Chapter Seventy-Nine: If You Decide on It, You Will Not Regret It
How could she bear to blame Shaohua's mother? The deliberate indifference before was just that she was unwilling and uncertain.
I'm not sure if my former lover has forgotten her, unwilling If he really has amnesia, what is it if he has suffered for him for so many years?
But now, she also knows that when she can't see it, Aunt Chen and the others didn't think about correcting this mistake but were really powerless.
"So Aunt Li Chen, I beg you, in order to prevent yourself from suffering those injuries again, you just forget about Shaohua."
In the end, Chen's mother was ruthless, although she didn't want to face this problem head-on, but since the words had already been spoken, what else could be done to reverse it?
"Auntie, do you hate me?"
Xia Lichen asked silently after hearing this.
"How could it be, Li Chen! It's not just me, even your Uncle Chen has never hated you, I just don't want to see you injured for Shaohua anymore, his symptoms, even the doctor says things depend on luck, some can't remember it for a lifetime, and some can recover but it will take ten or eight years......"
She likes Xia Lichen, and her husband has wanted her to be their daughter-in-law since many years ago, but she knows that they can't be so selfish.
His own son has already delayed her, how can he continue to delay her a second time? Li Chen is a good child, and she deserves to meet better.
"Ten years, eight years?"
After hearing these answers, her expression instantly fell into a stupor.
Xia Lichen didn't understand how many ten or eight years there could be in this life, but as long as he thought that under the premise that Chen Shaohua was alive, they could only be strangers in this life, it felt even more cruel than killing her!
"It's okay Aunt Chen, I thought about it when I left the old mansion that day, compared to Shaohua really forgetting me, the most important thing is that he can live, I will wait, I will find a way to make him remember who I am again."
She was so resolute, as if she would never regret one thing, Chen's mother didn't continue to persuade in the end, because she also understood that some words were enough to say once, and it would be cruel for the child to continue to talk about it.
Before the two separated, Chen's mother finally couldn't hold back, and wiped her face with the handkerchief in her bag on the street, and arranged her hair with love in her eyes.
Xia Lichen didn't say anything, because what the other party had done for her was already a thousand words.
On the way back, she still couldn't let go of the flowers and plants on the side of the road.
Why hasn't everyone in Shaohua forgotten, but they forgot everything about her?
Is it because that person doesn't really care about herself, or is she insignificant to him, so she can be easily forgotten?
Thinking of this, Xia Lichen no longer had the courage to continue thinking about it, because she would go crazy and collapse again!
And when she returned home, she also told Tang Lin the truth.
"It turns out that Brother Shaohua is really amnesia! I thought he was deliberately ignoring his sister, but I didn't expect ......"
"It's also a poor child, who has forgotten the person he loves the most after experiencing such a life-and-death situation."
After hearing this, Xia Lixin and Yu Tong couldn't help but sigh, and at the same time, they were glad that he was not deliberately alienating Xia Lichen.
But Tang Lin thought differently from them, she just hooked her lips indifferently and sneered, that day in the Chen family, how Xia Lichen was treated by their family, only she, the client, knew best.
"Aren't you surprised? There are so many unforgettable moments in his life, but he only forgets everything related to Li Chen, I think there should still be no love in his bones! ”
After hearing her friend say the questions she thought of in the car just now, Xia Lichen didn't make a sound, but subconsciously shook her head.
"It's not like that, Linlin, it wasn't his intention to be sick and have amnesia, if he was still healthy, I don't think he would want to forget me."
"Don't be stupid, my morning! Even if it wasn't his intention, that day at the Chen family, he already had a fiancée by his side! You've never let me say it, I'm going to say it now! ”
What's the use of just knowing that you're happy, and can you solve problems that can't be corrected?
After hearing such news, Xia Lixin and Yu Tong instantly became silent.
First of all, Xia Lixin, thinking that when he took over his sister from Tang Lin's back that day, she cried and fainted several times, and there were obvious slap marks on her face......
"I also know that Shaohua's kid, he likes to use Li Chen so much, even if he has amnesia, he can't do this!"
Yu Tong has always protected Xia Lichen unconditionally, but because of this, she couldn't help but think of the slap marks on her face that day, so her heart was in her throat at this moment.
Not to mention what the hell is going on! Why did God let her Li Chen come through these ups and downs, she didn't bear the pain of being forgotten by her lover, but it was too cruel for Li Chenlai!
But throughout the whole process, Xia Lichen's mood was very normal, and it can even be said that because of the news that Shaohua is still alive, she has rarely even taken those medicines recently.
"Linlin, I know what you want to say, but it's okay, it's really okay! You think about what Shaohua was like when he got along with us in the past, and then think about how he looked when he was lying in front of the hospital bed, who wants to suffer that? ”
seemed to understand that she was obsessed with Chen Shaohua, so Tang Lin didn't say anything later.
"Since you have decided something good, then even if you choose to do it well, Li Chen, I will always support you, but if Chen Shaohua and his new girlfriend dare to make you sad, I will definitely not let him go."
She knows how many pounds and taels she has, but the rabbit will bite when she is in a hurry! Last time, she didn't protect Li Chen, but she definitely won't in the future, because she will fight with the people who hurt her sister.
The next thing is the problem of finding a job, but without thinking about it, Xia Lichen went directly to Chen's job application.
Chen Jiawen also knew about this in advance, although he didn't persuade her not to choose to do that.
"The way he is now, I don't think it's useful for you to continue to lean in front of him."
"The more this happens, the more I have to guard him! Can you understand the pain I've suffered over the years? If I wasn't allowed to see him, I would have been in even more pain. ”
Looking at the offer announcement on her phone, she felt an indescribable excitement, like she had never been so happy as this moment in so many years.
Knowing that he couldn't stop her, Chen Jiawen still didn't give up, he grabbed Xia Lichen's shoulder, the cheeks that were like the ruffians of his youth, but at the moment he was so sad and regretful.
"You don't seem to have answered me positively, if I hadn't misunderstood you because of that incident, but was the first to confess to you, would you fall in love with me like Ai Shaohua?"
At this time, the two were standing under the big trees in the park, and in the face of Chen Jiawen's eager gaze, Xia Lichen was a little at a loss.
"What nonsense are you talking about? I only have Shaohua in my heart, and there will be no second person besides him. ”
"But what about Gu Jingrui? Don't tell me, that kid doesn't think much of you, I can see it. ”
Chen Jiawen also deliberately asked her, even though he had sensed her struggle, he still didn't plan to let go.
Without waiting for Xia Lichen to refute, Chen Jiawen fell into memories again.
"That day in the hospital, I saw from outside the ward that he kept holding your hand and didn't let go, do you hate him? Or are you actually enjoying it? ”
After saying this, even Chen Jiawen was shocked by his nonsense, but think about it, how could he have such an idea if it wasn't for jealousy!
Xia Lichen, who felt that he was offended, struggled even more intensely, but Chen Jiawen did not give up, and directly hugged her firmly in his arms.
"Shaohua's situation is like this, even if you don't mention Gu Jingrui first, it is absolutely impossible for you to talk to him, not to mention that he now has his own fiancée, they will get married soon, what will you do then?"
Probably because of the other party's words, Xia Lichen really stopped struggling, she leaned on Chen Jiawen's shoulder sluggishly, and there was a faint smell of men's perfume on his body between her nose.
"I've told my uncle and aunt a long time ago, what's wrong with marrying me? I will be good to you Li Chen, let me make up for the harm I did to you back then, and let me be your future dependence, okay? ”
Such a picture is almost something he has fantasized about for many years, and he can't remember what it is, he has such a thought in his heart, but he feels very happy to be able to hold his beloved.
One Gu Jingrui, one Chen Jiawen, even Xia Lichen didn't understand at first, these two ...... When I was young, I misunderstood myself and hurt myself for that girl, why do you have that kind of thought about her now?
"I'm sorry, I can't respond to your feelings, I forgot about the previous high school incidents, in fact, I forgot about it a long time ago, and it was only because of the sudden change of events...... My heart has always been Shaohua's, it doesn't matter who is good or bad between you, it's just that I really ......"
She began to listen to the psychiatrist's words, to be an emotionally stable person who doesn't like to lose her temper, she didn't care before, but now it's no longer for herself.
Chen Jiawen slowly let go of her, but some seeds would not stop as long as they showed signs of germination.
"Anyway, I've been single for so many years, I don't care about Xia Lichen who has been waiting for you for a few more years, if you want to do it, do it, if one day you say you're tired and want to find someone to rely on, I will always be behind you."
The sudden confession was actually very natural, and even he couldn't imagine that he would finally choose to face his heart.
I regret that I chose the wrong person, I regret that I shouldn't have misunderstood her, and I shouldn't have hurt her in the future. So he has been troubled all these years, and he has forgotten when he started to like her, but as long as he sees her, he is so happy.
And Xia Lichen just turned around in astonishment after hearing this, and his eyes flashed with elite tears.
"But I want you to love yourself."