Chapter 110: It's impossible to go back to the way things were

Eventually, she took the ring. But then he put the ring back in the palm of the other's hand.

"It's really beautiful, Gu Jingrui, but it doesn't belong to me yet, I promise you that I will try to come out slowly, so you are more suitable than me to continue to keep it."

No longer a word of rejection. But it was also not to accept him, Gu Jingrui nodded tremblingly, he hugged Xia Lichen again and rejoiced, fate finally turned to him this time.

is more because it is clear what is going on between them, it is no longer possible to say it clearly in a few words, but fortunately, there is still room for redemption no matter what.

A month later, Xia Lichen returned to Gu's post.

At first, she honestly didn't know how to deal with those colleagues. But when she was about to enter the company's gate, Xia Lixin stepped forward and slowly held her hand.

"Sister, you don't have to worry, you didn't have been here for a long time at the beginning, but since Mr. Gu values you so much, I think no one will dare to bully you."

Even if someone dares to do anything to his sister, he Xia Lixin is not a vegetarian, even if he wants to die, he will definitely protect his sister well! We will never let that happen again.

Although he had also proposed to let Xia Lichen continue to cultivate his body at home, his sister's temperament was always idle, and he thought that in the future, the two of them would work together, and he would be able to take care of her in time if there was anything, so he agreed.

And here, Xia Lichen also quickly returned to his previous work state, although he left for a while, but he still understood some companies.

Yes, this is the life she should live, without those disturbing worries, and she will no longer be unable to eat and sleep for someone every day, but it's a pity that she understands a little too late.

And this time, since Xia Lichen dared to come back, she was naturally not afraid of anyone finding her again, but she didn't expect things to happen so quickly

That day, she got off work with Li Xin, and when she was about to go back, she happened to see one downstairs in the company, one of the few cars she could remember in her memory.

And who is that car, who is not Situ Feng?

Li Xin asked her to wait here, and she went to the underground garage to start the car, and she just stood far away and stared at the car.

Although she was also very reluctant to meet someone she didn't want to meet at such a time, thinking back to how the pervert used all kinds of means to torture herself, her palms could even break out a little cold sweat, but then she thought that the other party didn't dare to come nonsense in broad daylight.

Fortunately, the car didn't stop too long, and almost drove away as soon as Xia Lixin drove the car over.

"Sister, what were you looking at on the road just now?"

Xia Lixin naturally noticed the unusual place she had just now, especially the slight tremor left in her eyes, so she couldn't help but ask, is it a mental problem that has occurred again?

"No, I just think the car parked on the side of the road is pretty good, I don't know if we can afford that kind of car in the future."

She didn't choose to tell Li Xin the real situation, she just pretended to be calm and shook her head.

It's nothing more than a soldier to block the water and cover the earth, she said that she is no longer the Xia Lichen she used to be, someone is no longer a weakness in her heart, no one can hurt herself!

"So that's the case, sister, I promise you, when I make enough money in the future, I'll buy it for you."

"Haha! My Li Xin has really grown up, so I'll wait slowly. ”

In the days that followed, as Li Xin said, she was still a very capable person anyway, and in the past month in the company, the situation has been quite smooth, and she has become more and more proficient in her work.

Sometimes, she would think of the people who had targeted her openly and secretly in the Chen family before, and blamed herself for being too worried about calming things down at that time, so she was stumbling a lot by them.

Although it is understandable that a group of them regard themselves as a third party who destroys other people's feelings, they may still feel that they deserve it behind their backs.

It's just that now, I won't let anyone bully me anymore......

Occasionally, she will go to see the news on the Internet, and the Situ family's one is still somewhat turbulent so far. So what surprised her was that even the marriage between the Situ family and Chen Shi was completely silent.

In a trance, she could faintly emerge that when she was unconscious, the man hugged her, crying with a sad face.

Anyway, he still doesn't remember who he is, and she chose to let go, so it's actually quite good for the two of them to be like this for the rest of their lives.

Sometimes when Gu Jingrui gets off work, she will send a message saying that she is invited to dinner, so she does not refuse, and Xia Lixin also respects her sister's private life very much.

Although he didn't regret it like Tang Lin, the relationship between his sister and Brother Shao Hua was no longer attached until he learned that his sister had been hurt so much because of him.

"I can tell he really loves you"

It was one day, when she was about to go to dinner with Gu Jingrui, Li Xin sat in the car, seemed to think for a long time, and said slowly.

"Do you really think so?"

"It's true, sister, you have to know that you can't deceive people with love or not, I hope you can accept him."

Xia Lixin said to Xia Lichen very seriously.

Maybe in my sister's mind, she also started to try to accept each other, right? It's just that for some reason, I haven't determined my heart yet.

"I don't know how to describe it, I just hope that no matter what the outcome is, I won't be hurt in any way."

She wrapped her body tightly like a hedgehog, for fear of being hurt again, but this time she was willing to let go of her inner guard for Gu Jingruier.

And just after Xia Lixin left, she stood downstairs in the company and waited for Gu Jingrui to come and pick her up, but the unexpected person suddenly appeared in front of her.

Chen Shaohua looked like his eyes were a little different from before, Xia Lichen couldn't see through it, but as the other party slowly approached, she gradually took a few steps back.

The other party naturally found out about the alienation from her, every time she saw herself in the past, she was so excited and eager to be close to herself, but now......

"Fortunately, I've been guarding, you've returned to normal, haven't you Xia Lichen?"

It turned out that he was waiting for her outside, and if she hadn't noticed that he was unusual, she might have almost thought that he had suddenly regained his memory.

"Yes, because I finally learned to let go, my mental state was restored."

She wasn't afraid of Chen Shaohua, because it was obviously more terrifying than him, but for some reason, the more he was away from him, the more he would slowly recall that bad experience.

If you have to ask yourself, do you still have love for her? She couldn't describe it, let alone express her emotions, because she had no emotions to speak of.

As soon as the words fell. Chen Shaohua suddenly smiled. And laughed at that loneliness.

"After I went back that day, I didn't see you and thought it was Situ Feng who did it, so I went all over the city looking for you like crazy, but fortunately you were okay in the end."

He wanted to stretch out his hand to her, but Xia Lichen only gently waved his palm away.

"It's a blessing for me, I woke up that morning and suddenly regained my senses, but after seeing a doctor later, I still lived in a nursing home for a while, and I'm very grateful to you for saving me when I was insane."

She can express her gratitude to him very calmly, but her heart will no longer hurt for him.

These words obviously stabbed Chen Shaohua like a spike, because he never thought that he had saved her.

"I have already canceled my engagement with Situ Ruo, I will not marry him."

Knowing that there were some things, there was almost no room for recovery, but he still couldn't restrain himself from continuing to talk.

"Well, Mr. Chen, you are such an excellent person, I think even if there is no Miss Situ, I will definitely meet a more suitable person."

There was no way to deny that her pupils still fluttered slightly, but only for a second.

"If I say, I regret it, the previous thing is that I shouldn't be so stubborn and don't believe you and my parents, so I want to try to get to know you again, are you willing to accept it?"

Since Xia Lichen disappeared, he hadn't slept a peaceful night, and only when he finally saw her did he feel like he was alive.

Unexpectedly answered, but Xia Lichen smiled, and there was such irony in that smile.

"You know, I don't want to say it too ugly, you have been looking for me for so long, and you finally found it, but this is what you mean when you open your mouth?"

"It's not like that! I still can't remember everything we had, but I'm sure that maybe the person I love the most is you, so I regret it! I'm sorry for you...... It was my fault that day, I shouldn't have left you with Situ Feng. ”

After saying this, his eyes were already red, as if he was completely pushed by something, which is why he became more and more afraid, although he didn't know what he was afraid of.

"It's too late, Shaohua, you don't have to say sorry to me, because I don't need it now, you know? Although my mental problems were planted when I was a child, after you disappeared from my life, they were the real triggers. ”

Tears slipped quietly from the corners of her eyes, she thought she could keep it like this, but in the end her heart still hurt.

"I let myself go, and I let you go, no matter if you regain your memories in the future, we can't go back to the way we were."

It hurts to let go of a relationship with her own hands, because things in the world are unpredictable, but she won't look back, let alone fall in love with him again.

How she hoped that Shaohua, who she loved the most, could live in her heart forever, but he still appeared, and the two obviously identical faces in her memory gradually merged at this time.