Chapter 20 is ridiculous
"Or say: 'repay grievances with virtue', what is it?"
Zi said: "How can you repay virtue? Repay grievances with straightforwardness and repay virtue with virtue. ”
"To put it simply, if someone hits you, beat him!"
Yu Ping shook her little head, "No, no." ”
"I'm not worried about my uncle."
"I'm worried about grandma."
"If the eldest uncle is sick at this time, grandma will be sad."
"Maybe I'll ask for money again with my voice like I did just now."
"The money is for my father's treatment, and no one can take it."
Yu Feiwan's hanging heart suddenly fell to the ground.
People can be kind, but not Madonna.
"Don't worry, it will hurt for a few days."
Lin Qingshan and his wife looked like scoundrels, if something really went wrong, they might really shamelessly treat their grandfather's family as a long-term meal ticket, and stand on their grandfather's head to eat, drink, and sleep.
"It's your cousin, he may not be living the good life you thought he was soaking in a honeypot."
"But, it's really a straight little boy."
In the future, they will either be assimilated in the swamp of their original family by their families who get along day and night.
Or, the more the inner struggle and pain, and finally out of the mud without staining, it is really reborn.
It's just that the influence of the family of origin and its strength and profundity.
The most terrible thing is that you think that you have escaped from your original family through your own efforts, but when you look back, you find that your thinking personality has gradually become no different from the person you once hated and wanted to escape.
At that time, the overwhelming feeling of suffocation was enough to destroy a person.
Yu Ping frowned, "Except for the New Year's holidays, I rarely go to my uncle's house, and many things about Haihong are heard by the adults in the neighborhood." ”
As he spoke, he remembered the merciless slap, and remembered that Lin Qingshan was holding the wooden stick and swinging it at her with peace of mind.
Suddenly, Yu Ping fell silent.
Yu Feiwan touched his shriveled and cooing belly, and secretly scolded Lin Qingshan and his wife in his heart.
The people take food as the sky, and if they make trouble with their meals, they don't want to die?
At this moment, Yu Shuishan walked in across the threshold with Yu Peng in his arms, "Wanwan, don't think about it, since I have decided to recognize you as my daughter, I will not abandon you again." ”
"Those rumors outside, just a few days later."
Yu Peng's face was still full of tears, and when he saw Yu Ping, he pursed his mouth, and he was about to cry again.
"Don't cry!"
Yu Ping made a quick decision.
Yu Peng opened his mouth half-open, neither did he cry, nor did he cry, so in the end he could only cover his mouth secretly and sobbed quietly.
Yu Feiwan's stomach was very disturbing, and he screamed even louder, screaming and screaming and deflecting Yu Peng's sobbing sound.
In the mall, you have everything.
But there are no points, they can't be exchanged, and it's really difficult for a clever woman to cook without rice.
Seeing this, Yu Shuishan's eyebrows softened a little.
"You two take care of Peng Peng, and I'll cook."
After Yu Shuishan turned around, his eyes dimmed again, looking in the direction of Xitangwu, his heart was full of powerlessness.
He knew that it was the old lady who was hit hardest by today's events.
Yu Shuishan's hands and feet were nimble, and he cooked in a while.
After serving, he stood in place with the bowl and hesitated.
"Dad, I'll bring it to grandma."
Yu Feiwan poked Yu Ping's arm, and Yu Ping understood.
Yu Shuishan hesitated for a moment and shook his head.
You have to face it, you have to have an answer.
To this day, he doesn't know what happened back then.
Yu Shuishan came to the West Hall House with a bowl in both hands, "Mother, let's eat first." ”
The old lady still knelt on the futon and recited Buddhist scriptures, her expression was calm and solemn, like a traveler who had broken through a blizzard, discerned the direction, and found the way home.
"Shuishan, do you blame your mother?"
The old lady stopped chanting, swayed to her feet, and slowly turned the beads in her hand, as if her cloudy eyes could still see through people's hearts.
Yu Shuishan carefully warmed the bowl by the stove, helped the old lady to sit down on the chair, and then slowly said, "When I was a child, I was not sensible. ”
"At that time, I always wondered why my mother always treated me coldly, and why my eldest brother always secretly scolded me in private for being the son of a murderer."
"Later, when I grew up, I seemed to be really used to carrying the debts of the previous generation on my back."
"Mother, is my eldest brother's biological father really dead because of my father?"
Yu Shuishan raised his eyes and opened his mouth frankly and persistently.
He really wanted an answer.
The old lady closed her eyes, suppressing the tears that were surging again, and when she opened them again, the whole person seemed to be a little older, "No." ”
"It's not because of your father."
"This debt should never have been inflicted on you in the first place."
"Father Qingshan's death is because of his mother herself."
"In the war-torn years, life and death are intertwined almost every day, and accidental death can come at any time."
"I couldn't evacuate, the house was collapsed by artillery fire, and I didn't have time to run, Father Qingshan used his body to protect my mother and Qingshan."
"That's it, my mother and Qingshan waited for the help of your father's troops and survived."
"All along, my mother felt that she owed Qingshan's father a life, and felt that Qingshan was lonely and witnessed the death of her biological father, so she wanted to make up for it more, make up for it more, and even gave Qingshan's share to Qingshan's father."
"Shuishan, don't blame Qingshan, if you want to blame, blame your mother."
"At that time, Qingshan was not as big as Peng Peng, and when he grew up, he forgot what happened when he was young, and he was affected by the gossip of outsiders."
Yu Shuishan's mood is very strange and complicated.
At this moment, he did not feel a sense of relief in his heart that he had finally gotten rid of a human life debt, but felt a little ridiculous.
Yu Shuishan's heart seemed to be soaked in ice water, and then it was fished out and roasted on the fire, "Mother, what about me." ”
"Then what am I in the past thirty years?"
"Mother, as a husband, in times of crisis, protecting his wife and children is a responsibility, an obligation, and something that should have been done."
"He's protecting his own wife and son."
"He died for saving his mother, and his mother missed him all his life, and she also indulged his son for decades."
"What about me?"
"What about my father?"
"My mother married my father and gave birth to me."
"In my memory, my mother was always cold and distant from my father and me, as if we were never family."
"Mother, then why do you want to marry my father and give birth to me."
"What's wrong with my dad, what's wrong with me?"
If it weren't for the eldest brother who came to make trouble at a time when his health was unpredictable, he might never have asked these questions.
"Mother, I can repay the eldest brother for you because you are my mother."
"But Li Lan, Pingping, they shouldn't and can't be wantonly abused and bullied by my eldest brother with me."
"Mother, we don't owe it to the eldest brother ourselves."