I was even more angry, so I laughed directly.

Gu Shanghuai dragged the person up from the ground, "Is there anything else?" ”

Let's see what else can get him out of the cerebral thrombosis.

Yue Yanshu turned his head and pointed to the little rolling cub playing with the mastiff cub on the balcony, except for that one, it was gone.

"I'm angry, what good is it for you besides being a widow?" Gu Shanghuai gritted his teeth and said, biting the tip of her nose in disbelief, "Am I so untrustworthy?" ”

"I'll be honest, you promise not to get angry." Yue Yanshu was held by him, and it was not very likely that he wanted to run, but Gu Shanghuai was still a talker.

"I try."

"You promise." Try to say that this is not reliable, Yue Yanshu must let him guarantee it.

Otherwise, she is afraid that she will have some flesh and skin suffering today.

Gu Shanghuai frowned, and Yue Yanshu insisted.

Gu Shanghuai took a deep breath, "Okay, I promise not to be angry." ”

Yue Yanshu breathed a sigh of relief when he got the guarantee, "It's not that I don't believe you, it's my own problem, I know my own problem, but I can't overcome it, my parents treat me like that, I'm not sure if I'm really worth it for others." ”

It's not so much that she's not convinced, it's that she's always felt that she didn't deserve what others did for her.

Gu Shanghuai was angry, but more distressed, he hated Lin Jiunian, if it was possible, he wanted to arrest Lin Jiunian and beat him hard.

"In the past ten years, I have changed my name, changed my living environment, my new parents and banquet chess are very good to me, and I also try very hard to change this idea, but whenever I think I am worth it, I can always dream of her screaming madly in my ear, scolding me for being a disaster, scolding me for not being in this world, scolding me for not being liked by anyone."

The sharp sound pierced her ears, but even after so many years, it was still clear.

Gu Shanghuai couldn't care about being angry, so he could only hold the person tightly in his arms and apologize in her ear in a low voice.

Yue Yanshu, who was being held, secretly breathed a sigh of relief, so she said, if you have nothing to do, you have to sell miserably, anyway, she is used to these nightmares, and she is not afraid if she gets used to it.

"So you still won't tell me about your mother?" Yue Yanshu's voice was slightly hoarse, with grievances that could not be ignored.

Gu Shanghuai obviously resisted, Yue Yanshu sniffed, and immediately said, "If you don't want to, forget it." ”

Aggrieved, innocent, and pitiful.

Gu Shanghuai let go of the person, and what she saw was such a face, she knew how to handle him.

Gu Shanghuai placed the person on the sofa and sat down, went to the study by himself, took a photo album when he came out, and came back to sit next to Yue Yanshu.

Yue Yanshu took the heavy photo album, and opened the first page to see a cut photo, in which the woman sat on the hospital bed, gently holding the newborn child in her arms, but the other side of the photo was cut off, and even the hand on the woman's shoulder was erased with a black marker.

The traces of the cut were a little rough, and even the painting was messy, Gu Shanghuai must have hated Gu Yuanqi very much at that time.

If her nightmare was the pain she was accustomed to, then Gu Shanghuai's childhood was a torn and bloody tragedy.

"She's a doctor and loves to laugh, but she doesn't know much about the world and speaks directly, so she always offends some people who think of themselves as high."

Yue Yanshu looked at Gu Shanghuai who was holding her, and felt that he was connotating Old Man Gu, and she had evidence.

Some people who think of themselves as high.

"Gu Yuanqi is a patient with acute appendicitis that she met when she was on the night shift, and she was my mother who chased her, stalking like a dog skin plaster."

The corners of Yue Yanshu's mouth twitched, the two fathers and sons of the Gu family really didn't have a good thing in Gu Shanghuai's eyes.

"Your mother must like him before marrying him." Looking at the people in the photo, you can see that she loves this child, and she also loves the father of this child.

"Perhaps, he studied ancient literature, and it is said that there were hundreds of sour love poems written to my mother back then, and later he took the old man's money to set up a publishing company and hire a secretary."

Speaking of this, Yue Yanshu could feel the anger gradually rising in him.

Yue Yanshu held his hand, "If you don't want to say it, forget it." ”

lest he say that he will not be happy for a while, and strangle her to death, which will be a disaster without reason.

Gu Shanghuai looked at Yue Yanshu coldly, what she was thinking in her heart He knew clearly, "Now I regret it, it's not in a hurry." ”

Yue Yanshu wanted to run away when he heard this, but he was directly dragged over by Gu Shanghuai and restrained in his arms.

"Yue Yanshu, if you enter my shell, you will have no possibility of going out." Gu Shanghuai hugged her tightly, it seemed to be a love word, but it was more like a low curse.

Yue Yanshu's feet moved, as if he was testing whether he could go out now.

The little rolling cub playing with the mastiff heard the movement here, and saw Daddy and Mommy hugging each other like a happy one, and immediately got up and ran over, rushing into Yue Yanshu's arms like a small cannonball, and completely welded the person into Gu Shanghuai's arms.

"Baby cuddle, baby cuddle." The little rolling cub grinned and lay in Mommy's arms and hugged Daddy.

"You can't run away." Gu Shanghuai held the mother and son in his arms with both hands, and whispered in Yue Yanshu's ear.

Yue Yanshu's heart had a feeling of precipitation for a moment, as if she was really being held up.

But this feeling was only for a moment, and then it disappeared.

Lin Jiunian is still alive, her affairs are still a mess, and the truth that she can't see clearly is like a whisper in the dark, warning her that she is not worthy.

"Okay." Yue Yanshu told herself in her heart that this time, she would definitely not take the initiative to run away.

Gu Shanghuai's story is very long, so long that a woman jumped from the top of a high-rise building in the prime of life to a nursing home in five years.

From the happy child whose father dotes on his mother, to the ignorant child who has experienced suffocating parental disputes, cold wars, etc., to watching a strange woman appear frequently by his mother's side, saying something he doesn't understand, until his mother falls from a high building.

Later, despite his objections, his loving father brought the murderer of his mother into the house, repeatedly telling him that the murderer had appeared to take care of him.

A five-year-old child, almost completely surrounded by a darkness of hatred, watched as the murderer gradually covered all traces of his mother's life.

He thought about killing someone, and he did do it, and in the end, it was his aunt who played his mother's recording to drag him back to the edge of violence.

Mother said he wanted to be a good child.

But the price of being a good child is too great.

Yue Yanshu didn't understand that they used to be good children, but none of them were favored by the world.

"Gu Shanghuai, I promise to let her kneel in front of your mother's grave the day after tomorrow and pay the price for what she has done." Yue Yanshu held Gu Shanghuai's person tightly with his backhand, and made a serious promise.

Biu, it's going to be the middle of the month, thank you for the babies who came to send the monthly pass for half a month:

(1) Bean Cub +19

(2) 飄玲艷+7 (To be honest, this name successfully taught me two traditional characters!) ）

③LM734+3

(4) How do you know that the sea of people is scattered +2

(5) Book friends 20201011************* 3131+2

(6) No makeup-aE+2

(7) Book friends 20230523************* 4124+1

(8) Peach Soda +1

⑨~YoYo~+1

(10) "Bright as Fire" +1

An impressive nickname +1

Lucky Heart - DE+1

…… Ring, love ...... +1

Egg tarts don't eat eggs +1

AngleAN+1

衾-黥/Cast +1

Shallow. -Dd +1

Amy+1

As of 12:00 p.m. on 7.13, a total of 47 votes, and 50 monthly passes will be added.

And the babies who voted for the beans, you can see every vote of the beans, because the number of words is limited, there is no way to thank you one by one, thank you for the beans here!

ps: The bean class has started!!

(1) 飄, the traditional Chinese character of floating.

(2) 艷, the traditional Chinese character of Yan.

(3) 黥, pronounced qing, and 黔 (qian) are easily confused.

I have to say that Chinese characters are broad and profound!!