The carriage traveled very fast along the way, with no direction and no purpose.

The wind lifts the corner of the curtain, and you can glimpse the people on the street, the traffic is busy, and everyone is smiling.

But the people in the carriage seemed to have lost their souls, and they were bored.

His face was pale, and his eyes were full of water, but he lost half of his brilliance at this time.

Bamboo Shadow drove the horse, and Ji Cui was in the carriage, his eyes were red, and he couldn't get rid of his tears, talking over and over again.

"Miss, don't scare the slave, you speak."

Picked up the teacup again, "Why don't you drink tea or eat some snacks, don't be so motionless." ”

"The carriage has been traveling for three hours, and you will not eat or drink for three hours, miss, it is Your Highness who should be punished for making mistakes, not you."

"Please, slave, say something."

No matter how much she begged, the other party still sat there without blinking.

The bamboo shadow who was driving the carriage listened, and couldn't help but worry, and said through the car door: "Miss, where are we going?" ”

"Do you go to find Miss Xin'er, or do you keep walking, where do you go?"

Hearing Zhu Ying say this, Ye Shuhua finally reacted.

Ji Cui saw that Miss finally moved, and secretly praised Bamboo Shadow in her heart for having a way.

She mentioned Miss Xin'er, and Miss must have wanted to see her.

But I listened to the young lady.

"Head southwest, and when it gets dark, we'll settle there."

This caught both Ji Cui and Zhu Ying by surprise, but they didn't dare to ask more.

The carriage traveled for another two hours, and as it grew dark, they came to a town called Jialai.

The town is very prosperous, and the town is also big with many people.

This was much better than Takekage had expected, and she had been worried that they would end up in a remote village.

When they travel, they don't bring much cash and most of them silver tickets, because they are convenient and easy to bring.

The three of them found an inn to stay in temporarily.

Ye Shuhua didn't eat all the way, Ji Cui was worried about her, so she went to the inn kitchen to make a bowl of noodles.

The young lady liked to eat the noodles she made the most, and she thought that she might be able to eat a bite or two.

"Miss, eat noodles, you haven't eaten for a day, this is the noodles cooked by the slave maid."

Ye Shuhua had no appetite, and only felt disgusting when she looked at her face and smelled the fragrance.

Pushed, shook his head, "I don't have an appetite." ”

"Miss, you should eat a little, you haven't eaten for a day, then you will be hungry!"

"Yes, miss, take a bite or two." Bamboo Shadow also persuaded him.

But it still can't be dissuaded.

Ji Cui was afraid that Miss would be hungry, and she couldn't persuade Miss to move, so she had to buy some pastries and preserved meat before the pastry shop closed.

If the lady is hungry, you can cushion the mat.

It's late at night, looking out the window at the dark rumbling.

It was clear that it was a sunny day, but it was also night, but dark clouds came, covering the silver moon.

Looking at that black cloud, it was terrifying.

Ye Shuhua kept staring at the window, the window was closed, but she could see that it was so dark outside that there was no starlight.

She couldn't sleep.

As soon as you close your eyes, you can think of what you see today.

Li Zhen was lying on the bed in disheveled clothes, and there was Yu Wan'er who was also well-dressed and snuggled in his arms.

She thought a lot about this way, thinking about what Mrs. Yin said before leaving, and thinking about her own body, thinking that maybe this kind of thing would happen sooner or later, but it was just a matter of a day earlier and a day later.

As Mrs. Yin said, without children by her side, no matter how deep the feelings that can't be seen and can't be grasped, they will say that they are gone.

It's just a matter of time or night.

Rather than letting an unclear person do this, it is better to let a person like Yu Guan'er who knows the roots be a concubine to reproduce for him.

It was exactly the same thing she had said in her dream.

Thinking of this, Ye Shuhua lay on the bed and sneered unconsciously.

Yes, no matter how nice he spoke, no matter how much he swore it, he couldn't completely guarantee that he wouldn't change his mind because she couldn't have children.

The future is guaranteed by a few people.

Besides, now what she feared was happening.

Maybe that's the best ending.

She rolled over and raised her hand to wipe the tears from the corners of her eyes, so relieved to herself.

As Ji Cui said, it was Li Zhen who made mistakes, and it was not she who should be punished.

She has to cheer up, as usual, and can't make it as if she wants to die or live because of him.

Life is not just about him, and it is not just about love.

She still has a lot to do, and a lot of things to do.

On the second day, Ye Shuhua didn't wait for Ji Cui to wait, and she dressed early.

They had breakfast together, and although she still had no appetite, she forced herself to drink a bowl of porridge.

Ji Cui and Takekage were also very happy when they saw that Miss had finally eaten.

After breakfast, Ye Shuhua ordered Zhuying to learn about the local situation.

"Miss, the people of this town are relatively simple, people come and go, but it is really prosperous, you can stay for a while."

"Have you seen the Yin family's shop?"

"Most of the Yin family's shops are well hidden, they are hidden piles, and my subordinates have seen two or three jade shops, but I don't know if they are the Yin family."

Ye Shuhua forgot that the Yin family has a large number of dark piles.

"Well, forget it, you can find it anyway. You go to the real estate agency to buy a house, it doesn't need to be big, it's enough for us to live in. But it must be quiet, and I will rent another shop, and the door does not need to be big, just enough for me to sit in the clinic. ”

"Miss, are you going to settle here temporarily?"

Ye Shuhua nodded, "If you stay comfortably and like it, maybe you will stay longer." ”

Bamboo Shadow received the order and hurriedly went to do it.

Ye Shuhua was not idle, and planned to go shopping.

This town is indeed as Zhuying said, it is very prosperous, and there are many novelty gadgets on the street, which may not be available in the capital.

As she walked, she looked up and saw a clay shop, in which there were children who were not good at making clay pottery, but played with mud.

This made her think of Lizhen involuntarily.

Ji Cuixu also felt it, "Miss, should we go in and make one?" ”

"No need, it's not fun."

In her mind, those memories were automatically deleted.

It's just that after she left, the shopkeeper looked at the figure of the woman at the door, and then looked at the portrait in his hand.

Li Zhen used all the hidden stakes of the Yin family to find Ye Shuhua, and the news finally came on this day.

He looked at the address on the note and was about to leave.

Yu Wan'er ran over and hugged him, "Brother Ji, do you really want to leave me like this?" ”

As soon as she touched him, he was like being scalded by boiling water, and instantly bounced her away, his face disgusted and alienated.

Every expression was like a poisonous needle piercing her heart.

"Brother, you hate me so much?"

She didn't understand why, he really didn't have any affection between them for more than ten years, and he really had to hate her so far.

Li Zhen said coldly: "Yes, don't think that I still have half a love for you, whether it is my mother or my mother and father, this will not change at all!" ”

"You created this situation with your own hands, and you did it yourself!"

"Don't touch me again, and don't follow me anymore. Since my mother didn't let you leave Yinjia Villa, then I won't come back if I leave. ”

"Brother Zheng! You're so ruthless! What if I get pregnant with your child! You still don't care about me and the children? ”

Li Zhen turned his back to her, his head did not return, and his voice was cold to the bone, "No." ”

A tear fell with the words of the man in front of her, and it completely extinguished the glimmer of hope in her heart.

She lost, she still lost.

As Aunt Yin said, Li Zhen hated himself completely, and he would never have any place in his heart.

Her heart aches like a knife, and she doesn't understand why, is it wrong for her to love someone?

Is it wrong for you to want to stay with the person you love?

Why, for her, so hard.

She sat on the ground for a long time and couldn't come back to her senses, but when she came back to her senses, she found that Aunt Yin was helping herself up.

She is like a lost child, and finally found her family, and she dared to vent her grievances and sadness at this moment.

hugged Mrs. Yin and cried loudly.

Mrs. Yin also felt sorry for her, patted her on the back and comforted her softly.

"In this world, love is the most taboo to be persistent, too much attachment will only harm yourself and others. It's best to be happy with each other, but if not, you have to learn to let go. ”

"Guan'er, Guan'er knows, but Guan'er, Guan'er is unwilling, woo-woo......" she burst into tears and cried.

"And now? Are you willing? ”

She didn't know, she just hugged Mrs. Yin and cried even more fiercely.