Chapter 872: Meeting
She still shook her head, and the witch didn't know whether she was answering or didn't want to say, but just as she was about to ask again, she finally spoke, her voice still as flat as usual, and said, "You know? ”
"What's the truth?"
"I've seen too many people who are looking for cause and effect, but in the end, the cause and effect you find may not be the answer you want, and on the contrary, sometimes not knowing is not necessarily the answer you want. ”
The witch muttered her words and repeated them, but the more she spoke, the more hesitant she became, and asked, "Are you suggesting to me? Let me follow fate? Don't be too obsessed with this so-called cause and effect?"
"Perhaps. Po Su closed her eyes and muttered, "Maybe it's also admonishing myself." ”
"Since you say so, then let me ask you, can cause and effect be reversed? Can it be changed?" The witch has always been unable to understand this question, although she is the master of fate, although fate is based on cause and effect to evolve, but she still does not understand, because she has not seen people who have changed fate over the years, nor has she not seen people who have not seen cause and effect reversal.
"What really puzzled me was why cause and effect can be changed because cause and effect are the eternity of the origin of the universe, which is unchangeable and irreversible. ”
"Cause and effect is indeed one of the eternities born from the origin of the universe, and it is also immutable and irreversible, even if it can be changed, it is not cause and effect that changes, and the changes you see are not real changes, but they are trapped in deeper and more complex cause and effect, and in the end they will be responsible for the cause and effect they have planted, and it is only a matter of time, no one can be an exception, no one can do it...... No one can ......"
"What do you mean......" The witch asked thoughtfully, as if she understood something, "are you saying that if the things recorded in the Book of Prophecy are prevented this time, even if it really cannot be realized, one day the Book of Prophecy will again have the same catastrophe as it is now......? It's like a reincarnation, a never-ending reincarnation, cause and effect cannot be changed, and even if you forcibly change it, you will fall into a never-ending cycle of cause and effect......"
"Isn't that what we're doing now?"
"We ......" For some reason, the witch suddenly panicked.
"It's just that we chose to forget, we chose to lose ......"
Standing on a lonely island looking at the vast endless sea, the witch muttered after a long time: "It's just that we chose to forget, we chose to lose ......," she said inexplicably, and said: "Sure enough, it turned out that it was really so, it turned out that it was really we who chose to forget...... I always thought it was ......"
"Always thought?" "Po Xiao was as calm as a pool of stagnant water, even if the big waves could not make any waves here, she said: "Didn't you always think that you didn't want to accept it, you should have long realized that your heart of fate is buried in your cause and effect, you know, you have always known, you also know that only by fusing the heart of fate will you fully awaken, when you are fully awakened, you will know, but you didn't do it, you are hesitating, right?"
"I'm ......" the witch stared at her, not knowing what to say.
"To be exact, you are not hesitating, but afraid, you don't want to merge your destiny, you don't want to know a qiē cause and effect, but you are afraid to know, you are afraid to know a qiē cause and effect, you don't know how to choose, this feeling of fear is innate, it is deep-rooted, and it cannot be erased, even if you are not absolutely awake, you should be able to really feel it. ”
"Huh...... Scared? Is it scared? Sure enough, I can't hide anything from you. The witch muttered, suddenly took a deep breath, closed her eyes and said, "That's right, I'm really afraid, I don't want to fuse the heart of fate, and I don't want to know a qiē cause and effect, but I hesitated when I wanted to fuse it several times...... As you said, when facing the heart of fate, I have an innate fear, I don't know what kind of cause and effect is buried in the heart of fate, I don't know what I am afraid of, I don't even know why I want to sleep to bury the heart of fate...... But I know I'm scared. ”
"Huh...... I'm scared...... I'm really scared, that feeling makes me feel painful, but ......" As soon as the words changed, the witch suddenly opened her eyes and stared at the witch, and shouted in a deep voice: "I admit that I am afraid, and you and Nuwa are not like this, although I don't know if you and Nuwa have woken up, whether you know or not know the things about the land of vain, you may know, and maybe you have not been asleep all along, but have been awake, too many maybes...... I don't know, I really don't, but it doesn't matter anymore, the important thing is that I know I'm scared, and you're scared too. ”
"Do you dare to say that you are not afraid? If you weren't afraid, Nuwa wouldn't have gone to join the empress before that, let alone say that she didn't want to leave regrets, and similarly, if you weren't afraid, you wouldn't stand up to stop it, Nuwa said that it was the last and only chance to block Chen Luo, she didn't know if she could succeed, she didn't want to know, she just wanted to finish it, she didn't want to leave regrets, Nuwa is like this, and you don't want to, you must also know that this is the last chance to block Chen Luo, but you still choose to stand up and stop it. ”
"Hehe, Nuwa may not want to block Chen Luo, and you may not really want to stop it, you are all hesitating, you are all afraid, in the same way, you all choose to follow fate, in other words, you will not deliberately stop it, nor will you deliberately obey, you just want to do everything you can to do...... It doesn't matter whether the catastrophe recorded in the Book of Prophecy will occur at that time......"
"As you yourself say, the real cause and effect is not necessarily the answer you want, on the contrary, sometimes not knowing is not necessarily not the answer you want, you are afraid to know, you are afraid to choose, you are afraid to fall into deeper cause and effect, you are afraid to fall into the never-ending cycle of cause and effect, you are tired...... Really tired...... You're trying to be free......"
The witch said a lot in one breath, not so much to say these words to Po Sa, but to herself, she knew that Nuwa was like this, the witch was like this, and she was like this.
"Are you really scared, are you really tired, do you really want to be free?"
Her expression still looked so flat, and she murmured, as if she were asking a witch, more like asking herself.
"Can you really be liberated?" the witch shook her head, looking a little tired, and said, "Po Suo, can you answer me a question seriously? You tell me that if the things recorded in the Book of Prophecy do not appear, we will really fall into deeper cause and effect, and if the things recorded in the Book of Prophecy do appear, will we really be liberated?"
There was no response, as if he hadn't heard.
"Hehe......" The witch suddenly laughed, very helplessly, very entangled, and also laughed very broken, and laughed very broken, and said with a smile: "Maybe I was so scared to ask you such a question, if you knew, how could you be here to say these things to me." ”
"Liberation, is it really a relief?" finally changed a little in her expression, it was a kind of sadness, and she said, "I don't even know what liberation is for us. ”
"yes, what is liberation?"
The witch looked really helpless, kept shaking her head, and said, "I'm tired...... Really tired...... Physical and mental exhaustion...... I really don't want to go on like this...... I really want to be relieved...... I am tired...... Very tired, tired...... I couldn't end my life for so many years, and even if I fell asleep, there would be a day when I would wake up, and the time of my sleep would get shorter and shorter...... The pain is becoming clearer, and with it more and more fear......"
"You know?" asked suddenly.
"Know what?"
"There's one thing I've never told anyone before, and it's something I've only recently come to realize. ”
"What the hell is going on?"
"I've never been able to understand why cause and effect alone can't be broken. ”
"Doesn't it say that cause and effect are the eternity of the origin of the universe?"
"No, that's not the point, I've been trying to jump out of cause and effect for so many years, but I've never succeeded, I'm like this, and the same is true for Nuwa and the empress, especially Nuwa, she tried too many ways to jump out of cause and effect, but in the end she didn't succeed, if cause and effect were just the origin of the universe and eternal, Nuwa would have jumped out a long time ago...... But she didn't. ”
"Why?"
"Why? yes, I want to know why. Po Xiao looked, groaned, murmured, and responded: "Perhaps from the beginning cause and effect is not the so-called eternity of the universe, but ......."
"And what ......"
"It's his punishment for us. ”
"His punishment for us?" said the witch, stunned, after a moment's thought, "is it unlikely. ”
"Nothing is impossible, especially for him. ”
The witch asked, "What kind of person is he?" ”
"He's still him, he's just the Chen Luo you see, just a Chen Luo who hasn't woken up, or should it be said that a sleeping Chen Luo. ”
"Wow, do you regret it?"
"Regret what?"
"I regret that I ...... with Nuwa in the Void Land" The witch didn't continue, paused, and saw that Po Sa didn't react, so she said: "Although I haven't fused with the heart of fate yet, and I haven't fully awakened, but I occasionally have a little fleeting memories of the things in the Void Land, think about it, you are the same, we ...... at the beginning"
This time, when the witch didn't finish speaking, she was interrupted by Po Suo: "I don't know very well about the affairs of the Void Land now, and I don't want to know very clearly, what the truth is, I don't want to know at all." ”