Chapter 103: Memory Forbidden Zone, Dusty Heart
It was a scene that Su Li couldn't understand at the time.
The man, named "Chasing the Light", burst into tears.
"The tree wants to be quiet but the wind does not stop, and the child wants to raise but does not wait."
The man knelt before the graves of his father and mother and did not stand up for a long time.
"Hahaha-"
He suddenly laughed maniacally, tears blurring his eyes.
"I have chased the light all my life, but I have given my parents the greatest darkness."
β¦β¦
That sentence still rings in my ears.
This is called "chasing the light".
And there is a sentence mentioned in the simulation guide at the beginning of the simulator -
[Simulation Guide: Fish and bear's paws are available, as long as you can change the rules - chase the light, become the light, and radiate the light.]
All things grow because of you, and you are their sun, rising and setting, morning and evening. γ
At that time, the cause and effect of praying for rain appeared first, and after pulling out of the desperate situation, Pu Jia and others all participated, and a vast series of desperate situations unfolded.
In other words.
The cause and effect of chasing light began from the very beginning when he saw the blurry projection of chasing light.
It's just that he doesn't know it.
Therefore, Su Li has clearly judged that Zhuguang has a younger sister.
This sister is a flower blooming wealth.
But the two sides have parted ways, not to mention, they have become strangers to each other, and even no longer know each other.
Just like enlightenment and absolute heart.
A couple is now unrecognizable when they stand in front of each other.
If you want to be cruel, isn't this the greatest cruelty in the world?
Even more excessively, isn't it stupid to be an existence that can be a Skyrim boss? This is at least a trillion base of the population, just forty-nine in the sky!
With such an existence, as Chang Qing, he sprayed the word "Wuzhen" on his desperate face, and the other party couldn't understand this!
What does this mean?
It shows that the opportunity has not come!
It shows that even if he says explicitly that Wu Zhen is her Taoist companion, she will be suspicious - are you joking?
So what's the pointer?
Pointed out a chicken feather.
At this time, the flowers bloom rich and chase the light, and most of them are like this.
"So, isn't there a person in the sky, standing in front of me, and I don't know her?"
"Strange, why did I think of this?"
"I thought of it, why did I suddenly have an inexplicable heartache?"
"Alas, this cause and effect ......"
"I don't know at the moment, which means that the time is not ripe, and there is no need to force it."
Su Li silently called up the list of friends in Xuanjiyin Skyrim, and his eyes wandered.
Flowers bloom richly, Nabai's Yukiko, Absolute Heart, Angelica Angelica, Mirror Fairy......
Qianluoshui, Feng Xiyan...... Juanjuan is really good...... Xia Xin didn't say anything, the straw bag was still the angry bag......
Su Li's gaze lingered on these names for a moment.
Then it fell on the first name "Blossom Wealth" and the last female name "Straw Bale or that Qi Bag".
As Chang Qing's identity, the awesome point lies in.
A lot of things that don't have any causal connection at all, he will have a whim.
Like now, he even had a whim.
There's also a double sky, the same person, but the kind that stands out from the fate.
It's that the doppelganger went out independently and lived as another existence.
For example, is "Blossoming Wealth" and "Straw Bale or the Angry Bag" the same person?
Was this person originally the sister of the light-chasing, and after he died, his soul split into two souls, and then the two souls that were supposed to die lived into two heavens?
The Celestial Seal is split in two and may disappear.
It is also possible to become two separate individuals.
"What was I thinking?"
"Is this what you can think about now?"
Su Li felt that he couldn't continue to think about it.
This is an extremely frightening thought.
The point is that there is no logic at all, just like an empty canal car, it is completely at its own loss.
Chang Qing's doppelganger is awesome, that is, it is awesome to 100 million points!
The key is to think about transcending the outline at every turn, which will make Heavenly Dao very difficult!
"This body is really powerful, strange ideas, and they can be forcibly put together without logic."
"The point is, when I stared at their names, the Heavenly Evil Lone Star was performing the group to extinguish the radiation."
"Isn't this a combination of Tongzi and simulator to kill indiscriminately and sweep the Eight Desolations and Liuhe?"
"It's really an honor to be my friend."
Su was a little bitter, but he still forcibly closed the Xuanjiyin friend panel, and at the same time silently abandoned a lot of distractions, leaving himself in an ethereal state.
After a pause in these many thoughts, Su Li looked at the little girl in the red gauze skirt in front of him, his eyes were as gentle as ever.
Whatever the cause and effect, he will solve the dilemma.
Time doesn't pass long, because time has lost its meaning in such a place - if time is meaningful, can a little girl still be a little girl?
"Big brother, come and cut off your head, why don't you speak?"
"Is Xiaowei not well-behaved?"
The little girl, who calls herself 'Xiaowei', blinks her eyes and looks cute and flattering.
It's just that if there is no wisp of great terror in this tone, it is really endearing.
Of course, even if there is a great horror contained in it, Su Li also thinks it is very cute.
He reached out and rubbed the little girl's head, and said softly, "Xiaowei, what is your real name?" β
The little girl said, "Ning Qingjian." β
Su Li: "......"
Why does this sound like "you are cheap"?
Of course, Su Li definitely doesn't care if he is scolded or not, let alone the little girl Xiaowei at this time, who is a little girl.
Although this little girl is a mess - the kind that uses the demon coffin mirror as a toy.
Su Li thought for a while and said, "In addition to the name of this 'Ning Qingjian', is there any other name?" β
The little girl shook her head and said, "Xiaowei's name is 'Ning Qingjian', there is no other name, does the big brother still know that Xiaowei has another name?" β
The little girl looks stupid.
Isn't "Xiaowei" another name?
But little girls sometimes call themselves "Xiaowei", but they don't know that their name is "Xiaowei".
"Big brother, let's play the game of chopping heads, otherwise my mother and father will come back from collecting medicine, and Xiaowei won't be able to play the game anymore."
The little girl urged.
Her tone had begun to twist.
It's still gentle, but it's even more terrifying.
This is a little worse resistance, and it is estimated that they will scream "ahhhh
What a cute little girl.
It made people convulsive.
"Okay, then you come and cut it, the big brother is reluctant to cut you, although you like it, and you are willing.
However, the big brother still likes you very much, so he can't bear your pain. β
Su Li said in a sincere tone.
His mind is very powerful, and he sees the essence through the phenomena, which is a child, a poor child.
A child who is so sensible that it is distressing and has been hurt severely.
What is the truth, there is already a vague shadow in Su Li.
The partial blurred projection of Chaguang there, as well as Chaguang's remorse for his parents, just shows that his parents are not bad.
Ning Qingjian has become like this here, which shows that her parents are very vicious in her eyes.
Or is it some other indescribable cause or consequence of horror.
There are no clues, no matter how awesome Chang Qing's identity is, it can't deduce the truth.
Relying on a brain similar to Shen Qiushui's ......
That's still it.
This is something that cannot be provoked.
Su Li's gentle words did have a certain soothing effect, mainly because his identity was indeed actively united by Wan Dao and actively followed by Dao Yun.
Therefore, the sincerity and sincerity in words and deeds are enough to melt all ruthless people.
Although the little girl is not human, her original heart is extremely innocent and beautiful.
Now she's just not right, not that she doesn't know anything.
"Big brother, that Xiaowei slashed you, do you hurt? Surely it will hurt, right? Xiaowei also likes her big brother, and she doesn't want her big brother to hurt. β
The little girl actually gave up her favorite head-cutting game and stopped playing the head-cutting game with Su Li.
As she spoke, the little girl's hand moved, and the tattered female puppet doll on the bed fell into her hands.
Her hand reached into the puppet's stomach and pulled out a blood-colored axe from it.
Then, she carried the axe and gestured at the crystal moon mark on the center of the female puppet doll's eyebrows, and then placed the axe on the female puppet doll's neck.
"Big brother, you see that Xiaowei is reluctant to cut off your head, but Xiaowei must cut off her head every day, otherwise she will become ugly and ugly that she doesn't like.
Therefore, Xiaowei can only cut her favorite ragdoll doll. β
"I'm going to cut off its head, it must hurt."
As the little girl spoke, she was carrying an axe and suddenly an axe struck the puppet girl's neck.
"Poofβ"
The sound of flesh being chopped was heard clearly.
Su Li's scalp was numb, his whole body was cold, and his soul shivered as if he had been struck by thunder.
At that moment, it was as if he had seen something terrible, but he had seen nothing.
However, when Su Li's eyes looked at the female puppet doll, he found that the crystal moon mark on the eyebrows of the female puppet doll was obviously dimmed.
And this dirty female puppet doll actually had bright red blood and tears flowing from her eyes, and gradually infected the body of the rag doll.
Su Li felt creepy again.
It's not fear.
In fact, he exists as Chang Qing, or is he in the simulation, what is he afraid of?
He is not afraid of anything.
But at this time, this kind of creepiness is difficult to describe, just like the real soul throbbing, midnight terror.
But he didn't wake up.
It's a kind of horror at the depths of the soul, and it has nothing to do with the emotion of fear - of course, if it's an ordinary person, most of them have been scared to death by strange visions.
The little girl, Xiaowei, finally cut down the female puppet doll.
It was her favorite doll, the doll that grew up with her.
After cutting the doll, Su Li found that the little girl seemed to have become much more mature and sensible.
She is still so big, but her temperament has changed, just like the kind of little girl who grew up struggling in the slums, simple, sensible, but also distressing.
"Brother Changqing."
"Xiaowei's name is in the past."
"I'm Ning Qingjian, I'm five years old this year, and I'll stay at five years old forever."
The little girl spoke softly.
She silently held the female puppet doll in her arms, and her tone already had the same breath as before.
Breath of terror.
At this time, Su Li had already seen that on her wrist, I don't know when the demon coffin mirror had appearedβit was like an ornament.
"Are you looking at it?"
"My mother and father gave it to me, this is ......"
She said and stopped again.
Suddenly, she turned around and walked around the small room.
With a thin body and a blood-colored red dress, this made her look extremely lonely.
A five-year-old girl, but with an unimaginable loneliness and loneliness in life.
This kind of back, this situation, reminded Su Li of the situation of the seven or eight-year-old girl he had seen outside the Heavenly Machine Wasteland before.
Just like that eight-year-old girl.
At this age, what should have been a pair of sparkling eyes has now been replaced by numbness, emptiness and despair.
Su Li was unforgettable, the face of the girl he saw in the Heavenly Wasteland was full of the vicissitudes and fatigue of the years, as well as endless woodness.
The haggard, thin and numb face has long been stripped of her youth and fullness in the future.
She was alive, only about eight years old, but she was already dead.
At this time, this Ning Qingjian was even more tragic - she was only five years old, and she was already dead, and she was really dead.
The living are nothing but ghost-like beings.
"Brother Changqing."
The little girl looked at Su Li, and in the emptiness and sadness in the depths of her eyes, there seemed to be a wisp of reliance from the depths of her soul.
"Well, I'm here."
Su Li agreed softly.
He walked over and gently took the little girl in his arms.
He didn't know what to give, so he wanted to give her a warm embrace.
He didn't know why.
Maybe it's just a ray of hope in the depths of the other party's sad pupils, a ray of inexplicable and instinctive attachment to him.
"Brother Changqing, do you know?
Actually, I've always had no eyes.
So there is no light in my world.
All I could see was darkness.
I don't know what kind of blue my brother is talking about, and what color blue is.
I fantasized that light blue should be beautiful.
Purple should be extravagant.
There is also the azure color that my brother particularly likes, which should be very gentle.
My brother said, the sky is blue and waiting for the smoke and rain, that is waiting for you.
I thought he was telling me a story, but I was looking forward to it.
Until I saw you for the first time in the light of the future, I saw the light and the colors.
You carry purple noble qi on your back, and you carry azure sword qi on your back.
I know you're waiting for you.
Unfortunately, this scene was short-lived.
This life is very long, but when waiting for everything you care about most, it seems very short.
Later, I saw that the future was gone.
The only light I can see no longer has light.
My world was completely dark.
It was utter darkness.
At that time, I was very scared, so I hoped that my father and mother would light a lamp for me to dispel the fear caused by the darkness.
But when I curled up in the night, I would always hear my father and mother laughing outside.
My mother said that she wanted the flowers to bloom.
Daddy said that wealth would come.
Afterward.
It's dawn.
When I woke up, there were many, many lanterns in the sky.
But there was a lot of blood on the ground.
The lantern is my head.
It's also the head of my father's mother.
And the blood in the ground is my blood, and it is also the blood of my father.
Where is my brother?
I do not know. β
"Later, I saw a mirror."
"I saw myself in the mirror."
"I don't have eyes."
"It turns out that I have been blind all along."
"I'm sad."
"My Muppet doll she didn't want me to be sad, so she gave me her eyes."
"So do you think my eyes are beautiful now?"
"But these are the doll's eyes, not my own."
"What if the doll doesn't have eyes?"
"I don't know, because one day I found a way in the Dust Mirror.
As long as you play the game and cut off your head, Mr. Mirror of the Dust Mirror will be happy, and the doll will have eyes.
So, I've been looking for someone to play the head-chopping game. β
"Mr. Kagami said that only those who contain gray mist, blood but pure souls can play the game. If the soul is extremely pure, there is no need for preconditions, whether there is gray mist or blood spirit. β
Ning Qingjian said softly.
Su Li heard this, but he didn't know what to say.
This story, there is a bit of information in it.
But there are many key points.
"So, is it true that you have regained your eyes, you have seen the light again, and you can stop playing the game of beheading?"
Su Li asked.
Ning Qingjian raised his head, looked at Su Li with sincere but expectant eyes, and said in surprise: "Is it really possible?" But how can I get those eyes back? β
Su Li said seriously: "In the Dust Mirror, Mr. Mirror can be traded there." β
Ning Qingjian said: "Then you may have to pay a lot of price for this transaction." β
Su Li said: "It's okay, I just hope you can see the light again, with your own eyes." β
Saying that, Su Li said again, "You know, eyes are the windows of the soul. If you can't see it, your mind will be blocked for it. You may not know that you are as powerful as you, but you have lived a smiling depression, and you have also evolved the most terrible kind of soul demon.
However, this is not what I want to see.
Whether we have any relationship in the past, present or future, I don't want to see you suffer like this, trapped in the forbidden area of memory, unable to break free, and suffering all the time. β
Su Li's voice was extremely gentle.
"Brother Changqing."
The little girl Ning Qingjian raised her head and stared at Su Li with extremely fixed eyes.
She tilted her head, and her serious appearance did not contain the slightest sense of terror.
That call really touched the heart.
Su Li looked at her, as if he saw some sweet and exaggerated stupid girl who looked like a straw bag shouting, "...... Brother...... Wei likes you too. β
The voices in front of them were blurred, inaudible, and inaudible.
But the vague name does mention the word 'Wei'.
And her figure, that huge size......
Su Li could only say......
If you want to build your body like this, then my nutrition will definitely not be able to keep up.
In that kind of scene, I don't know what year and month, what cause and effect.
Su Li didn't think about it, and he didn't want to be implicated.
Chang Qing couldn't even think of the cause and effect, and forcibly implicated, probably because he didn't even want to die well.
Even, Su Li considered that if he really thought about it, there was a high probability that the simulator would wipe the information clean from beginning to end.
Why was the previous message so short?
Most of them think about things that they shouldn't think.
So even the login information was erased.
So what kind of bizarre and bold ideas did you think of when you logged in to Chang Qing's clone?
And the analog information in the simulator.
Ning Qingjian had so much important information, but he even retained that half of the story.
That's concise enough.
If it's not immersive, where can you understand!
I can't make up for it in my brain!
"Well, when my brother finds your eyes, help you find them, and then give you a name that belongs to you."
"My brother has already thought of a name."
Su Li said seriously.
As he spoke, he looked at the Crystal Moon mark of the Muppet doll again.
I was more sure in my heart.
"Really, Brother Changqing, then Xiaowei is waiting for you...... Help Xiaowei get her eyes back. β
"Xiaowei can't leave here, or she can't really leave here, so she can only rely on Brother Chang Qing."
Ning Qingjian was full of expectations.
Su Li agreed and said, "It will definitely be." β
Ning Qingjian said again: "Brother Changqing, if you go to find it, then you need the heart candle to summon a special demon coffin mirror." β
Su Li said: "I know, don't worry about this." β
Ning Qingjian said: "Then Brother Changqing, Xiaowei will send you back first." β
Su Li hesitated slightly, and said, "Go back?" β
Ning Qingjian nodded lightly and said, "This is a forbidden area for some kind of time, and I don't know what place it is, it's a trapped place." β
As he spoke, Ning Qingjian made a move.
When Su Li saw it, she carried an axe and slashed at his neck with an axe.
All right.
The blood flashed in front of him, and the color of blood crossed.
Su Li realized that after Ning Qingjian agreed, he still played a game of beheading.
It's very helpless.
This...... What about the basic trust between people?
Su Li sighed, even if there is no trust between him and people, there is no trust between him and ghosts?
It's a big off-track.
But Su Li didn't mind.
It's not because of open-mindedness, but this beheading is not a game, nor is it killing, let alone refining Xuanji Seal marbles.
And it was indeed to send him away.
After the blood flashed in front of him, Su Li didn't see his head flying into the sky.
Instead, the scene in front of him changed suddenly.
Then, Su Li found that he had returned to his own demon coffin, lying in blood.
Underneath him was a human skin yacht made of human skin.
That human skin was Su Yan's human skin.
Just like the previous experience, it was like he fell asleep after lying on the board and had a dream.
"It's really bizarre, and it's really incredible."
"Anything can happen."
"Is that scene a dream? Obviously, it can't be, after all, can dreams be so realistic? β
Su Li was a little touched.
Sims like this are really exciting.
In the bumpy and miserable fate, it seems that you can always find the shining point of human nature, find the dawn in the darkness, and see the lotus flower in the mud.
This feeling is the most beautiful.
And the most exciting.
Su Li thought as he stood up from the human skin yacht.
Poor Su Yan's human skin crawled on the bloody water with his hands and legs like a king.
The head was buried in the water, revealing only the long black hair that was sprinkled and wandering in the blood.
and a semi-circular back of the head covered in jet-black hair.
Su Li stood on the back of the human skin, and at this time, two candles lit up in the void above.
This candle flame was obviously also burst out after the two demon coffin mirrors obtained by Chang Qing before were hammered and exploded, or it was refined and optimized by Tongzi.
At this time, the two candles were shining brightly and flickering.
(End of chapter)