I suddenly thought that I hadn't taken my medicine today, because she had been busy lately, so she always forgot to take her medicine for a while.

I didn't eat yesterday's, I was going to eat it today, but I didn't expect to forget it today.

The discomfort gradually worsened, and she had no choice but to pick up the water glass with her slightly trembling hands, trying to keep her consciousness awake with water.

It stands to reason that her condition has obviously improved with amnesia, and she has been taking medicine for the past two years, so she doesn't feel that there is anything wrong, who knows that this medicine is not daring to stop for a day.

Even after pouring several mouthfuls of water, I saw that Xia Lichen's forehead was slowly sweating, not that she deliberately did not take the medicine, but that after secretly rummaging through the bag just now, she found that her medicine was actually forgotten in the company.

Although it's good that there is one at home, but now that she is socializing with the boss, she can't just leave like this.

When all the dishes are served, she doesn't have much appetite when she looks at it, even if she puts a few bites in her mouth, it is very uncomfortable.

On the other side, Gu Yanrui's others were still talking happily together.

Thanks to Gu Jingrui's relationship, Su Yarou also said a lot of words, and even took the initiative to toast Situ Feng.

Seeing these in her eyes, she only felt sarcastic, could it be that Su Yarou suddenly had a career spirit and wanted to take this opportunity to sharpen herself?

"Why is your face so pale, isn't it uncomfortable?"

Just when Xia Lichen really couldn't hold on, maybe this kind of scene was really disgusting enough for her, so even Gu Yanrui, who was sitting next to her, noticed that something was wrong with her.

"It's a little dizzy, maybe I'm amnesiac and cold."

She replied in a low voice, in fact, I really want to leave right now.

"Then hold on a little longer, and it'll be over in a minute."

"It's okay chairman."

She is very grateful to Gu Yanrui for her concern for her employees, but she is also really uncomfortable.

Finally got up to the end of the meal, and the moment she got up from her seat, she only felt a more intense whirlwind around her, and then the whole person was firmly held in Gu Yanrui's arms.

"Be careful."

"I'm sorry Chairman."

Maybe it happened too suddenly, everyone was slightly stunned by Xia Lichen's actions, especially Gu Jingrui, in fact, he also noticed that something was wrong with her just now.

In normal times, maybe Xia Lichen didn't have to let herself be so reckless, but because Su Yarou was there today, she didn't want the other party to see anything anyway, so when she left the hotel, even if she was uncomfortable, she still forced herself to keep calm.

On the car back, the four of them were relatively speechless, and Xia Lichen naturally endured it very hard, and finally arrived at a place, Su Yarou said that her husband was waiting for her here, so after getting out of the car halfway, she finally breathed a sigh of relief.

But she clearly saw it just now, Su Yarou didn't forget to glance at her position when she got out of the car, there was no emotion in her eyes, on the contrary, it was more of an inquiry.

"Is the head okay now? Don't you really have to take you to the hospital? ”

Gu Yanrui's voice came from the side, knowing that the other party was worried about him, but Xia Lichen still shook his head, saying that it was just a small cold, and he could go back and take some medicine.

At this moment, how much she hopes that it is a small cold, the feeling of the onset of mental illness is indescribable, at first the head will be dizzy, and then the consciousness will gradually become blurred, until she is completely unconscious.

However, the doctor also told her that she must not suffer any more psychological trauma, otherwise she will completely go insane as her condition worsens......

She should be grateful to Gu Jingrui, because only the two of them know about her over the years, she knows that the other party is not looking at her, but as long as she doesn't let Gu Yanrui know.

Fortunately this time, after finally returning home and taking medicine, she fell asleep and woke up in the morning without feeling anything uncomfortable.

I put the medicine in my bag, and I thought to myself that I wouldn't forget about it next time.

The days in the company are still the same, and she still hates Su Yarou very much, but fortunately, the relationship between the two is calm.

For Gu Yan, she still has no communication with the other party even in the future, knowing that the other party hates herself, so she also learns not to brush her sense of existence in front of him.

It's just that for some reason, her condition gradually worsens on days like this, for example, in the past, she only needed to take one tablet at a time, but now she often needs two tablets.

She realized that she should go to the doctor for advice, but she was so busy at work that she had to put it off again and again.

On this day, when she was about to take medicine in the lounge, Gu Jingrui just pushed the door in, the two looked at each other speechlessly, and Xia Lichen just continued to take medicine silently.

"How are you doing?"

What is rare is that Gu Jingrui, who had never had any communication with him, actually took the initiative to come over today to ask about his situation.

"It's okay, but I've been really tired from my work lately."

Probably because of her increasingly tired psychology, she was not in the mood to continue to talk to Gu Jingrui.

"Have you ever seen a doctor again?"

"I'll talk about it when I have time, and I might want to take a vacation for a while after I'm busy."

In fact, she didn't have any enmity with Gu Jingrui originally, it was nothing more than someone's reason, but they couldn't be very good friends.

Gu Jingrui didn't rush to leave, but approached her step by step.

"Are you still complaining about me about Yarou?"

It's still the same question as last time, Gu Jingrui seems to be unsure, and he doesn't seem to give up.

"I don't know...... In a few months, the chairman may be transferred, and my brother will graduate soon, so I may want to change my work environment in the future. ”

She doesn't actively hate anyone unless it's someone who actually hurts her.

He began to grab her arm with some excitement, a gaffe he could not have imagined.

"So you really want to go, right? Why are you always like this...... I don't care about anything at all! ”

He had tried to give up on her, and turn his gaze to anyone who was no longer there, but he found that he couldn't.

"Have you forgotten Gu Jingrui, originally you said at the beginning that I should not worry, just work here, but you were the first to break your word."

Su Yarou's work has also stabilized, she knows that the other party has a backer, so she is not annoyed or complaining, but she can't joke with her body.

"Recently, I often feel mentally unstable, and I don't know how long I can keep it like this, it's your business to favor Su Yarou, and I also have the freedom to choose my life again."

Xia Lichen's calm words made Gu Jingrui's whole person a little stunned, and he was no longer the indifferent young man he was when he was young.

But in his bones he is still stubborn, even so stubborn that he will never tell her the truth.

"Then it's up to you, but it's not easy for you to work hard in our Gu clan in the past two years, where are you going to go if you leave here?"

"Maybe go to Chen's."

She replied almost without thinking about it.

"Sure enough, you want to help that Chen Jiawen?"

For that kid, he didn't have any impressions, in order to find out where Su Yarou transferred to another school, he even deliberately let the other party misunderstand Xia Lichen.

"No, you're wrong Gu Jingrui, he can't say anything to me because of him, it's just that the Chen family is the family business of my late lover, if he is still ......"

At the mention of this name that had not been mentioned for a long time, her heart no longer felt any pain, only the slightest touch, which was almost imperceptible, told her that she still hid the man in her heart.

"It's a pity that he still can't escape the arrangement of fate, but compared to Chen Jiawen, the dead Chen Shaohua does have more ideas about business matters, otherwise the Chen family would not have come to this point."

He seemed to deliberately say it to Xia Lichen, but Xia Lichen didn't feel any anger about it.

"That's not his fault, it turns out that his family didn't train him in that direction, it's good that he can persist for so many years."

In fact, she has never talked about Chen Jiawen's background, although Chen Shaohua's family is very rich as a cousin, but Chen Jiawen has just had fun as he likes since he was a child, and his parents never thought about letting him start a company or anything when he grew up.

After that, neither of them said anything, but before leaving the lounge, Gu Jingrui couldn't help but look back at Xia Lichen.

"I don't think it's going to be so fast about my brother, after all, there is still a Gu Yan now, so you should stay with peace of mind, speaking of which, I'm not a flood beast, and I won't embarrass you."

His meaning was very clear, when Gu Yanrui was transferred, the person who was appointed as the new director would definitely be him, as if he was worried that Xia Lichen would be afraid that he would embarrass her, so he couldn't help but remind him.

But Xia Lichen just hooked his lips and smiled slightly, sure enough, Gu Jingrui still didn't understand.

And she finally went to the hospital after getting off work early that day.

"You're not in a good situation, have you encountered any psychological stress recently?"

When looking at the new examination report, Xia Lichen's psychiatrist couldn't help frowning.

"Too much psychological stress? We've been a bit busy in our company lately, and I've often stayed back to work on things for a while when I'm off work. ”

If she was still a small employee, there were some things that she wouldn't need to worry about, but she was now the general manager, so many things really didn't need to be worried.

"Work is work, but you look like you have something on your mind."

This psychiatrist was really from the past, and after hearing Xia Lichen say this, he immediately retorted.

At this, she also suddenly turned a little gloomy.

"I said don't let yourself be too tired, care too much about those messy trivial things, it's been hard to control it in the past two days, and if you continue like this, it will only fall short, understand?"