Chapter 39 Folding Life
It's the absurdity of his thoughts.
He, he can't do irresponsible things, he can't implicate innocent people.
Yu Shuishan withdrew the foot that had stepped out and sat down on the stone again.
He suddenly remembered the night when the family gathered around the fire to discuss whether to cure the disease, the mother's forbearance and panic, the wife's crying, Pingping's whispered sobs, the dazed Peng Peng, and the daughter he recognized.
When he is gone, he can't be widowed with his wife.
Gotta live.
has to live to let his wife, who has suffered with him for more than ten years, live a good life.
I have to live to watch Pingping and Peng Peng grow up and complete the responsibilities of fatherhood.
I have to live to make it too late for another home that hasn't had time to get a hukou.
The child's life experience is also very miserable.
Yu Shuishan put away the test results, wiped away the tears that fell at some point, stood under the bus stop sign, and set foot on the way home.
Yu Feiwan, who was staring at this scene, breathed a sigh of relief.
She was thinking about whether she had to grab Yu Shuishan's collar from her old business.
OK.
OK.
Yu Ping, who carefully observed Yu Feiwan's expression, finally landed on the ground.
Fei Wan's tense appearance just now was like a little soldier who was about to die on the battlefield in the movie shown at the head of the village.
She was scared when she saw it.
The sun on the horizon is getting brighter and brighter.
It was as if we were going to end this snowy day for several days.
The sunshine in winter, even if there is no temperature, can make people's bones overflow with dense lightness and pleasure, sweeping away the haze and depression that covers their hearts.
Yu Shuishan, who pushed the door in, had a calm and natural expression.
The love in his eyes makes up for the only regret that the sun is not warm.
Yu Ping trotted up, pulled Yu Shuishan's arm, bit her lower lip, wanted to ask, but didn't know how.
The old lady also hurriedly came out of the West Hall House on crutches, and the water on her hands did not have time to dry.
Noticing Yu Feiwan's eyes, the old lady turned sideways unnaturally, but after all, she still didn't make a move to wipe the water on her clothes.
Yu Feiwan bent the corners of his mouth, and the love that the old lady once hid was revealed little by little.
Love, after glimpsing the light of day, you will see the wind growing.
The estrangement in my heart will be smoothed out little by little by love until it is eliminated.
The old lady didn't care as much as Yu Ping, and asked bluntly, "What is the result?" ”
"What did the doctor say?"
"Seriously?"
"Did you say when you would be hospitalized?"
The old lady asked a bunch of questions.
When the words came out, I realized that I was a little out of shape.
"It's not serious." As he spoke, Yu Shuishan handed the results of the examination to the old lady.
The old lady subconsciously wiped her hands on the hem of her clothes, and then carefully took it.
"As for hospitalization, the doctor meant that it was better to make a big incision sooner rather than later, and it was better not to delay the big incision until the summer."
Yu Shuishan's gentle and calm voice gradually calmed down the restless hearts of his family.
He still didn't say the best thing to do in the city hospital for surgery.
"Mother, let's wait for Li Lan to come back, and the family will discuss it again."
The old lady nodded, "It's not serious, then it means that the chance of being cured is very high." ”
"That's a good thing."
"It's a good thing."
"I'm going to go up to the three pillars of incense and worship."
Byeong!
The old lady glanced at Yu Feiwan without a trace.
The one who should be worshiped the most is Yu Feiwan.
Immortals, indeed immortals.
I don't know whether it was intentional or unintentional, the old lady stuffed the test results into Yu Feiwan's hand, and then left with a prayer in her mouth.
Yu Ping rubbed her head over, and the more she looked, the wider her eyes opened.
She seems to be really illiterate, and she knows only a handful of words.
"It's not too late, can you understand?"
Yu Feiwan looked at the slightly dragon, phoenix and phoenix dancing words on the inspection application form, and fell silent.
"I don't understand."
"But can you guess, count?"
Even guessed, eight or nine are not far from ten.
"Then tell me about it." Yu Ping tugged at Yu Feiwan's sleeve and spoke anxiously.
Yu Peng did the same, pulling Yu Feiwan's other sleeve.
Seeing that Yu Shuishan did not stop it, Yu Feiwan nodded.
As Yu Feiwan read it to Yu Ping word by word, Yu Shuishan's calm face showed surprise that was difficult to hide, and his eyes were full of brilliance.
The daughter he decided to adopt was very good.
Those obscure and complicated words, at a young age, are unbiased.
Obviously, little girls should be well-educated from a young age.
So, is the bizarre and tragic life experience in the mother's mouth that the listener is sad and the listener cries?
For the first time, Yu Shuishan became suspicious.
The mother deliberately concealed it, and it may be unspeakable.
He pretended not to know, and it was fine.
Yu Feiwan's voice fell, and the thick doubts on the faces of Yu Ping and Yu Peng were the same.
I listened to it, but I still didn't know what it meant.
Yu Feiwan also knows nothing about these academic diagnostic terms.
She's a pure liberal arts student!
Even if she wanted to go to medical school, medical school wouldn't open its doors to her.
As if seeing Yu Feiwan's embarrassment, Yu Shuishan reached out and took the simple slip over, "Don't scare yourself, the doctor said it, it's not serious." ”
Yu Ping blinked, glanced at Yu Feiwan, and nodded solemnly.
Yu Peng: ......
It seems that the first priority of learning is to understand people's words.
Yu Shuishan coaxed Yu Ping's sister and brother gently, and Yu Feiwan went to Xitangwu.
Not surprisingly, the old lady was reciting Buddhist scriptures with a solemn expression.
Yu Feiwan's sharp eyes found that there was an ink figure painting on the wall in the corner of the incense case.
At first glance, it looks familiar.
If you look closely, it's still a little familiar.
This......
Is this really auspicious......
Yu Fei was numb late......
The old lady actually painted a portrait of an immortal for her herself.
The old lady really dares to think and do.
I didn't have this painting yesterday!
Yu Feiwan felt that if the talk of gods and Buddhas was true, she might lose her life.
She spends her days doing what the older generation says is a loss of life.
For example, ask her uncles to call her sister.
For example, her grandmother kowtowed and burned incense to worship her.
Flustered!
Flustered!
The portrait reminded her of the photographs attached to the tombstones.
Yu Feiwan's heart was pounding, he swallowed his saliva nervously, and his voice was difficult, "Grandma, this portrait ......"
This portrait is not necessary.
She's really just an ordinary junior.
It's not that she has to pretend to be a ghost, but in that case, only this method is the safest and safest.
The old lady finished reciting the movement completely, kowtowed again, and then got up, looking at Yu Feiwan with a slight apology, "This morning, it was scribbled, and it was a little rough." ”
"When I find some free time, I'll paint again."
"Don't worry, when I was young in the boudoir, my parents taught me a famous teacher."
"Although it is not a good hand, it can also draw a bit of essence and charm."
Yu Feiwan's eyes were complicated, and he swallowed and swallowed his saliva, and he was speechless.
"Grandma, I think ......"