my memory. However, the traces of my first 18 years have been burned clean by the winery, and I can't find a way to restore the real life. The appearance of Kyosuke Kazato was a surprise. ”

Thinking of this toolman villain who thought he had won from beginning to end and was being used from beginning to end, Tang Ze couldn't help but show a relieved smile.

is always in contact with smart people, always acting with this group of guys who are full of reasoning, and after a long time, Tang Ze is about to lose confidence.

The presence of Kyosuke Kazato successfully allowed Karasawa to regain his self-confidence.

It turns out that it's not my dish, it's that everyone's segmentation is really high, you see, this is an ordinary bronze, and the effect of abusing the dish is immediate.

Bowing a crocodile tear to the crocodile tears for this very thoroughly played eyebrow pencil, Tang Ze finally got to the point: "Since I began to suspect that his method of making Mao Lilan lose his memory in this world is not such a dramatic method as the original book, I can't help but want to experiment." If I had forgotten everything that had happened since the crossing, and even why I had come to Tokyo, what would it be like to show 'Akira Karasawa' at this time? ”

It's a bit of a trick.

Tang Ze's wave is to use Kyosuke Kazato to roll back his driver software version to the old version.

Since you won't let me look up the information about the old version, then I'll just uninstall the new version!

If you have the ability, you will make me not remember anything, and wake up like a retarded person.

Since his old memories have not really disappeared, when Tang Ze finds the appropriate keyword, he can recall the corresponding fragments, then there is no reason for the existing database to strike, not to use the old data, and to go directly to rot.

It's a big deal to really become mentally retarded, just let Leon give him a backstop.

Relying on the fact that he had saved the wave immortal, Tang Ze did not hesitate to take a hard shot from Kyosuke Kaze, and he didn't even bring a little immunity P.

He hung so big, and one accidentally waived the punishment of amnesia, so wouldn't there be no point in him tossing so much?

"Everyone has seen the results of the experiment." Maybe it's because of the good mood at the moment, maybe it's because the fireworks are too bright, Tang Ze's eyes are all shining, "Forget the previous thirty years of life, Tang Zezhao, this child whose life background, family situation, and childhood experience are completely different from mine, still shows a similar personality state and personality traits as me."

"There has never been a 'Primordial' that is very different from my own. That's me, that's the solid personality I've formed, but there are some personality differences due to differences in memory and trauma. ”

"The parade of floats has begun!"

"Wow, it's so beautiful and dreamy!"

"Waiting until the park closes is the right choice!"

As the team progressed, they stood on the main road of the island in the middle of Dorobiga Park.

In the morning, a few people stopped, and the familiar theme castle opened its gates, and the tall floats decorated with colorful light strips slowly drove out.

In the midst of an excited scream, Tang Ze also smiled and raised his hand to applaud, blending into the jubilant crowd.

"So, after your arguments, have you found the answer to this question?" Caught between the crowd and slowly moving forward with the crowd, Leon's voice came out muffled.

"Pretty much found it. Let's start at the beginning. Looking at the approaching float, Tang Ze slowly unfolded the logic of the story he sorted out, "Eight years ago, because my parents didn't understand the principle of treatment, I learned a special method of organizing my memory at the age of ten, and successfully got rid of the trouble of cognitive impairment and learned how to get along with my excess memory. ”

If you want to say that in this world, when did he show the characteristics of a personality mask, it should be when he was ten years old.

This ability to freely block and restart self-memory is simply a bug skill that concretely manipulates abstract cognition.

Even if he doesn't have the memory of his previous life, Tang Ze, who has this hand, can rely on the ability to switch on and off his memory freely, and become an agent talent that no lie detector can see.

…… It's over, and the inexplicable night ○ moon is here again.

"A few months ago, the organization killed my parents and set their sights on me, thinking I had the information they needed. In order to make it easier for me to act, and because of the personal grudge against the Tang Ze family by the person who carried out this task, I became a felony in a righteous and courageous act. ”

When Tang Zezhao and Tang Ze's identities are no longer separated...... The nature of this story has become more complicated, and it also makes Tang Ze's mood very complicated.

Maybe it's the pre-requisite needs of the P5 plot, or maybe it's the chemistry caused by the fusion of the two scripts, and the tragedy of their family is staged.

However, the Tang Ze family, who had anticipated their fate, were very open-minded and optimistic in the face of the seemingly inevitable end of destruction from top to bottom.

…… I have to say that in the past, he was so good at telling hell jokes, Tang Ze really didn't expect it.

"In the two months between my arrest and my trial, and my choice to transfer to Tokyo, my memory has changed." Tang Ze said with certainty.

Since he has always been him, even if he doesn't remember the training he received in the past, the tenacity of his mental will is definitely not the level of an ordinary teenager, and it is impossible to break his defense like that because of school bullying, online violence, and other people's emotions and beatings.

"I think they grabbed me and wanted to move my memory, it must not be to implant a little bit of bullying and autism. Their original purpose was definitely my parents' research. Thinking of Kyosuke Kado's distorted face, Karasawa shook his head.

Even a researcher like Kyosuke Kado, who only deals with the superficial aspects of cognitive studies, can easily judge the importance of Karasawa himself, how could the organization not know about it?

The part about how he recovered, and how much he learned about his parents' research, must be the part that the organization is most concerned about.

Without the meaning of cognitive learning, an ordinary high school student can't have any impact or threat to the organization, where does he need to spend so much old neck strength and use the nails in the public security system to toss him.

"Everyone saw what I looked like after I lost my memory, but when I found that I had left the original trajectory of my life, I didn't hesitate to be convinced that my parents had died...... You have to say that at that time, I didn't notice that everything was wrong in the first place, and I looked down on people too much. ”

A tall float passed by them, and on the float decorated as a kingdom of ice and snow, the staff dressed as penguins waved to both sides of the road, and threw small sequins in the shape of snowflakes, which fell on the heads of pedestrians like a puff of snowflakes, attracting another round of applause and cheers.

Walking in the crowd, the two of them seemed to be in a separate space, isolated from the surrounding atmosphere.

In such a warm environment, Tang Ze's voice sounded quietly.

"In the face of the huge power of the organization, I was powerless at that time, and I could not find helpers, and I was in a very powerless situation." Catching a piece of snowflake floating in front of him, Tang Ze looked at the small piece of paper that reflected the light and shadow of the sky in the palm of his hand, and gently closed his palm. "But I am determined, I will definitely protect my parents' research results, and never let them be usurped, this is the last bottom line for me and my parents.

"So, the last choice I can make is probably to block my own memories, especially about my parents. Even if I have to face torture and destruction like a blank sheet of paper, if they have to use cognitive science and do more experiments, as long as I don't remember those things, then these secrets can be safely protected. ”

Tang Ze said, subconsciously raised his hand and stroked the long scar under the ribs.

In his memory, it was caused by a brawl in custody, but what the truth was, now, he was sure that there must have been a lot of water in the memory of those two months, and Tang Ze remained skeptical.

This phantom pain may not be caused by trauma, but his consciousness is sending him a warning that "something is wrong".

With the medical strength of the organization...... Who knows?

Maybe he was pulled by the tissue to be dissected, but the scar was treated perfectly, and it didn't look like there was any scar.

It's always right to think of that group of people at worst.

"It's me, blocking my own memories and not going to unravel them in the first place. I am ready to let myself forget everything with the awareness that I will die at their hands. Tang Ze said, sighed softly, let go of his fingers, and watched the snowflakes slowly fall.

Although it has been made clear that Tang Zezhao is also Tang Ze himself, facing him at the age of eighteen, Tang Ze will inevitably feel unbearable.

An eighteen-year-old young man who knew that his relatives, including himself, could be overthrown at any time under the influence of some kind of underworld force, was cautious, hardworking and persevering, and when facing the end of the world, he did not hesitate to sacrifice everything he had for the principles they always adhered to.

Doesn't he know that by taking the initiative to reveal these things, or using this information as a bargaining chip, he may be able to survive in the hands of the organization, survive and steal a living, and even seek more in turn?

He knew, he just knew too well.

Due to the crippled family and the fate of his own involuntarily, he did not trust humanity at that time, and did not trust anyone, not even himself.

He was afraid that if he faced too cruel methods, in that kind of pain, he would collapse, and he couldn't help but want to use those secrets to find a chance for himself.

But he didn't want to bow his head, let alone kneel, so he simply completely erased this possibility.

He did not allow himself the opportunity to betray the principles that his parents had repeatedly advised, and simply cut off the last retreat.

After all, if all kinds of means are exhausted, and you can't pry a person's mouth open, either this person is a real fighter, with a strong will and strong beliefs, or, this person really doesn't know anything.

"Because, you are the one who crawls out with difficulty and goes down fearlessly in the abyss of blood and fire, in the abyss of life." Listening to Tang Ze say this, Leon said, "Your personality has long been indestructible in those tempering, even if you forget those pasts, you will be a ruthless person with clear self-awareness." That's not surprising, right? ”

"So, I got it right, didn't I?" Tilting his head and looking at the puppet for a while, Tang Ze raised his hand and knocked twice on the big bear's head, "Then you laughed at me last time, saying that you are indeed tangze, but you are already karasawa...... Whether it's karasawa or Karasawa, it's all me. ”

"I'm telling the truth, guest." Leon, whose head was tilted, was not angry, and his voice was still smiling, "Your mentality has been changing, if you have just regained your memory, you will only take it for granted that you are an outsider who has accidentally crossed over, and you will not even explore the relationship between the past you and the present you, how can you come to this conclusion?" ”

"There's a big difference, okay." Tang Ze protested, "If I didn't know that I was me, my mentality in the face of Gray Plains would be very different...... It's no wonder that it's always hard for me to treat them as cheap relatives, it seems that my subconscious still understands my identity. ”

"No, you miscalculated." Straightening his head, Leon replied seriously, "Although you were the one who lived in this world in the past, you are more integrated into this world now than you were in the previous eighteen years. ”

"That's why, you've been emphasizing, that this is my freshman?" Casting an inquiring gaze on the puppet's head, Donzawa said, "Well, I have one last question, a question that needs your answer. ”

"Listen up, guest."

"Tang Ze has always been Tang Ze, so what about you, who are you, Leon?"

(End of chapter)