Chapter 90: But I'm So Stupid

But at this time, of course, he doesn't pay attention to anything intimate or intimate, he thinks that Xia Lichen is not the kind of person who can't control himself and is often impulsive.

So this matter must not be so simple, he also hates it, he doesn't believe that she did it first, but that Situ Ruo is quite good at pretending to be pitiful to win sympathy.

When Gu Jingrui carried Xia Lichen into the car, the amount of bleeding in her ears was gradually increasing, and there was an ominous premonition in his heart that made him almost unable to support his consciousness.

It hurts all over her body, even if she is in a coma, she can still clearly feel the pain on her cheeks, but it is accompanied by Shaohua coming step by step, but not for her own ......

Situ Ruo's slaps were really powerful, and when he learned from the doctor that Xia Lichen's right ear was seriously damaged, and his hearing might be affected later, he slammed his fist against the wall.

"Why! What the hell is this......"

Speaking of Gu Yan and Chen Jiawen's side, the two of them didn't notice the situation here because they were talking to business people at the time, but when they found that Xia Lichen was missing, they thought of the commotion in the crowd just now, and they panicked suddenly.

In the end, Gu Yan still received a call from Gu Jingrui, and then he knew which hospital Xia Lichen was in now, and he also specially told Tang Lin and Xia Lixin.

When Xia Lichen woke up from his coma, it was already the morning of the third day.

At this time, the lower left corner of her face was wrapped in gauze, and even the slightest movement of her bones would cause a burst of pain, and she still felt unreal when she thought back to that terrible night.

Even if no one told herself, Tang Lin knew who did it when she saw that she was injured like this.

"I beg you, Chenchen! Chen Shaohua is not worth ...... He's really changed! Why just won't you let yourself go? ”

Because she was afraid that Yu Tong and Xia Lixin would be worried, Tang Lin said this to her alone after she woke up.

"Linlin, I...... This time it wasn't me who took the initiative to find him, it was Situ Ruo who ......"

"No need to explain, I know that we won't let go of that woman, but you have been like this again and again, and getting close to Chen Shaohua is the root of everything!"

Tang Lin grabbed her shoulder with some excitement, just because Gu Jingrui said that she would think of a way to get the surveillance that night, so she didn't tell Li Xin about them for the time being.

But isn't all this caused by Li Chen's constant approach to Chen Shaohua?

So she firmly believes that even if she wants to get justice, Xia Lichen must stay away from that man from now on, so that she will not be hurt again.

In this regard, Xia Lichen began to fall into silence, since he woke up, not only his face and body hurt, but even his right ear had an indescribable tingling.

"So he doesn't love me anymore, does he?"

With tears in her eyes, she looked up at her friend again, although she still had unspeakable extravagant hopes, Tang Lin still relented again when she saw these in her eyes.

"Chenchen...... I'm not saying he doesn't love you, I just think people change, can you understand? It's like he loved you before, but after so many years, since he has forgotten about you, you can't always be in the same place! It's so unfair to you. ”

She continued to persuade Xia Lichen bitterly, this kind of problem is really tricky enough, after all, Chen Shaohua is not a scumbag in the strict sense, but he has no memory, but what he is doing now is no different from a scumbag.

Lying down, looking out of the window with dull eyes, the weather has been slowly getting cooler recently, and her mood is the same as the weather.

"What if...... I mean, if one day, Li Xin also forgot about you alone for some reason, and did a lot of things to hurt you, would you leave him? ”

This is not her intention, and she doesn't deliberately want to make her friend unhappy, but when her friend is also in love, she also feels that some problems can be asked what the other party thinks.

"Absolutely! Why not? I love him very much, although I don't know if this love has started since the beginning of the year, but if one day, as you said, I will leave him even without you persuading me. ”

Maybe it's because her love with Li Xin is not mixed with the sadness of Xia Lichen and Chen Shaohua at the beginning, so she can't experience the feeling of being lost and regained after parting from life and death, so she can only guarantee that as long as the other party loves her, she will always love.

"But I'm so stupid, so hopeless, Linlin, I can't let him go, and I can't let myself go, in my opinion, I just want to get back what should belong to me, why is it so difficult?"

Love is a very beautiful thing, and it is because of it that she was able to get out of the haze, but now she has lost love.

When Gu Jingrui walked into the ward, what he saw was the strange atmosphere between Xia Lichen and Tang Lin, the best friends who were usually so close were relatively speechless at this time, and Xia Lichen even lay on the hospital bed crying silently.

Gu Jingrui stepped forward and grabbed her hand, as if she was a little worried and wanted to see what was wrong with her.

"Did you get the thing?"

Tang Lin's tone was very cold, but it was not just aimed at Gu Jingrui alone.

"Of course."

Leaving room for the two of them, she got up and left the room.

"Do you want to get up and drink water? Why do you always cry at every turn now, this is not at all like the Xia Lichen who was always not afraid of the sky and the earth in high school. ”

He picked her up very softly, and helped her cushion her waist with a pillow, which made her sit comfortably.

"I don't want to drink water."

Looking at the water cup handed over by Gu Jingrui, she was a little stubborn and didn't overdo it.

"Are you still thinking about that day? Don't worry, I'll give the Situ family a big gift when the time comes, and I haven't questioned who did it first that day. ”

He patiently coaxed Xia Lichen, thinking that the other party's mood would be somewhat better.

"I don't care about that anymore...... But you're a man, so can you tell me, as a man, can you tell that Shaohua is really in love with that woman? ”

is afraid that things will develop in the direction she doesn't want to see, and she is even more afraid that her lover will really empathize with her in this situation, and her heart is very chaotic, so she is no longer entangled in anything else, and she is still focused on Chen Shaohua.

Seeing her like this, it hurts to say that it is not heartbroken, of course it is a lie, but Gu Jingrui still forced herself to keep calm.

"I don't want to stimulate you, but you can see it, he has no impression of you at all, and recovering his memory or something is even more out of reach, even if he really falls in love with his boss Turuo, even if he is a passerby, I will not feel inappropriate."

Under the result that everyone was not optimistic about, Xia Lichen suddenly fell into silence, and his eyes could not restrain themselves from shedding tears one by one.

"I was, after thinking that after his death, I envied people including you immensely."

Obviously, the air conditioner was turned on in the ward, but why did she suddenly feel chills.

"Because you're so dazzling, so handsome, so ...... But he died at the best age, and that night, although I didn't want to see him with Situ Ruo, I was actually happy for him from the bottom of my heart, because even if he forgot me, he had a new life again. ”

Although she didn't know if the other party could understand what she meant, she kept talking, and in the end, she didn't slowly regain her consciousness until she was hugged tightly by Gu Jingrui again.

"It's all gone, you're happy for him, and he has such a smooth life, so it's time to let go, and it's time to let yourself rest."

Is it time to let go?

She leaned on Gu Jingrui's shoulder, listening to his extremely gentle words, and lost her mind for a moment, does letting go also mean that she and Chen Shaohua should never meet from now on?

"Don't! I don't want to let go...... He should have been my husband, why was I the last one to give up? He had brought me out of the darkness, and now he was trying to push me back, which was absolutely impossible! ”

Without a trace of nostalgia, she broke away from Gu Jingrui's arms, and there was a morbid persistence in her eyes that could not be dissolved, and she was like this Gu Jingruirui had never seen before.

"I've always been losing, whether it's my parents, or being robbed of my brother by a friend when I was young, and breaking up the family! I am almost always passively losing, even the people I love now, you have to persuade me to let go one by one, what is the basis for this, Gu Jingrui, can you tell me! ”

She has never done anything unreasonable, and she has never taken the initiative to provoke anyone, but fate still keeps making her lose, so she really doesn't want to lose it again this time.

"It must be that I was always in the company before, and I had too little contact with Shaohua, I have to find a way to get closer to him, so that he can slowly remember the memories we once had."

"Are you crazy? You're still going to get hurt that way! ”

Gu Jingrui looked at her current madness in disbelief, and felt distressed and had the illusion of hating her.

"Even if it's a moth to the fire, I'll admit it!"

It's not that she refuses to admit defeat, if that person tells himself that he doesn't love her anymore when he hasn't forgotten her, then rest assured that she will go through the whole and will never bother the other party again.

But it was precisely in this case that she was willing to become a stranger with him from now on?

Unexpectedly, this time, Chen's father and Chen's mother also came to visit Xia Lichen in the hospital.

Chen's mother cried as soon as they met like last time, not because she was coy, not to persuade her to leave, but to sincerely feel that their family was sorry for Xia Lichen.

"Child, you are suffering, I don't like her in the first place! didn't agree with her being with Shaohua, but Shaohua treated her like he had taken Ecstasy......"

"You're really funny, your parents can't persuade him? came to see Li Chen with a pitiful face, do you want her to feel sorry for you because of this? ”

Tang Lin next to him was unmoved, and even felt that someone's parents were quite good at acting.

"Linlin, don't say that, Auntie has already explained it to me last time, it's not what you think."