And all of these were all in the eyes of Chen Jiawen, who happened to come to the ward, he couldn't describe how he felt in his heart, but when he saw Xia Lichen crying so sadly, he hesitated.

"I really don't want you to see it...... Seeing the way I stopped breathing in front of you, I have been really happy in the past two years, Li Chen, you shouldn't ...... for me"

"But I also want to tell you that even if you told me directly that you have congenital heart disease, I would accept you! You will never know what you mean to me, when I was the loneliest, most helpless, and most confused, it was your appearance that saved me, Shaohua! ”

She rarely mentions her brother anymore, but if he hadn't appeared two years ago, she might not have been able to get out until now if he hadn't appeared and constantly encouraged and enlightened herself.

I didn't expect to get such an answer, the tears in Chen Shaohua's eyes also said that his cheeks fell on the pillow, did he mean that he was so important to her?

In the end, they didn't say anything more, Xia Lichen stayed with him until late that night, and it wasn't until late at night that Chen Shaohua finally fell asleep that she didn't plan to get up and leave.

However, just before Shaohua went to bed, she told him that she would make breakfast tomorrow morning and send it over, just tomorrow or the weekend, so she didn't have to worry about being late for school.

Although she also knows very well that a top nutritionist like Chen Shaohua's family can't be invited, she just wants to do something for her lover.

At this time, Chen Jiawen hadn't left yet, and when she saw that Xia Lichen was leaving, she took the initiative to send her back, and there were nurses and doctors guarding her 24 hours a day, so she didn't refuse.

"For you and Auntie, you're not really ready for that, are you?"

At first, the two of them sat in the car and didn't know what to say, but in the end, Xia Lichen took the initiative to speak.

Chen Jiawen obviously didn't want to answer this question, but looked at her red and swollen eyes and just sighed.

"You know what? My aunt and uncle didn't dare to come to the hospital, otherwise I wouldn't have come here all day long, after all, no matter how my only son, who would look at him like that...... But Shaohua's body is really tricky. ”

Although the rich are rich, money is not omnipotent in this world, and it is not just a matter of taking it out to solve all problems, which Xia Lichen also knows very well.

"No, Shaohua is still so young, I believe that as long as he recuperates for this period of time, he will be fine if he waits for the right heart."

But Xia Lichen didn't notice it, and when she said this, her tears slid out of her eyes again.

"You better restrain your emotions first, Shaohua also said that he has been with you for the past two years, he is really happy, although I don't know when he started liking you."

Chen Jiawen casually took out the tissue next to him and handed it to her, but the pain in his heart could not be suppressed.

"Yes, I never understood it, although he always said that he had decided that he had been with me when he grew up after he had met me when he was a child, but I still can't recall that memory of my childhood."

In terms of time, Xia Lichen forgot a lot of things for a certain period of time after the death of her parents, so she couldn't be sure that she and Chen Shaohua met at that time.

Even Xia Lichen couldn't think of things himself, Chen Jiawen definitely didn't know, but he couldn't help but smile bitterly.

"Maybe I should apologize to you, I was wrong with many things before, seeing you so sad for Shaohua, I believe you really love him."

After he didn't have to help him keep the secret, he also felt that his mood was much better, and Chen Jiawen, who seemed to be forever proud, finally bowed his head and admitted his mistake.

But until today, none of this is important to Xia Lichen.

"Seriously, when you did it directly to me for Su Yarou that time, I was really angry, not only you, but there was another person who was also misunderstanding me, plus my brother's, I really felt that I couldn't live anymore several times."

She replied very calmly, without any hint of complaint in a single word.

"But I think I might have to thank you, because if it weren't for you, Shaohua and I might not have had the opportunity to come into contact, he really taught me a lot, and he is always healing me, and every time I tell him, any bad mood will be instantly calmed."

But now, this young man who has been guarding himself is very likely to be ...... because of illness

"Then if I was the first person to confess to you, would you accept me?"

It's the same problem on that rainy day again, Xia Lichen looked at the other party's face without any emotion, and he couldn't tell what he felt in his heart.

"Then can you tell me first, how did you like Su Yarou when we were in high school?"

His question was really strange, because she didn't know where to answer it no matter what time.

But Chen Jiawen really began to confess after hearing this.

"One time I got into a fight with someone after school, and I was beaten up by a group of people, and she passed me and handed me a pack of tissues, funny, right? And she deliberately crouched down to help me up. ”

"I see...... I thought you were secretly thinking about her for so long because she was beautiful. ”

The question that had plagued her for many years was finally answered today, and it was difficult for Xia Lichen to describe her mood.

"Looks? Don't laugh, what kind of woman I haven't seen would ...... because of her appearance."

Speaking of this, he stopped, maybe there was really such a person, whether it was appearance or personality, he had never found the same.

"I can't forget the previous ones, so I hope that our relationship will come to this point, and I won't have to go so much trouble with you to send me in the future, I will learn to take care of Shaohua by myself."

Xia Lichen is not a hot-headed person, even if many years have passed, she still can't forget what Chen Jiawen once said to herself that Su Yarou definitely doesn't know as much about people like herself.

Because of this, only Shaohua knows about the hardships she has suffered in the future because of her inner suffering.

Regarding Xia Lichen's answer, Chen Jiawen was in a trance for a moment, was she drawing a line with herself?

"You still can't forgive me, but I understand your thoughts, and I did go too far."

"It's not exactly, it's just that there are really too many grievances between us, I haven't forgotten that in my junior year of high school, you once took me on a motorcycle, and it can be said that I was the most vulnerable at that time, so I thought your appearance would be ......"

With purposeful approach, all these friendships have become no longer pure, and the only young man who is still pure and flawless in her mind is Chen Shaohua.

Later, Chen Jiawen didn't reply again, until the car finally drove to their community, and when Xia Lichen's figure became more and more blurred in the night, until he could no longer see, he didn't know why he didn't have a heart attack, but he clearly felt heartache......

Regarding Chen Shaohua's hospitalization, Tang Lin was also at her home at this time, so she also told the two, but she did not explain the severity of the condition.

"I finally figured it out, it turns out that sister, you took leave at home two days ago, and you are always depressed, because Brother Shaohua is not feeling well and is hospitalized, so can I go to the hospital with you to see him?"

"Yes, Li Chen will take me one too! Anyway, Shaohua is also my friend with Li Xin. ”

Tang Lin only thought that the other party was hospitalized for minor illnesses, so he also echoed Xia Lixin.

"Not really, he needs to recuperate now, and his family doesn't let too many people go."

When he said this, Xia Lichen secretly pinched his fingers with his fingernails, afraid that he couldn't help it when he waited......

"Oh no, my baby Li Chen! Then why are your eyes still red when you come back, are you crying? ”

It's not that Tang Lin is careful in his observation, it's really Xia Lichen's crying red eyes that are too annoying.

"I ...... I'm not worried about him! Now I know he's okay and I won't. ”

When he hid it from himself before, Shaohua must have been in this mood too, right?

After hearing this, the two didn't say anything, but urged Xia Lichen to take a hot shower, thinking that she might be too tired.

However, on the second day, Xia Lichen still got up early in the morning to make porridge to replenish his body, as well as Tang Lin and Li Xin's, so he left home in a hurry.

When I arrived at the hospital, it was still early, and Chen Shaohua was still sleeping at this time, so she called the other party up and only gave him a small bowl of porridge to drink.

But before that, of course, she didn't forget, first used a soaked hot towel to help the other party wipe his hands and face, today because he didn't need an infusion, so at least his hands can move.

"Li Chen, the porridge you cooked is delicious, I don't have any taste for anything I eat during this time, there is too little porridge here, I want to drink more."

Chen Shaohua didn't lie about this, even if the top chef came over, as long as Xia Lichen made it, he would like to eat fish because of her.

Xia Lichen nodded after hearing this, no matter what, this person has to eat well, as long as he can still eat, can his body still be unable to maintain it?

After dinner, the two of them looked for a movie to watch in the ward, or they said that there was really everything in this private hospital, because Xia Lichen was there, so Chen Shaohua's mood in the morning was much better.

It's just that after lunch, sleepiness hit, and she fell into a deep sleep within two seconds of lying down, she helped the other party tuck the corners of the quilt, and she was very satisfied with lying on the side of the bed and guarding him.

It's just that at this time, Chen's father and Chen's mother also came, and seeing that Chen Shaohua was sleeping, Chen's mother called Xia Lichen out.

"Li Chen, you...... Have you really thought about it, and you have to stay with Shaohua in this situation? ”

Chen's mother is still a little unbearable, she likes this child very much, and she also hopes that she can finish this life happily with Shaohua in the future, but she knows very well that her son is no longer worthy of her.

"Auntie, I have long figured it out, I was just angry that day that you were all hiding from me, for me, I never felt that Shaohua's illness was anything else, I was willing to accompany him."

"But now he's just going to drag you down."