Chapter 141: Try
"Don't rely on your mother, or on Shuishan, just on ourselves."
"Qinxiu, my mother is right, we are the ones who owe it."
"And Haihong, teach by word and deed, we can't let our own son look down on him in his heart."
"Just a few years, let's work hard for a few years."
"I can go to work in the factory, and I can also follow the contractor team to build houses everywhere, but I can't do it, I go and beg the Zhang family to let me work under him."
"Qinxiu, don't make trouble."
Lin Qingshan's voice became more and more firm, and the obscurity and depth in his eyes were replaced by pleading.
This time, he didn't want to rely on machismo to get angry and threatened, and he didn't want to be a shrunken turtle ambiguous.
Wang Qinxiu frowned tightly, her thick and thick eyebrows looked hideous, she stretched out her finger and poked Lin Qingshan's body fiercely, and took a sip, "Do you really believe in your mother-in-law's crooked reasoning?" β
"Mother-in-law's heart is boundless now, can she listen to what she says?"
"You're so old, you can break your leg when you walk in the snow in winter, and you still want to go to work to make money?"
"What's in the factory? Charity? Specifically to help your poor? β
"Is it because you can't move your waist and your legs hurt, or do you smoke dry cigarettes one after another?"
"Relying on you to work to support the family, our family has to eat the soil, chew the bark and drink the northwest wind."
"No, it's spring, and the northwest wind can't drink it."
"Your conscience can suddenly be discovered, and your consciousness can be suddenly raised, but we can't just say that our days are just enough, right?"
"I don't want much, let my mother pay for us to rent a yard in the city, it's really not good, it's okay to rent a house."
"You want to be a face, you want to be a good son, I'm embarrassed to say it, then I'll say it, you should be the same as before, you can't see and don't know, let's continue to live a good life."
"Get out of the way."
Wang Qinxiu pushed Lin Qingshan, who was blocking the door, but did not push.
Lin Qingshan sighed, his heart was filled with infinite sorrow.
He knew that Wang Qinxiu's greed and selfishness had been pretended to be stupid little by little over the years.
However, Wang Qinxiu has been his wife for decades.
"Qinxiu, don't be angry first, let's break it and crumple it to be reasonable."
"Just because it's been that way doesn't mean we're right."
Lin Qingshan was really not articulate, and it was those few words back and forth.
Wang Qinxiu turned a deaf ear, oil and salt did not enter, a word of truth could not be used as a money envoy, and the choked Lin Qingshan was speechless.
If you are accustomed to relying on others and getting something for nothing, it is really difficult to have the courage to rely on yourself anymore.
Even he himself made this decision as a result of hesitation, hesitation, and hesitation.
Even when the words just came to my lips, I almost swallowed them again.
"Qinxiu, the truth is that you can't be used as money, you can't be eaten as food, but money can't replace everything."
"It's been so long since we both moved to the kiln building, have you seen Haihong come over and see it?"
"We secretly went over to see him from a distance, he was doing well, his spirit seemed much better than when he was at home, and the whole person became lively and cheerful."
"It turns out that the two of us are outrageously wrong, and if we continue to make mistakes, we will even lose Haihong's son."
"Qinxiu, we have only one son of Haihong."
The unconvincing on Wang Qinxiu's face froze for a moment, and the next second she continued to show her teeth and claws and bluff, "Haihong is not their son, it must be due to Haihong's temperament." β
"Eat, drink, and play all day long, can you become a talent?"
"Habitual sons are like killing sons, I haven't asked them what their intentions are, whether they deliberately spoil Haihong."
"Aoyama, get out of the way."
Wang Qinxiu was crazy in her heart.
Lin Qingshan's face changed back and forth, blue and white, white and blue, and finally it was dark, squatting on the ground dejectedly, covering his face with his rough big hands, rolling hot tears flowing from between his fingers, and then slapping his face one after another.
"It's all my fault, it's all my fault."
"It's because I'm incompetent, it's because I'm awkward, it's because I'm strong outside, and it's me who pretends to be deaf and dumb."
From beginning to end, Lin Qingshan leaned tightly against the door and did not move.
Over the years, whether he was a grudge because of the old sesame seeds and rotten grain, or did he want to take the opportunity to be lazy and persuade himself to enslave Shuishan with peace of mind.
You can't think about it, you can't think about it.
He complained and envied, but he never thought that he would really die of water.
He finally mustered up the courage to face the darkness in his heart now, but he forgot that Qinxiu had been influenced by him.
Spank.
Another slap in the face.
After a moment's effort, Lin Qingshan's face was red and swollen.
Wang Qinxiu was stunned in place, her arrogance suddenly disappeared, her lips moved, and she swallowed saliva, but she didn't say a word for a long time.
She was frightened and frightened.
"I, can't I go if I don't go?"
After a while, Wang Qinxiu cowardly spoke.
"Qinxiu, I know it's hard for me to convince you with empty words for a while, if you believe me once, my leg is almost better, and I'll go out tomorrow to find a place to work and earn money."
"You can take Haihong at home with peace of mind, let's try to live our own life, and let Haihong see our changes."
Since these days, Lin Qingshan has always had the feeling of being alone and betraying his relatives.
This kind of taste is not good.
But it was also this taste that made him sober up a little bit.
Wang Qinxiu looked at Lin Qingshan, whose cheeks were red and swollen, and the corners of his mouth were oozing blood, and nodded silently.
She just wants to make some money for her family and make her family's life better.
"That's good, that's good."
Lin Qingshan subconsciously grinned at the corner of his mouth, and gasped again.
Wang Qinxiu frowned, half impatient, half distressed, "Now you know it hurts?" β
"Will you go out to find a place to work tomorrow?"
"With a slap on your face? You're not ashamed, I'm ashamed. β
"I'll boil you two eggs and rub them in a moment."
"If you can't make money, I'll still make trouble, when you married me, you said that you would let me live a good life in this life."
Lin Qingshan covered the corners of his mouth and nodded stunned.
Aren't they all living these days?
As long as he and Qin Xiu are willing to try to change, there will be more or less changes.
Wang Qinxiu rolled her eyes, and pushed Lin Qingshan again, "Get out of the way, I'll go get some firewood." β
Lin Qingshan moved his foot and looked at Wang Qinxiu suspiciously, "You won't run to Shuishan's house as soon as you go out, right?" β
Wang Qinxiu: !? (_;?
Hearing this, Wang Qinxiu almost laughed angrily.
"Lin Qingshan, we are both forty or fifty years old, not four or five years old, and we are so naΓ―ve and funny."
Lin Qingshan: ......
Lin Qingshan got out of the way.
Wang Qinxiu snorted coldly, and soon went back and forth, the flames in the stove were flickering, and the two eggs were tumbling up and down in the boiling water.
Lin Qingshan secretly looked at Wang Qinxiu's expression, pursed his lips, took a deep breath, and then said, "Qinxiu, I have one more thing I want to discuss with you." β
"Otherwise, I don't feel comfortable going to work."
(End of chapter)