Chapter 81: But You Said You Love Me
"You're wrong, I didn't think about what to do, but I can't be impulsive because there are some things you don't ...... at all"
She wanted to refute, but realized that the person in front of her was not Gu Jingrui, so she couldn't tell the other party that she had psychological problems.
"What am I fundamentally about? Although memories can deceive people, if you think about it carefully, Shaohua's consciousness is completely new now, so he has the ability to fall in love with someone else again, but that person is no longer you. β
Chen Jiawen asked without giving up, he always felt that Xia Lichen always had a secret hidden in his stomach, but he seemed to be guarding against her.
Do you want to mess up everything like a crazy woman like last time, so that Shaohua hates herself even more in his heart?
She didn't want that, so she worked so hard to get up early to gain a foothold in the company, and then approach him with a relatively stable emotional influence.
However, it is obvious that Chen Jiawen's words still inadvertently stimulated Xia Lichen.
"If he really doesn't love me, then I'm going to wait for him to regain his memory before ending it all, not ...... A decision made without any certainty. β
It's not that she hasn't fantasized that if she loses her memory and forgets Shaohua, and then marries another person, and then waits for her to recover her memory one day, how desperate she will be!
So she also thought of the other party's mood in this way.
The conversation between the two ended unhappily, and she saw Chen Jiawen's eyes that turned red in an instant, but at this time she couldn't say anything.
Hiding in the company bathroom, she struggled to wash her face with water from the faucet, trying to keep herself calm.
The familiar headache reappeared, and she had no choice but to pour out one and eat it, but because she didn't drink water, the bitter taste permeated her mouth, making her frown suddenly.
"Even if I am hated by the whole world, I will definitely not give up on your Shaohua ......"
She was busy until late at work, but she was used to it after many years of work experience.
It's just that this time she hasn't walked out of the hall on the first floor of the company, but outside the glass door, she finally saw the person who made her think about it for a long time.
She stopped, staring blankly at everything in front of her.
Situ Ruo's petite body shrank into his arms, as if he was waiting for him to come to him after work.
And Chen Shaohua naturally had a gentle smile on his face, hugged her tightly with a wave of his big hand, and then took him into the car very considerately.
They are so happy, and their relationship looks very good, just like the picture they saw at Chen's house that day.
Does an already numb heart still hurt? Xia Lichen didn't know.
But it turned out that her heart was really hurting, until the car gradually moved away, and after chasing out of the door, she couldn't see anything.
Thinking back to that day, Chen Jiawen told herself the assumption that she held her head in pain and bent down, obviously she had taken medicine today, but why did her head still hurt so much!
After returning home, Yu Tong cooked a large table of good dishes, during which Tang Lin changed early after work and helped to cook them together.
Now Yu Tong has also moved over, because she really can't stand Xia Lichen's lobbying of a few of them, and now Xia Lichen has this kind of thing happening again, so she is always worried about her.
didn't want to bring a bad mood home, so Xia Lichen was smiling all the time, and almost after dinner, she simply washed up and went to sleep.
"I see that Li Chen seems to be quite busy after changing to a new company?"
"Yes, Sister Yu Tong, who in our city doesn't know now, Chen's enterprise has improved recently, so the employees in the company must be busy."
Tang Lin nodded after hearing this, but after speaking, he couldn't help but sigh deeply, and he didn't know who it was because of Li Chen's hard work.
But throughout the whole process, Xia Lixin said everything, and since joining the work, he also knows more or less about various companies.
Of course, he also disapproved of his sister going to the Chen family, obviously the Gu family's environment was better, and when it came to Brother Shaohua, although he liked the other party very much until now.
However, he only has one sister, and if Brother Shaohua makes his sister sad one day, he will definitely ...... I will never forgive the other party.
Fortunately, things will always take a turn for the better, because Chen's was not as good as other companies before, so now after recovery, when he was about to get off work that day, the leader said that the company would hold a celebration banquet in the evening.
The crowd cheered.
"I just said that we were so busy every day some time ago, and the company should always compensate us."
"Yes, yes, I heard that the restaurant is very famous for its cuisine, so I'm going to have a big meal today!"
Compared with the excited mood of the colleagues around him, Xia Lichen just didn't care.
But at the same time, she thought again, if it was a celebration banquet, would she be able to see Shaohua? After coming to the company for so long, she has never seen him again except for the downstairs of the company that day.
According to colleagues, it is also to redeem the former glory of the Chen family, so their chairman is very able to endure hardships, and he is out to socialize whenever he is not busy.
Thinking of this, Xia Lichen couldn't help but clench the necklace she was wearing around her neck, and the love necklace inlaid with pink pearls was given to her by Chen Shaohua back then.
However, she obviously thought too much, and when she followed the company's car to the booked hotel, she found that the employees had a private room for eating alone, although the dishes were very rich, but Chen Shaohua could not be seen at all.
"Li Chen, why don't you eat, you finally came out for a dinner, you eat quickly."
The colleague next to her saw that she didn't use chopsticks much during the whole process, so he couldn't help but help her clip a big crab leg, to which Xia Lichen smiled at her and barely ate two bites.
But after taking two bites, she felt a head cloud, and realized that it was time for her to take medicine, so she had to tell her colleague to go to the bathroom.
When she first came to work at Chen, she could go days without taking medication, but recently, for some reason, she began to take medication every day like before.
And her emotions are becoming more and more difficult to control, and when she realizes that she is too stressed, she will squat in the bathroom to try to calm herself.
When is such a day a head?
She looked around a little dazedly, not even noticing that she accidentally bumped into someone when she left the bathroom.
"I'm sorry I ......"
She slowly raised her head apologetically, but the face that caught her eye made her stunned directly.
And that person was also stunned after seeing Xia Lichen clearly.
"How could it be you?"
Just like her beautiful voice, she didn't even dare to make any sound, for fear that it would all dissipate because of it.
But Chen Shaohua was obviously not very happy anymore.
"Listen to this young lady, I said I didn't know who you were, and I didn't expect you to follow me here?"
Xia Lichen was directly regarded as a stalker, and the disgust on that face finally brought her back to her senses.
"No...... It's not like this, I'm just following the people in the company to attend the celebration banquet, Shaohua, you ......"
"Is it our Chen family's celebration banquet today? Don't you tell me you're actually an employee of my company? β
Chen Shaohua seemed to have heard some big joke, and then he naturally took a few steps back, trying to keep a safe distance from Xia Lichen.
Does amnesia change a person's personality? Looking at the strange lover in front of her, her tears had already welled up.
"Don't worry, I'm not going to do anything, but you might be able to take a look at this."
With those trembling hands, he took out his mobile phone from his pocket and quickly flipped through the photo album, and when he put the eyes of her and Chen Shaohua in front of him, he still had hope in his heart.
But the result was that Chen Shaohua just smiled and shook his head when he saw the photo on the phone screen.
"If you want to be honest, my parents showed me this kind of photos after my surgery abroad, but I can be sure that I really didn't have any experience with you, and then I had a terrible headache, so I tore all these photos! I don't know why you have it, but I hope you'll let me go, okay? β
The unexpected answer was a result that Xia Lichen couldn't have expected.
"After all, when I was abroad, my parents didn't like Ruo'er to get close to me, maybe they deliberately brought you to break us up, right?"
At the mention of the man, she could clearly see a familiar tenderness flash in his eyes, but then it gradually changed back to seriousness.
"But you said you loved me! You also said that you will never let go of my hand, why can't you believe that you have lost your memory, so you have forgotten me, I am your former lover, Shaohua! β
For the past two months, the person she had been thinking about was right in front of his eyes, and she had too much to say to him, even if he only had disgust with him.
Hearing Xia Lichen's tearful questioning, Chen Shaohua still didn't react, but felt that the tears on her face were very eye-catching.
"I don't want to embarrass anyone, if you want to stay and work, then you should learn to stay away from me, understand?"
After Chen Shaohua finished speaking, he planned to turn around and leave directly.
"Please, don't go! You may not remember me, but everything I said was true......"
The waist was firmly held from behind, and after a short hesitation, Chen Shaohua unhurriedly wanted to break the arms that the other party was holding him.
Coincidentally, at this time, several people from the company also came to the bathroom, so I saw such a picture.
Several people were stunned, but under the threat of Chen Shaohua's eyes, they still ran away, and only the person who was the leader happened to see Xia Lichen's face.
"Isn't it shameful that you're a girl's family no matter how you say it? You also know that I am the one who has a fiancΓ©e, and if you need money, I can pay you more leverage than my parents. β
Just like him back then, she always spoke so rationally, but her heart was dripping blood.