Qi Mu was still not calm after burning the last cigarette, he always hoped that Li Xia could like him, but when the other party showed him that he liked him, he was more afraid than happy.

Li Xia's liking will make him not firm enough, and it will also hurt Li Xia.

There is a line between the identity of friends and lovers, and friends will not care about each other's love life, and when they cross this line, they can't help but care about it.

Qi Mu took off his hat, his imprisoned hair exploded like popcorn, he grabbed his hair with both hands and let go of it over and over again, there was a sense of déjà vu that I wasn't bald but I could make myself bald.

Li Xia didn't bother him, just sat quietly in the car and waited for the other party. Qi Mu turned his head to meet Li Xia's gaze, he subconsciously dodged, and after getting into the car, the heavy smell of smoke spread in the car.

Li Xia whispered: "Actually, I don't like you smoking, it smells bad." ”

Qi Mu: "Not next time." ”

It's not that I'll quit, but that I won't next time, Li Xia thought to himself, probably I just don't like it.

Li Xia turned her body to the window, she pressed the window button back and forth, peeking at Qi Mu's expression through the glass, the kind of girl who was cautious after confessing was vividly expressed.

She asked, "Qi Mu, you know what I mean, right?" ”

Qi Mu's face was reflected in the car window, and only the general outline could be seen, and the tangled emotions lingering on Qi Mu's face could not be seen clearly.

Qi Mu said: "Friends can always be together, but lovers can't. Once two people have loved each other and been together, they can't be carefree after breaking up, and there is no way to continue to be friends. ”

"Me..... I still think it's better to be friends. ”

Li Xia raised her head and tried her best to hold back her tears, she said, "Understand, I'm tired and go back to school." ”

Qi Mu: "Okay. ”

I turned on the car and drove to the school, it was very quiet in the car, and no one was going to talk anymore.

Dormitory.

There was only millet in the entire dormitory, Chen Yun and Huang Yaru went to the department for dinner, Li Xia entered the door, Xiaomi looked at Li Xia as if he had been sucked yang qi and stepped forward and asked, "What's wrong?" Xia Xia~"

The bag on her shoulder slid down her arm to the ground, Li Xia pounced on Xiaomi and hugged each other, she rested her chin on Xiaomi's shoulder, and her suppressed emotions broke at this moment.

She cried so hard that her snot and tears stuck to Xiaomi's neckline, Xiaomi patted each other's back and said nothing, she wanted to wait for Li Xia to vent before asking clearly.

Seeing that Li Xia's mood gradually calmed down, Xiaomi asked, "Can you tell me what happened now?" ”

After Li Xia finished crying, she was lying on her stomach softly, and she replied softly: "I tentatively expressed my heart to Qi Mu, but he refused... Woooooooo ”

As soon as Qi Mu Xiaomi's fire swished, she put her hands on Li Xia's shoulders and pushed the other party away from her.

Looking at Li Xia, he said very seriously: "Li Xia, I regret it, I told you to respect your every decision before, but I now retract this sentence and change it to I respect every decision of you except Qi Mu." ”

Xiaomi: "Xia Xia, you and Qi Mu are not from the same world, you have to stop the loss in time, don't sink deeper and deeper into the mud of Qi Mu." ”

Li Xia pursed her lips and her eyes were wet and full of grievances, she understood Xiaomi's words, but what was the use of understanding? I like it, if I can control it, there won't be so many crazy men and women.

Xiaomi still remembers that Li Xia called her last Chinese New Year's Eve year, crying and saying that she saw Qi Mu and a girl going in and out of the hotel, saying that Qi Mu didn't know what to do when he left him, saying that he seemed to like Qi Mu a little, and said a lot......

Since then, Xiaomi has begun to hate Qi Mu, hates Qi Mu for messing with flowers and grass, hates Qi Mu for approaching Li Xia, hates Qi Mu for being liked by Li Xia, every time she sees Qi Mu, she always rolls her eyes and then looks at Li Xia, and finally scolds Qi Mu.

Li Xia was physically and mentally exhausted after a meal, like a deflated balloon, wilting, Xiaomi always paid attention to Li Xia until the other party fell asleep in the bed.

She took out her mobile phone and sent a message to Chen Yun and Huang Yaru, "Xia Xia is asleep, be quiet when you come back~"

The two of them recovered it in seconds.

The more Xiaomi who was sitting in the chair thought about it, the more angry she became, she picked up her mobile phone again and launched an information bombardment on Qi Mu, all of which were swearing.

The other side.

After washing, Qi Mu leaned on the side of the bed, only the lights were on in the room, and the news of Xiaomi came from the mobile phone one after another, Qi Mu didn't look at it, and he knew what the other party was sending with his toes, which was nothing more than some swearing.

He was dazed, Li Xia's sadness can be said to Xiaomi, who should he tell his heart? He doesn't seem to have any friends except Li Wei, but he can't tell Li Wei about this. He was thinking about this when Qi Ming's call came in.

connected, Qi Ming said, "How are you doing?" ”

Qi Ming's phone calls always came at the right time, and sometimes Qi Mu suspected that the other party had installed a monitor above his head.

Qi Mu: "It's okay, what about you?" ”

Qi Mu never took the initiative to contact Qi Ming, and Qi Ming called Qi Mu from time to time, because he knew that if he didn't make this call, he and Qi Mu really had no contact.

Qi Ming slowly stood up from his wheelchair and staggered two steps, leaning against the wall and saying, "It's okay." ”

After a long period of silence, the conversation seemed to end like this, and Qi Mu still planned to tell Qi Ming what was on his mind after hesitation.

He said, "I... I like a girl very much, but..."

Qi Ming stopped and thought for a moment, took the other party's words and said, "But are you afraid of hurting her?" ”

It's always like this to chat with Qi Ming, it's very comfortable, the other party won't get to the bottom like Li Wei, he will only answer on Qi Mu's words, and never ask anything else, don't ask who that person is, don't ask how you met, don't ask how you like it.

Qi Ming: "If you decide to like it, you like it seriously, and if you can't do it, keep your distance." ”

Qi Mu turned the lamp out and on, and said, "I can't seem to do it." ”

Qi Ming: "Then think about both results and ask yourself which result is easier to accept, so that you should have the answer." There is a price to be paid for indecision, if you can afford it. Just continue to hesitate like this, the second half of the sentence Qi Ming didn't say because the words were a bit harsh, he didn't say it, but Qi Mu could guess.

Qi Mu turned off the light and didn't turn it on again, and his hand was still in the switch wire.

The only light he had in the darkness was the light on the curtains.

Two results, the result of staying by Li Xia's side is that the two of them twist together, they are uncomfortable together, and if they keep their distance, they may go crazy, but Li Xia should meet someone better.

Obviously, neither of the two results he wanted, and he couldn't bear both results, but compared to hurting Li Xia, he seemed to be more acceptable to hurt himself.

After a long silence, Qi Mu said, "I see. ”

Qi Ming: "You're too tired to live, there's no need to torture yourself all the time, rest early." ”

Qi Mu: "Okay. ”

The phone hung up, and the beeping sound was exceptionally clear in the room.

It's really tiring, it's really torturous, but so what? He couldn't forgive Qi Jingnian, and he couldn't live the life he wanted to live in a grand manner, so he lived like this.

In the following days, Qi Mu stayed away from Li Xia intentionally or unintentionally, Li Xia did not retreat at all, she was like a warrior who was indomitable and became more and more courageous.

No matter how indifferent Qi Mu was, Li Xia always revolved around him, but it was no longer as direct and explicit as before, she was afraid that being too straightforward would make Qi Mu hate, and she was afraid that Qi Mu would resolutely reject her. Li Xia is tempting, bravely tempting.

In the box.

The girl next to Qi Mu pretended to touch him unintentionally from time to time, Qi Mu picked up the wine on the table and drank it down, leaned over and threw the other party down the sofa, his hand running down the other party's cheek.

Li Wei on the side didn't look at it, the woman under him raised her head and planned to kiss Qi Mu, at first Qi Mu lowered her head with interest, until Qi Mu suddenly stood up from the sofa when he was about to meet him.

Before the other party could ask what was wrong, Qi Mu had already disappeared into the box, and Li Wei followed closely behind.

Bar alley mouth.

It's a bit cool at two o'clock in the morning, and the bar is still full of people.

At the entrance of the alley at the back door of the bar, Qi Mu leaned against the wall, holding a cigarette in his hand and sticking it in his pocket. He looked up at the intricate array of wires, and then at the moon above the wires.

Qi Muchong squatted against Li Wei and said, "It's really boring. ”

Li Wei looked up at him and chuckled and said, "It's interesting to fall in love." ”

Qi Mu took a puff of cigarette, and the smoke he spit out slowly spread, and Li Wei saw that he was silent and continued: "I think this little girl is good today, I really don't like it?" ”

Li Wei looked up at Qi Mu, who threw the unfinished cigarette on the ground and stomped it out with his foot and said, "It's boring." Then put his hands in his pockets.

Li Wei noticed that Qi Mu was strange during this time, easy to be happy and irritable, obviously he was still entangled with his sister one second, and the next second he turned his face and didn't recognize anyone, which was incomprehensible.

It's not that he didn't ask about this, but Qi Mu's mouth seemed to be glued by 502, no matter how noisy he asked several times, Qi Mu always remained silent and didn't say a word, as if to say that if you ask, I will lose if I say a word.

Qi Mu: "Go get some bottles of wine to drink." ”

"You're outrageous, don't drink the wine in the box, and drink in the alley?" Li Wei was speechless.

Qi Mu: "Okay, okay, I'm outrageous, go get a few bottles of wine." ”

Li Wei stood up and pretended to be angry, pointed at Qi Mu and said, "Qi Mu, you are a true grandson. "Then go buy wine.

Qi Mu shouted at him, "Thank you, grandpa." ”

Li Wei waved his hand: "You're welcome, good grandson." ”

A few minutes later.

Li Wei came back with a big bag of beer, and the two sat on the ground and leaned against the wall, one bottle after another.

If the two were not neatly dressed and indistinguishable from the homeless man on the street, they could be said to be more like a homeless man than a homeless man, and the homeless man at least knew how to keep a low profile, and the two chattered to each other like a psychopath.

Li Wei: "I you as you pleased." ”

Qi Mu: "Don't say anything, it's all in the wine." ”

Li Wei sang: "My good brother, you said to me that there are hardships in my heart, life is rare to have ups and downs, but you still have to live a strong life~"

Qi Mu: "Friends go together for a lifetime, and those days are no more~"

If Li Wei's singing is unpleasant, then Qi Mu's singing is unpleasant, and the noise is unbearable, which is simply a ghost.