Chapter 038 What trapped her was the wall in her heart

This also led to Shen Qingyue being influenced by Sun Qiao, and it didn't matter if she was silent, the key was that she was wronged and didn't know what to say.

"......" Shen Yunchu was silent for a moment, sighed a little helplessly, and said, "Auntie, I want to talk to Sister A alone, is it okay?" ”

Sun Qiao's face was hesitant, she looked at the person in her arms and finally nodded, she knew that maybe Shen Yunchu was the only one who could save this poor child.

When she turned her head into the room with the maid, she couldn't help but glance back at Shen Qingyue.

When the door closed, Shen Yunchu sat down with Shen Qingyue at the stone table, and Shen Yunchu asked her straight to the point: "Sister doesn't resist because you want to be like this in the future?" Just don't talk all the time? ”

Shen Qingyue was stunned, raised her eyes to look at Shen Yunchu's eyes were a little tired, silent, she hung her head, "I don't know, but ......"

Her tone paused slightly, as if something was stuck in her throat, and she couldn't go up or down, Shen Yunchu breathed a sigh of relief: "Sister, I know what you're thinking." How can a woman be considered a deviant, and why can't a woman do what a man does? ”

"As I said that night, the heroine is not the first of my sister's creation, if my sister is willing, how can my sister know that it is not feasible?"

"Sister has never shown it, please think about it, apart from me and Aunt Sun, who else knows Sister A's thoughts, Sister A, you don't need to compare with anyone, but can you see what you want?"

What do you want......

Shen Qingyue was in a trance for a while, what did she want? Anyway, it won't be to stoop to the boxy house and be a caged bird for a lifetime.

But......

"It's useless." Shen Qingyue shook her head, she knew very well why Shen Jichang was in such a hurry to tell Shen Qingyue about it.

Although Shen Qingyue is not a concubine, she is the eldest daughter, compared to her two younger sisters, she has vaguely become a benchmark, and her future direction seems to have become a reference for the two younger sisters to be defined in the future.

Therefore, Shen Ji often asked her to be knowledgeable, restrain her temperament, and be a beautiful lady, so that in the future, there will be high-ranking families, and the reputation of the two younger sisters will naturally not be bad.

She had no choice, not even a choice.

Shen Yunchu naturally knew all this.

Shen Qingyue sighed: "I know, crispy is a good intention, but I am the eldest sister, and I can't affect you." ”

Listening to the half-compromising and half-unwilling tone in her tone, Shen Yunchu's brows furrowed even deeper, she took Shen Qingyue's hand, and said softly: "But you are Shen Qingyue first, and then my sister, if you can't break free, then where will we get out of this Quartet Mansion in the future?" ”

"Sister, there are hundreds of officials in the DPRK and China, and most of the female officials have also held up half of the sky, although they are mixed, but they always have more merit than demerit."

"At the beginning, Xie Nanqin, the first female minister of Sheng'an, who opened the female official policy, also suffered from the cold window for ten years, and after some days of starvation, she suffered a lot of cold eyes."

"It's nothing, if you want, I have a way to help you get out of this four-cornered mansion, but it's no better outside than in the house."

"Sister, you have to think clearly about the things of a lifetime."

Yes, why doesn't she want to, she dreams about it, wants to go to the barracks, wants to hold a spear, wants to be like the queen of Heian back then, puts on armor and goes into battle, killing the enemy and defending the country.

She often thinks that if one day in the future, she can also be recorded in history, it can be regarded as a glorious ancestor, in the past she always felt that it was these four corners of the wall that trapped her.

But now, Shen Yunchu's words made her realize that maybe it was not this hard wall that trapped her, but the wall in people's hearts and her own hearts.

Shen Qingyue opened her mouth and wanted to say something, but her mind was blank, and she couldn't find anything to say for a while.

Shen Yunchu didn't force her anymore, just stood up, and when he left, he said softly: "I'll go and see the three grandmothers, sister, if you think about it, come to my courtyard to find me." ”

With that, she frowned, and finally looked at her with some sorrowful eyes, and then turned away.

When he returned to the yard, Bai Weiyu had already sent the three grandmothers away, and was leaning alone under the grapevines in the yard to drink tea.

In the middle of May, the heat is already a little obvious, this grape trellis is still three years ago, winter to summer, but it grows better and better year by year, the branches are luxuriant, and there are many fruits.

Bai Weiyu pinched the fan in one hand, held the green jade teacup in the other, leaned on the small couch under the shelf, dressed in purple yarn, mysterious and noble, full of charm, charming and vulgar.

Seeing Shen Yunchu come back, her eyes turned lightly, and followed her to her, Shen Yunchu happily kicked off the shoes on his feet, quickly got on the couch, and leaned beside her.

Bai Weiyu pretended to be unhappy, but her eyes were full of spoiling, she raised her hand, and her bony index finger tapped the tip of her nose: "You are a clever person, let me help you deal with a few old women, huh?" ”

is the so-called knowing daughter is more than her mother, was debunked by Bai Weiyu, Shen Yunchu drilled into her arms like a coquettish, "A-Niang, people want to play ball with the big sister, they haven't left, the big sister has been ignoring me, I was tired of waiting, so I let them come to A-Niang for tea." ”

Bai Weiyu looked at her, but suddenly stopped talking, for some reason, even the smile in her eyes seemed to be gradually disappearing, and finally looked at her with a trace of worry and a trace of melancholy.

She always felt that since this girl was rescued from falling into the water and recovered from a high fever, it didn't seem to be quite right, not that it had become bad, on the contrary, her practices, rhetoric, and even subtleties to her eyes and aura many times were not what she should know and have at her age.

Just like this time to separate the three old grandmothers, it must not be simply to play football, in fact, Bai Weiyu has always felt that since she woke up that time, she seems to have gone extra well with the people in the house, especially the second room.

But obviously before this, they were not familiar with each other.

As if sensing Bai Weiyu's emotions, Shen Yunchu looked at her lost mind, and was a little worried in her heart, she tentatively called her: "Auntie? ”

Hearing the sound, Bai Weiyu suddenly eased up, and her distracted pupils focused on the little person beside her again, she was helpless, but she just sighed, and could only hope that she was thinking too much.

She smiled, put down the green jade teacup and fan in her hand, and reached out to pinch her cheek, which had not retreated: "It's okay." A-Niang was just thinking, in a few days it will be Crispy's birthday, is there anyone Crispy wants to feast on? ”

You especially want to feast......

Shen Yunchu lowered her eyes, thought about it carefully, and the person like the breeze and the moon popped up in her mind, she raised her eyes and looked at Bai Weiyu, "A-Niang......" She wanted to speak several times and stopped, and between hesitations, Bai Weiyu had already seen her thoughts.

Bai Weiyu chuckled: "Say, let me hear, who is it?" ”

Shen Yunchu was silent, sat up slowly, knelt on the couch, and looked at Bai Weiyu, "It's the son of the Song family." After that, she bit her lip and added, "Of course, there is Sister Song." ”

Bai Weiyu's eyes shone slightly, "Huh~ That kid named Song Yuancheng? As she spoke, there was a hint of doubt and contempt in her tone, she rarely spoke in this tone, at least in Shen Yunchu's memory, it was almost unprecedented.

Shen Yunchu was stunned for a moment when she met her inquiring eyes, and then reacted, and she hurriedly explained: "Ah...... A-Niang, it's not what you think, Song Gongzi and I are just classmates and friends, he has a lot of books at home, I just borrow them from time to time, and over time I become friends. ”

Bai Weiyu leaned on the couch, supported her temples with one hand, looked at the little person in front of her with a smile, and asked her as if she was teasing: "Does that crispy like him?" ”