Chapter 45: A Letter
"Looks like you don't even know where he is, and I wonder if you attended his funeral before."
It just so happened that his company had something to do some time ago, so he didn't stare at Xia Lichen much, he only knew that Xia Lichen left the school as soon as he came back, and he saw her again.
Xia Lichen didn't answer, but suddenly stopped and looked around.
It wasn't until she searched for a long time that she finally saw a familiar photo of her lover in the innermost place.
This location is inward, and the surroundings are very empty, so it is difficult to find, but at that moment, Xia Lichen looked directly at the tombstone in front of him but did not move.
She had forgotten a lot of things, but the only thing she hadn't forgotten was the familiar silhouette of her lover in her memory, and the photo showed him smiling as gently as before, but the black and white color scheme reminded her once again that he was no longer there.
She collapsed to the ground again, but this time it was not because she was completely unconscious, she slowly reached out and stroked the black and white photo on the tombstone, and the heart that she thought would not hurt anymore suddenly seemed to hurt as if she had been stabbed with a knife.
The sky was still covered with snowflakes, and her tears were falling freely with the snowflakes.
"Shaohua ......"
Her voice, which had not spoken for a long time, was full of hoarseness and trembling at this time, and she wanted to get closer, but the surging tears seemed to completely block her vision.
His life also stayed forever at the age of twenty-two, when Xia Lichen loved him the most.
Even though her hands were frozen stiff, Xia Lichen couldn't feel it anymore, she just let herself step forward with difficulty and hug the tombstone in front of her.
Gu Jingrui watched all this quietly behind him, and he couldn't describe what kind of mood he was in.
Before, he thought that no matter how much Xia Lichen liked Chen Shaohua, he would not be so unforgettable, at most he would be sad for a while after his death, but now looking at her so grief-stricken appearance, his heart shook violently.
"You get me up Xia Lichen! Do you know what you look like right now? Chen Shaohua is gone and will not come back, but you have to give me a good life. ”
He dragged her up from the ground, but then Xia Lichen suddenly began to lose control of his emotions, and cried loudly in this empty cemetery regardless of it.
Between the two of them, Gu Jingrui didn't pay attention, and after she struggled to break free, her head hit the steps next to her because of inertia, and she coughed her head all of a sudden......
The red blood kept falling on the snow, the scene looked gorgeous and erosive, but Xia Lichen still didn't feel any pain.
"Are you really crazy, Xia Lichen? You know you're going to die like that, you know? I'll take you to bandage your wounds. ”
Gu Jingrui stepped forward again in a panic and hugged her into his arms, he had never known that her personality was more stubborn than ordinary people, whether it was before or now, could it only be in front of that person......
But this behavior made Xia Lichen cry even more sadly, she didn't want anything at this time, she just wanted to get closer, on such a cold day, Shaohua must be very lonely, right?
"Why leave me alone...... I really can't accept it! Are you okay to come back...... Shaohua, I miss you so much! ”
She cried heartbreakingly, and in the end, even Gu Jingrui was almost unable to parry, and finally after she fell down again, this farce finally returned to calm.
She also had a long, long dream, in which she went back to the time when she first met Chen Shaohua, when she was not familiar with him but hugged each other in her dream, because she always felt that if she didn't do this, she would lose him.
It's just that Chen Shaohua somehow escaped, and then she chased desperately, no matter what obstacles she encountered on the road, even if she was beaten and scolded.
But in the end, when she finally chased after the place, Chen Shaohua's originally gentle expression suddenly became very serious, and he began to wave his hand at him, as if signaling her to go back, and then disappeared completely, and then the dream also woke up.
I don't know what this place is, and I still can't recognize the people around her, but she still looks like a puppet when she wakes up.
It's just that her behavior like this caused Gu Jingrui next to her to be deeply dissatisfied.
"I advised your family, they will come to the hospital to pick you up later, you kept shouting about the promise with that person before you fell unconscious, but I hope you don't forget what I said."
knew that she couldn't be stimulated anymore, so even if Gu Jingrui still had so much dissatisfaction in her heart, she could only say so coldly when it came to her mouth.
The doctor said that Xia Lichen was obviously unfortunate to have a very serious mental illness, but in the end, this situation still needs to be slowly walked out by herself.
After a while, Xia Lixin, who was already anxious, rushed to the hospital, and when they saw Xia Lichen on the hospital bed, they immediately rushed over without thinking about it.
"Sister! How are you sister? I'm just going out to buy groceries, how can you run around, I'm sorry! I'm sorry it's my fault, sister, it's all my fault! ”
Xia Lixin was already frightened to collapse at this time, and originally wanted to blame twice, but he couldn't say anything except to blame himself.
For him, the closest and dearest person in this world is his sister, and if something happens to her, he may not be able to live.
In addition to Xia Lixin, Yu Tong was so crying that he couldn't breathe and even fainted, only Tang Lin noticed Gu Jingrui beside him while worrying.
"Why you...... Gu Jingrui, what did you do to Li Chen? She's already like this, but I didn't expect you to still refuse to let her go! ”
Because she knew that the two of them had a grudge before, Tang Lin's anger was ignited all of a sudden, and she stepped forward and grabbed Gu Jingrui's collar directly, only having monstrous resentment towards him.
"Don't talk nonsense if you don't have evidence, on the contrary, you should all thank me for sending her to the hospital, otherwise with her current state, I don't think it will be so easy for you to find her."
Regarding Tang Lin's questioning, although Gu Jingrui was unhappy, he still forcibly pressed it, and then replied unhurriedly.
Such a statement made Tang Lin send her hand all at once, she looked at the other party in disbelief, and then thought that this was a hospital, so it was really him......
"Anyway, I still want to ask you to leave, and I hope you don't bother Li Chen anymore in the future, because she doesn't want to see you."
She is not unreasonable, but she has known about Gu Jingrui's harm to her friends from a long time ago, if Li Chen didn't have a choice now due to special reasons, she definitely wouldn't want to have any contact with Gu Jingrui.
Knowing that it was indeed not suitable for an argument now, Gu Jingrui did not continue to entangle, but left the ward without saying a word, but before leaving, he couldn't help but take one last look at Xia Lichen on the hospital bed.
This time, Xia Lichen was hospitalized for several days, and after being discharged from the hospital, Tang Lin and the others stared at her more closely, but she was still the same when she came home, she ate very little every time she ate, and she would always lie in bed aimlessly all day long and do nothing.
The three of them also knew that she was uncomfortable, so they didn't dare to stimulate her anymore, and before Xia Lixin went to bed at night, she would deliberately tie the wrists of the two with a ribbon, so that if she had any big movements at night, she could find out.
Finally one day, when Xia Lichen turned over in bed, she saw the box on the bedside table, which Aunt Chen and Uncle Chen had given to her before they went abroad.
It was actually a box with a combination lock, and she was in a bad mental state before, and she had forgotten a lot of things, and she didn't even have the most basic sense of survival, so she didn't move.
But at this moment, when Xia Lichen got up and carefully held the box in her arms, she tried to turn her mind and entered the password into it.
Just tried it once and the box opened, because the password was her birthday.
The first thing that caught your eye inside the box was a key from nowhere, and there was an envelope with a pink heart printed on it under the key.
She took the envelope to her phone with trembling hands, and when she opened it slowly, she saw that there was only a simple line in the letter.
"After I die, I hope you can love all things in this world for me, Li Chen, I love you!"
The familiar handwriting, the concise but heart-to-heart words made Xia Lichen break down and cry again, but at this moment, all her emotions seemed to come back.
"You are my everything, Shaohua......"
Fate is undoubtedly cruel to her, and she never seems to have been treated well by fate, and all she gets is ruthless deprivation, whether it is her parents or her lover.
But the only thing that can't be taken away is Chen Shaohua's unreserved love for her.
After that day, Xia Lichen's condition also improved little by little, she didn't stop talking all day, but took the initiative to talk to Xia Lixin about some family things.
And Xia Lixin, who hadn't heard her sister speak for a long time, couldn't help but hug her tightly at that moment.
"Sister, are you finally willing to talk to me...... I'm so happy, I'm really happy! In the future, let's continue to live a good life, don't be sad, don't be miserable, I'm older now, I will take care of myself, and I will learn to take care of you. ”
He really loves his sister, the unfortunate experience of his parents dying since he was a child, coupled with the disguised abandonment of his brother, the only person he cares about is his sister.
"I will, Li Xin, I'm sorry I don't remember anything about what happened some time ago, it must have made you suffer a lot."
She gently wiped away the tears on her brother's face, yes, she still has her Li Xin, how can she keep being depressed.
Tang Lin finally breathed a sigh of relief after learning that Xia Lichen's situation had improved, so taking advantage of the holiday, she would take the initiative to take her out to play if she had nothing to do with Xia Lixin, in order to make her happier in this way.
and Yu Tong, who originally saw that Xia Lichen had not been in a good situation a few days ago, and she planned to take her to other places to have a look, but now seeing that she finally came out of the haze, she also shed a few tears.
It's just that the only thing that remains unchanged is that none of the three dared to mention Chen Shaohua's name in front of her.
Although they were all very sad about his departure, everyone knew that if Chen Shaohua knew, they would definitely hope that they would take good care of Li Chen for him.