Jiang Shen gradually straightened his face and looked at her in surprise: "Can you really calculate it?!" ”

Josh smiled, "Of course. ”

Jiang Shen also laughed, and a trace of bitterness crossed his eyes: "What can you do if you can calculate it......

He looked at Josh: "Everyone always has a lot of explanations for other people's suffering, but when it's really their turn, they can't say anything. ”

Josh didn't argue that there are indeed a lot of people who do.

Jiang Shen looked at the sunset in the distance, his eyes were a little lonely: "When I was in the copy of the ancient castle, I saw Secy's memory. His father has always been very strict with him, beating and scolding him since he was a child, telling him to learn this and learning, and not giving him any time to breathe and rest, just so that he can have a stronger ability to protect his people. I even thought it was an illusion that copies knew about my childhood experiences, wanted to resonate with me, and find my shortcomings......"

Josh's eyes flashed across her eyes, no wonder she noticed that Jiang Shen was strange when she saw him in the copy at that time.

As if immersed in the memories, he continued: "In the castle, I dreamed every night. Back in my dreams, my father would always tell me to work hard to improve my skills, and my shield was not to protect myself, but to protect the whole village. ”

"I inherited my father's tortoise spirit, you know, people with tortoise spirits have a trait and like to carry things. It's like on the battlefield, no matter what level of attack, we have to rush to the front line to resist damage and protect the output. ”

"My father is like this, he took on a responsibility that did not belong to him for the so-called righteousness, and my mother also paid the price with her life because of his stupidity."

"But what's really painful for me, you know?"

Josh shook her head and looked at him quietly.

Jiang Shen's whole person was shrouded in melancholy: "What pained me the most was that I avenged my mother, but my father didn't understand me, he never even thought I was right, and he drove me out of the village because of this. ”

"He thinks that I am a monster, I killed the people in the village, and I don't deserve to stay in the village anymore."

"Even at the last moment, he didn't feel that his so-called 'righteousness' killed his mother, I sometimes don't know if he was selfless or selfish, but I don't regret avenging my mother."

"He felt that it was he who didn't discipline me well, that I wasn't strong enough that my mother would die, that my shield couldn't accommodate a few more people, and that if I could accommodate a few more people, my mother wouldn't necessarily ......die."

"It was his stupidity that killed my mother, but he blamed me for everything. It's like in the castle, the prince's father even killed him, and he still didn't feel that he was wrong. He felt that he was just disciplining his son and did not feel that there was anything wrong with his actions. These ignorant and pedantic fathers will never admit that they are wrong. ”

"But gradually I came out to experience and experienced a lot of things, and I found that my father may not be completely wrong, could the wrong person be me? If I had cultivated harder, my shield would have been able to accommodate a few more people, and maybe my mother wouldn't have died. ”

Josh looked at him strangely, "How could you have such a strange idea?" Life and death are the lives of individuals, from birth, our lives and lives are set, and it is difficult for ordinary people to influence the lives of others. ”

Jiang Shen smiled a little bitterly: "Is it ......?"

Josh knew he didn't believe it.

She thought for a moment and said, "You actually want to hate your father, but you suddenly understood everyone's difficulty, so he PUA and took all the blame on yourself, isn't it?" ”

"It's not PUA, after all, my family is family, how can I be clean, helping my family is one of my responsibilities, and my father is right." Jiang Shen rubbed her head: "When you grow up in the future, you will understand your family." ”

The corners of Josh's mouth twitched slightly, she had lived in the immortal cultivation world for thousands of years.

She patted Jiang Shen on the shoulder: "If I had held your thoughts, maybe I would have committed suicide by jumping into the river." ”

Jiang Shen looked at her puzzled: "Why?" ”

Josh shrugged, "You should have heard of it, right?" I grew up as a garbage star. When I was in the dungeon, whenever I met people who knew Susanna, they would invariably dislike me, who came from the garbage star. ”

Jiang Shen didn't pay attention to this.

He has a big personality and rarely pays attention to the grievances between the Internet and the players.

But I did hear that Josh was a garbage star before.

Josh looked at the twilight sky in the distance: "My parents don't like me, they both think I'm useless waste, can't bring glory to the Augustine family, so they don't want me anymore and dump me on the garbage planet to fend for myself." ”

Jiang Shen looked at her in surprise: "Abandoning a baby is a serious crime!" ”

Josh smiled: "Yes, of course they knew, so they said that they were lost and abducted." Later, they came back to me, just to play the emotional card, to canvass for my father's election, and to let the people of Grant City know what a kind father he was. When I got home, everyone didn't like me, they called me a stain on Augustine's house, tied me to the house, and forbade me to go out and be embarrassed. ”

Jiang Shen's brows gradually frowned: "It's too much." ”

Josh: "I've also thought about whether or not someone who comes out of the trash star is really unlikable, and whether my existence has really become a stain on the Augustine family. You see, if I had been PUA by my family like you, I might have really committed suicide by jumping into the river. ”

Jiang Shen looked at her with some distress, no wonder she was yellow and thin when she first came, and she didn't look like a child that the earl's family could raise at all, it was like she had just been fished out of a refugee camp.

Josh looked at him: "I'm not telling you this to sell badly, but I want to tell you that I don't have a backache when I stand and talk, and I have also experienced PUA in my family." The influence of the family of origin is really important, and if we want to get rid of the PUA and negative effects of the family of origin, sometimes it takes us a lifetime to heal. ”

Jiang Shen looked at her bright eyes and suddenly asked, "Then how did you heal?" ”

Josh Waner: "I found my family. ”

"Found your family?" Jiang Shen was puzzled by her words.

Josh patted him freely: "Silly you, what is family?" People who have the same three views, the same goals, and can support each other and accompany each other are family members! Who stipulates that a blood related person is a family? ”

Jiang Shen looked at her in amazement.

Josh looked up at the sky that was gradually darkening: "We have so little time in our lives, who has time to spend time with those who hate us and like PUA us?" How old are they? What are they? ”

"Jiang Shen, we have a lot of things to do, we are very busy and busy, don't waste your time on boring things like reminiscing about whether the shit is sour or smelly, look ahead, if you want family, go find new family, if you want friends, go find new friends!"

Jiang Shen's eyes became brighter and brighter, and the gloom under his eyes gradually dissipated: "You're right! ”

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