Chapter 33: Why You?
It wasn't until a long time passed that Chen Jiawen, who had a cold face, finally regained a trace of consciousness.
"Whether or not that incident is because of you, I don't care about Xia Lichen for a long time."
"Then why are you doing this to me?"
In a place where there are many people, Xia Lichen will definitely resist regardless of it, and he will not be like anything and can only be pinched by the other party's nose.
Then Chen Jiawen continued: "Over the years, I have also seen that Shaohua really likes you, and I have forgotten how long he has been for you, and he is willing to take the initiative to ignore me. ”
Hearing this, Xia Lichen couldn't help but laugh, who did he think was causing this?
"I fully understand him about this, don't accuse me of stirring up trouble behind my back, since you also admit that you know that he cares, and then think about the fact that you have done all kinds of things against me for Su Yarou in the past, isn't it normal?"
If you dare to do it, you must dare to do it, if it weren't for the fact that the other party is a relative of her lover, she would have called the police.
But who knew that after Chen Jiawen stopped the car, he turned his head and grabbed her shoulder directly, "But why are you!" Why is it you Xia Lichen?!! ”
She exclaimed, trying to struggle, but found that the other party's eyes were full of terrifying bloodshots.
"What did you do to him, why can't it be someone else, tell me?"
"Then why are you so obsessed with Su Yarou? I don't want to think about anything for her, I was stunned by all kinds of misunderstandings about me, and I broke my arm for her at the beginning, I also want to know why, Chen Jiawen! You can't be a double standard like you, is it because you hate me, so you don't allow me to have love? ”
Back then, even that person knew what the truth was to find out again, although his attitude towards himself was still like that later, but the misunderstanding was finally over, but what did the man in front of him who had fallen into madness do?
Chen Jiawen looked at her timid face, and gradually recalled many things in his mind, but there was only one thing he couldn't remember but couldn't let go of at all.
"If I said that I didn't misunderstand you in my junior year of high school, would you choose to stay with me?"
Such a question regardless of the consequences directly made Xia Lichen completely stunned, and she even began to wonder if she had misheard the other party's words just now.
"You're insane! Even if you want to drive a wedge between me and Shaohua, you don't have to do this, do you know how disgusting you are now? ”
Such a scene made her can't help but think of that psychedelic and touching night, although she experienced very bad people and things on that night, but that night was also Shaohua who stayed under the bed and slept all night.
He didn't plan to let go of Xia Lichen, but grabbed the palm of her shoulder harder, "I'm not crazy, I'm just curious every time I think back then, if I hadn't chosen to misunderstand you at that time, would you be with me, instead of sticking to Shaohua for so many years?" ”
Sure enough, she still just wants to humiliate herself, and although her shoulder hurts, she still wants to laugh.
"There is no such possibility Chen Jiawen, because your appearance at that time was nothing to me at all, although I have thanked you for taking me for a ride that night, but you have to understand that the person I liked back then was never you."
After being misunderstood, there was sadness and indignation, but the only thing I didn't have any undeserved feelings for him.
Seeing that the other party didn't answer, Xia Lichen continued to recall the past.
"At that time, I came on to encounter that kind of change, whether you believe it or not, Su Yarou is a person, but she just destroyed my family, and my brother and her first love relationship, I just want to take my brother to live a good life, nothing else, Shaohua's appearance is an accident, I didn't think I would be with him, but I feel very happy to have him in this life."
Is it because you can't see your own happiness, that's why you come to all kinds of unwarranted humiliation and questioning? She had no way of knowing.
Hearing Xia Lichen's serious answer, Chen Jiawen suddenly felt a dull pain in his heart, as if something he didn't understand was broken.
In fact, he knows everything, because the love in the eyes of the other party can't deceive anyone, in the past two years, he has always watched them from a distance behind him as they are happy together, and over time, his inner thoughts have changed dramatically, but he doesn't seem to have a chance to tell anything.
"I'm sorry I can't say anything, then I wish you and him a happy life! But Xia Lichen is the last little bit of friendship between the two of us, I only hope that you can give Shaohua more love and care in the future. ”
Finally, after letting go of Xia Lichen, looking at the indissoluble sadness in Chen Jiawen's eyes, she had an ominous premonition.
After Chen Jiawen sent her home without saying a word, she quickly dialed Chen Shaohua's phone, and it was not until the voice of her heart finally came from the other end of the phone that the hanging heart finally let go.
"Shaohua, are you okay now?"
Somehow, as soon as she opened her mouth, she asked such a strange greeting, and there was no sound over there.
It wasn't until Xia Lichen couldn't help but want to continue to ask that Chen Shaohua's voice slowly came again: "Lichen, what's wrong with you?" Ask me what I'm doing here, I'm at work, and you know that my dad really doesn't plan to let me have a good rest this holiday. ”
"I ...... I just miss you, you must eat well and sleep well in the field, and you must not be too tired yourself You know Shaohua. ”
She chattered a lot at once, and she didn't take the initiative to mention the fact that she was offended by Chen Jiawen today, and only Chen Shaohua cared about it the most.
There was silence on the other end of the phone again, but then his brisk voice sounded again: "I know baby, you don't have to worry too much about me, but you have to go to tutoring class every day, and it must be harder than me to come and go, and I will be able to go back after a while, and I won't let you wait long." ”
After being appeased by the other party, Xia Lichen's mood was finally much better, and she couldn't help but open the drawer after hanging up the phone, and took the necklace she had given herself before in her hand to look at it carefully.
Maybe those who are in a long-distance relationship are in a similar mood to herself, she thought about it, and called Tang Lin again, asking her to come to the house for dinner in the evening.
Sister Yu Tong has been very busy recently, so now Xia Lichen sometimes deliberately cooks food and rides her over, Yu Tong knows that when she is now doing the work of a tutor, she is naturally very happy for her.
Because she has the impression that only those who are very qualified can do the job. But in Xia Lichen's mind, she didn't think so at all, she was not hired because of Gu Yan's weird original family.
Tang Lin came over in the evening and listened to Xia Lichen talk about it, so she couldn't help but gossip.
"You say, is there a possibility that one of the child's parents must be foreigners, otherwise he doesn't know any English, and he is always locked up at home and not allowed to go out casually, maybe his family really doesn't want to see him."
Tang Lin's vacation is still very pleasant, she went back to her hometown to play for two days two days ago, and because of this, Xia Lichen will call her to come over when she comes back today.
For such an analysis, Xia Lixin also nodded and thought that this reasoning was very well-founded, and he didn't figure out what his sister's tutor was until today.
"I also guessed like this, so I think this kid is quite pitiful, he is fifteen years old and so low, and his family lives in such a big villa, but he can only nibble on bread and drink cold milk every day."
"Fortunately, when I was a child, I always had hot meals and hot dishes."
Xia Lixin echoed, and suddenly felt a little sympathetic to her sister's tutor.
After that, the three of them chatted about something else, but the next morning, Xia Lichen still made an extra breakfast and brought some other snacks.
Gu Yan's complexion looked a little better than yesterday, and this time he didn't need Xia Lichen to knock on the door at all, he opened the door directly from the inside, as if he had been waiting for her.
Xia Lichen didn't care about this, put the things on the table in the living room, and went to the kitchen to find that it had been cleaned up very clean.
"Come to Gu Yan, this is the breakfast I brought you and some small snacks, the meal is still hot, you eat it while it's hot."
Although breakfast is usually simple, considering that the other party must not have had a good meal last night, she specially cooked the meal very richly.
There was still half a bottle of cold milk on the table, which should have been something he hadn't finished drinking just now, Xia Lichen brought the milk and took out another bottle of strawberry-flavored milkshake from the bag, thinking that it was time to change the taste if he always drank milk.
At this time, Gu Yan, who had already begun to bow his head and eat, didn't say anything, this feeling was amazing, he couldn't say it, but he couldn't refuse this teacher's care and care for him.
After opening the refrigerator, there was still only refrigerator milk in it, if Aunt had come yesterday, she should have seen that Gu Yan's right hand was inconvenient now, why didn't she know to make him something serious to eat and store it in the refrigerator?
"Gu Yan, did you tell her yesterday that she would help you cook some porridge and drink?"
"She's only responsible for cleaning."
After receiving such an answer, Xia Lichen was actually not surprised at all, it seems that this is all explained by the employer.
Just waiting for Xia Lichen to go back to the sofa again, Gu Yan put down the spoon and looked at her with an inquiring look in his eyes.
"Why do you want to bring me food, and care about things that you shouldn't be in charge of?"
Knowing that Gu Yan was a mentally mature teenager, so in the face of such a sudden question, Xia Lichen just smiled very calmly.
"Maybe I had the same experience as you, but fortunately, the teacher was accompanied by his younger brother at that time, Gu Yan I think you should learn to refute your parents, what they do may not all be right, understand? Instead of helping you hire a housekeeping aunt, I think it's better to hire a nanny to take care of you, after all, I don't think your family is short of money. ”
"My dad he...... There was also a family where he said that I should be sensible and not cry like other children, and occasionally my brother would come to see me, but he was soon gone. ”