When people are bored, they fantasize about some beautiful things.

It seems that this situation will happen to anyone.

Someone is no exception.

Maybe it's really boring, so I thought a lot of unlikely things in my mind.

He wanted to live a happy life with someone.

I also want to live this life as it is now.

Although this kind of life is a bit boring, it is not impossible to persevere.

After all, some things can't be changed, and going with the flow is the best choice.

Although, someone can make a lot of things go the way he thinks.

But it doesn't seem like people are so happy to forcibly reverse the situation in this way.

So it's best to go with the flow.

In fact, in his heart, he also fantasized about many beautiful things.

But in the end, it turns out that everything is not going in the direction he expected.

And everything turned out to be very bad, no opinion, it was expected to be expected.

The outcome of reality is often different from what happens in reality.

He is also very clear about this.

If it is what his heart desires most.

It may be the kind of ordinary, very ordinary day.

Coarse tea and light rice are good, and brocade clothes and jade food are also good.

As long as it is what he wants, then everything is good.

Originally, his life was long.

The people he met, or the people he saw, were all different and varied.

He has seen all kinds of life a long time ago, and he has experienced all of them.

It's just that in the beginning, he never took those things to heart, and he didn't learn anything from them.

There is nothing to gain or lose from it.

So, for him before, those things were inconsequential and indifferent.

It's just that it's different now, and his perception and perception have changed dramatically.

He felt that he could learn what he wanted from those things today, and he could also get what he wanted from them.

For him, this kind of thing is beneficial and harmless.

So in this kind of thing, no matter what happens, he is willing to accept it.

Therefore, even now, he is a little bored.

But he was willing to continue.

Learn the seven emotions and six desires you want, or the various emotions that ordinary people have.

"Beautiful love, two people's you and me, the eternal ...... of each other"

Well......

Sounds pretty good.

But he didn't, nothing.

He actually wants it, but none of the people around him can be with him for a lifetime.

The only one, who still ignores his love.

Still......

Forget it, it's all tears!

This kind of thing, just think about it, you can't take it too seriously.

After all, no!

……

In fact, what Jing Xinzhuang wants is very simple.

But it's also hard to get.

Like what.

He was free, and nothing was in his hands.

All people are equal.

What you want to work hard and fight for, and get what you want in a bright and bright way.

Or, the group of children in his own family has grown up and has his own things to do, and he doesn't have to worry about it.

Or, everyone has figured it out and won't toss and turn anymore.

Wait a minute.

It's about imagining all the bad things in a beautiful way.

What I used to think was troublesome has become more enjoyable in the future.

Things that used to be speechless now find them interesting.

The group of people who were disgusted before can now live in peace with them, etc.

In short, things are getting better.

Everything is beautiful and smooth.

I'm looking forward to that.

Of course, all this is fanciful.

It is the beauty of Jingxinzhuang's fantasy.

How could all this really happen.

Even if it were, it wasn't right now.

I don't know how long it will take for this kind of thing to happen!

The things of the Year of the Monkey and the month of the Horse, now I just think about it and fantasize about it.

"I don't know what that guy thinks of me now, whether he is still dissatisfied with me, whether he still thinks I'm inferior to others!"

"If I had agreed to her request at that time, would everything have changed, would our life really be what I imagined."

In fact, many times I still think too much.

If the requirements for yourself and others are not so high, is everything going well.

Fantasy, beauty is in fantasy.

Is it really impossible to exist in reality?

"Big brother, your mood has been a little unstable lately!"

Ning Liao looked at the person with a not very good face, and couldn't help but remind him.

Don't say that others care about him and worry about his body.

If it goes on like this, it's time for the group to prepare a coffin for this one.

depressed, depressed and depressed......

Tut-tut, it's not impossible!

If it goes on like this, it will really be like this!

"You don't understand me, I've lived for so many years, and it's not as good as others for a few decades."

Everything that others have in just a few decades, he has lived so long and has not gotten one.

Whoever changes this special thing feels unbalanced!

But then again, everything he gets, others can't get either!

No matter how hard you try, you can't get it.

When he thinks about it, he actually has too much.

Everything that others dream of and cannot reach is a burden to him.

That's the gap between him and ordinary people.

"If you have too much, you will be distressed a lot of times, after all, those are not all I want!"

Jing Xinzhuang supported his head with his hands and looked at the teacup on the table.

Looking at the freshly brewed cup of tea, the tea leaves slowly stretch in the hot water.

The gesture of watching the clear water slowly soaked in the tea leaves and melt into the tea.

Isn't this what many people's lives look like?

Many times, many people forget who they are.

I have long forgotten my original intention.

Changed, everything changed.

The more you want something, the more you don't get it.

In the end, everything you want can only be imagined.

Getting everything you want through fantasy seems to be a comfort to yourself.

Speaking of which, it's a little sad!

But sad things have become the norm, and it can only be said that there is a problem with the living environment.

At this time, you should not look for problems in yourself.

"You're not me, and you haven't experienced everything about me, how do you know that I have so much sadness!"

He lived for so long, too long to forget who he was.

If it weren't for someone else remembering his name, someone else would have been by his side all along.

He didn't feel like a person anymore.

It's a false dream, just a fantasy of beauty.