Shao Yisong faced Lin Youran, who still didn't respond, and said softly: "The lonely king at that time was just as ...... as you are now."

It is no exaggeration to say that it was the most painful period of time for Shao Yisong so far, he seemed to have lost enough to support him to live, and at that moment, he suddenly felt that the throne he had worked so hard to obtain was nothing more than that.

Compared to that pain, it seems that nothing is important, at that time, he was like Lin Youran now, as if he was just a breathing walking corpse, and now in retrospect, the feeling of losing his beloved still scares him.

Every minute and every second of the loss of joy is like a year, making the lonely king extremely tired, and even every breath seems to be full of strength, every time he recalls the joy, the lonely king is regretting, why didn't he treat her better...... It's better. ”

Referring to these, Shao Yisong seemed to have returned to that period of time, he exhaled deeply, "But the lonely king knows, if Huanrou is under the spring, she must be heartbroken when she sees the lonely king like this, she once said that she wants to make the lonely king a generation of bright kings, so that the world does not need to fight anymore, at that time the lonely king was thinking, if the lonely king is diligent in governing the country, strong and prosperous Xu Dynasty, so that the prosperity of the Xu Dynasty comes, so a hundred years later, when the lonely king sees the joy again, will she be proud of the lonely king......"

At that time, it was this idea to inject his soul into his walking corpse, all these years he worked hard, every day was busy with government affairs, and it was also in these two short years that he found that he was only a weak crown year, and he gave birth to a few silver hairs.

But he didn't care at that time, he just wanted to see Huanrou again, and he was able to say that to her: "Look, the world you want, the husband has already found it for you, and there will never be a child like you at that time, suffering as much as you did at that time." ”

He survived those moments that made him worse than death, and now when he sees the living joy, he knows that the self-righteous strength of the past is just a difficult process.

But he was grateful to himself at that time, he did not let himself indulge in sorrow, but approached step by step towards a joyful expectation, and now when he saw Qing Qing again, he would not be depressed and disgusted with her.

"It's going to take a long time to accept this process, and you can be as sad as you want and as much as you want, but you have to know that the person who has left doesn't want to see you like that."

He didn't know if Lin Youran listened to his words, but he knew that this painful process was a path that the surviving people had to go through.

After Shao Yisong finished speaking, he looked at Lin Youran deeply as he looked at his past self, and got up to leave.

Lin Youran was still nesting in the soft couch in the posture just now, her expression was still wooden, but her originally dry eyes became moist, and as tears slipped from the corners of her eyes, her original mind that seemed to be fixed by iron nails also began to turn.

She held the jade bracelet Wenyu gave her tightly in her hand, thinking about what Wenyu hoped for?

It is to drive the people of southern Xinjiang away, to hope that his father and little sister can live well, and to hope that Satin Yunchuan can take care of himself without worrying about food and clothing, and have a prosperous life.

Lin Youran could stick to the battlefield as Wen Yu hoped, and after the southern Xinjiang people retreated, he would inform him under Jiuquan of the good news.

He will also take care of his family and let them live a long and healthy life for the rest of their lives.

But she will never be able to be with Sain Yunchuan as Wen Yu hopes.

Wen Yu said in the letter that he didn't dare to accept her feelings, but this bracelet already represented everything, and even if he died, he would not dare to express his heart clearly, nor would he ......

didn't want him to be the concern of her life, and even persuaded her to be with other men.

"This pedantic reader!"

Lin Youran scolded fiercely in a trembling voice, and tears fell down, wetting the hair on her sideburns.

As soon as she finished speaking, Satin Yunchuan came from outside, and Lin Youran didn't want him to see him crying, so he simply hid his head in the quilt.

Looking at her reaction, Satin Yunchuan knew that Shao Yisong's persuasion Lin Youran listened to it, he sat next to her, and said, "Today is the seventh day that Wenyu has left, he should be buried in the ground, I think...... He has a spirit under the spring, and I think he wants you to send him away in person. ”

Still dead silence, Satin Yunchuan sighed, and just got up to leave, he heard Lin Youran ask softly, "Why did you risk asking for Wenyu that day?" ”

Although Satin Yunchuan said that it was his friend with Wen Yu that he couldn't bear to expose his corpse to the wilderness, in fact, he and Wen Yu had never met a few times, and according to Satin Yunchuan's cold and indifferent temperament, he would not do such a thing.

She heard Sain Yunchuan pause, and then said: "I know, if you can't see his corpse, it will look worse than now, you are the person I care about, I don't want to see you like this." ”

Lin leisurely choked, she lifted the velvet blanket that covered her face, sat up, looked directly at Satinyun Chuan, and asked, "You like me?" ”

"I don't know." Satin Yunchuan said the truth this time, "I have never liked others, and I don't know what it is like to like them, I just know that you are different from others to me." ”

"That's good......" she breathed a sigh of relief, "Old Satin, you can't like me, we're good friends." ”

Then, as if in a hurry to verify, she leaned forward, "What you have done to me, do you really have no intention of harming me?" ”

He looked at Lin Youran's red and swollen eyes, was silent for a long time, and replied, "Never." ”

This is not a lie, from beginning to end, he never thought of taking Lin Youran's life.

"That's good...... That's good...... I lost Wenyu, I can't lose my best friend anymore......"

She burst into tears, her voice growing loud and loud, like a wounded little beast, wailing helplessly in the middle of the night in the field.

But seeing her vent, Satin Yunchuan knew that she had accepted this fact.

Lin Youran was still in pain at the moment, but she knew that no matter how sad she was, Satin Yunchuan was not the person she was looking for, even if this was Wen Yu's wishes, she still couldn't form a good relationship with a friend who didn't have the love of men and women, so she was not responsible for herself, and she was also irresponsible for Satin Yunchuan.

Even if she never meets someone like Wenyu again in this life, she can take good care of herself, as long as she is well, Wenyu will be able to rest in peace.

The night on the border seemed to have no end, Lin Youran wrapped Wenyu's severed head tightly, she and Duan Yunchuan walked to a place where no one was around, and dug a pit more than one meter high.

The frozen soil on the border is hard, if it weren't for the help of Sain Yunchuan, she might not be able to dig it even if she dug for a day and a night, and she cut off a strand of Wenyu's hair before letting Wenyu settle in the ground.

"Wenyu, they all say that the fallen leaves return to the roots, but now the enemy army has surrounded the entire city, we can't go back, we can only bury you in a foreign land, if you know under the spring, you will attach your soul to this wisp of green silk, and when the war is over, I will definitely take you home......"

She muttered to herself, put Wenyu's hair into the cloth bag that she had sewn in advance, the stitches on the sachet were crooked, very ugly, and at first glance, people who were not good at needlework rushed out temporarily, and if Wenyu saw it, she might laugh at her.

Lin Youran wiped her tears, she wanted to stay alone for a while, the injury on Sain Yunchuan's body was not healed, and she had been with her for the past few days, and the injury was healed even more slowly.

She asked Satinyun Chuan to go back to rest first, while she guarded the small earthen bag without a tombstone and sat in the cold wind for a long time.

Early the next morning, she did not go back to her tent, but went to see Zhiqingyun first.

She knew how busy the president's sister was these days, and she was worried about her, these days, the president's sister would come to see her at least once a day, even if sometimes she was too busy to take a break, so she asked her brother Jiao to visit her.

Although Brother Jiao was silent, she knew that Brother Jiao was also worried about her, and at the same time, he was on guard against Sain Yunchuan, and sometimes when he was free, Brother Jiao sat in her tent for a day.

At that time, Lin Youran was only sad, his brain couldn't move, he didn't feel anything, but now that he thinks about it, there are three people sitting in a small tent who can't speak three words all day, and the scene is still quite weird.

When Lin Youran arrived at the camp of the president's sister, he saw Brother Jiao guarding outside from a distance, and the president's sister should be busy.

Brother Jiao was both happy and surprised to see her coming, and took a few steps forward, his voice hoarse and urgent, "You...... Are you alright? ”

Lin Youran put his index finger to his mouth and "shh

He forced out a smile again, lowered his voice and comforted the dumb slave: "Brother Jiao, don't worry, I can't defeat Lin Youran, the past has passed, and I'm fine." ”

She said this easily, but there were tears in her red and swollen eyes, and the dumb slave knew that she was being reckless, but she was helpless, after all, this kind of thing had to be overcome by herself in the end.

The two talked outside for a while, and there was movement in the tent, Lin Youran looked over there, and the person who came out was actually Sain Yunchuan.

"Why are you here?" Lin Youran was surprised.

The president's sister has always disliked Satin Yunchuan, has the relationship between the uncle and nephew been repaired so well?

Sain Yunchuan smiled at her and said, "A few days ago, Uncle Shi asked me to check some things, and today I received a secret report and came to report the situation." ”

Thinking about it, Lin Youran felt that her brain had been rusted in the past few days, she should have thought that Brother Jiao was guarding outside, and there must be something serious inside.

"Go ahead, Uncle Shi is waiting for you inside."

Satin Yunchuan raised his chin at her, Lin Youran was just about to go in, and then turned around and said, "You still have injuries on your body, you must recuperate well, and I will change your dressing later." ”

"Hmm."

These injuries were the injuries suffered by Sain Yunchuan in order to bring Wenyu back, and it was because of Lin Youran that he was so seriously injured, but fortunately he was fine, if he had three longs and two shorts, I am afraid that this favor would be difficult to pay off.

Even so, Lin Youran was still a little reluctant in his heart, and after a few more words, he entered the camp of Zhiqingturbid.

The president's sister's expression was a little different from usual, and today she frowned, her hands clenched tightly, as if she was thinking about something.

She was almost in front of her eyes, and the president's sister came back from her contemplation, her originally rosy cheeks were as pale as paper at this time, and even her voice was a little hoarse.

"Leisurely, you're here."