Bai Lu saw her suddenly fall on the embroidery case, clutching her chest, blood flowing down from her white and greasy fingertips, staining her clothes red, and her face turned white with fright: "Miss, what's wrong with you?!" Come on! Go tell Madame! Go get a doctor! ”

The other maids took the order in a panic. Hearing Bai Lu's voice, Lin Yu's pain was even more difficult to suppress.

Second ...... In the second life, why did she choose to adapt to this era and become a good pawn of the family and a good daughter in the eyes of her parents?

Isn't it because of the bleak end of the first life?

Meek and obedient, submissive.

She thought that in this way, she would survive, and she would live well.

But how ridiculous.

Whether it was resistance or obedience, she died a tragic death.

At this time, Xu Xiang also hurried over, saw that she vomited blood, and hurriedly asked Bai Lu to help her to the bed to rest.

Lin Yu was in the inner room, and heard the maidservant beside her mother shouting and asking, "Did Miss eat something unclean today!?" That's how you serve her?! Do you want to be beaten to death by selling?! ”

Xu Xiang's tone was impatient: "Why are you ...... at this time!" Don't be unlucky, delay entering the palace tomorrow. ”

It wasn't until the doctor arrived, and after checking the pulse, they were relieved to say "I'm worried, it's okay" with a strange expression.

Bai Lu didn't understand why she vomited blood, but it was okay. She said carefully, "Madam, or ...... Why don't you let the young lady recuperate at home for a few days? ”

Xu Xiang glanced at her and said coldly: "The doctor said that Ah Yu is fine, you are a slave, do you understand better than the doctor?" ”

Bai Lu didn't dare to say any more.

Before they left, Xu Xiang instructed her: "Tomorrow, dress up the young lady well, don't show your illness and dislike the nobles." ”

After speaking, she looked at Bai Lu critically: "As for you, dress plainly, a maidservant, don't dress so ostentatious." ”

Bai Lu lowered her head and said softly: "Yes." ”

When she turned back into the room, Lin Yu was looking out the window.

Bai Lu was slightly stunned, pretending to be casual and stepped forward to tuck the quilt for her, and said gently: "Isn't Miss resting yet?" ”

Lin Yu turned his head, looked at her for a moment, and said softly: "After a while, I will find an excuse and ask my mother to take your deed of sale and return it to you, you are good citizens, and even if something happens to me in the future, you don't have to be implicated." If my mother refuses, this can always be done when I get married, but please wait a little longer. ”

Bai Lu's heart was shocked, and she said in a trembling voice: "Miss, Miss doesn't have to be like this. ”

"I know, I know......" Lin Yu smiled at her reassuringly. Because of her weakness, her lips turned pale, and her whole person seemed to be shattered at the touch of it: "In this world, how can there be any real freedom." But at the very least, it's good to have a little more choice, right? ”

……

After thinking about his thoughts all night, when he got up the next day, Lin Yu looked haggard, his face was bloodless, his eyes were red and swollen, and the blue and black under his eyes were obvious.

No matter how Bai Lu dressed up for her, her father's face turned gloomy when she saw her.

Although Lin Yu's father Lin Yan and the Queen Mother have the same surname as Lin, they are not actually one, but the Queen Mother became the Queen Mother, and both parties were willing to climb this relative, so they became the family.

Lin Yan is a foreign minister, it is inconvenient to enter and exit the harem, and after having the identity of the queen mother's relative, in order to stabilize the plastic family relationship, he began to often go to see the queen mother with his wife.

He glanced at his daughter, then at his daughter's maidservant, and said sadly: "Why is this maid also dejected!" Dressed so bleakly, others thought that our Lin family couldn't afford to buy cloth for slaves and maids! ”

Xu Xiang never mentioned the gloom she asked Bai Lu to wear yesterday: "Then, do you want them to change their clothes again?" ”

Lin Yan said irritably: "Forget it, toss it, when the time comes, it will be worse." ”

Speaking of this, he glanced at Lin Yu with dissatisfaction, and said, "Didn't your mother tell you that you were going to see the prince today?" For such an important matter, you might as well make yourself look like this! ”

He spoke politely, and Lin Yu's face immediately had frost on his face.

Make yourself look like this?

Can I control my vomiting of blood?

Every time he was reborn, Lin Yu died once, and his temper was not too good.

There is great terror in life and death, she has experienced it three times, and although there are still many things in this world that can make her afraid, the anger of her parents is definitely not one of them.

She served as the crown princess for so many years, and later became the princess of the king of Beirong on the prairie.

Her father once wanted to kneel down to her and call her a minister, and her mother is now the mother of the Lin family, how could she not be the queen of the two countries?

Seeing that they are parents, give some face in filial piety, if they are good and angry, she will not speak coldly. But if you think you can give her a casual look, don't think she'll swallow her anger.

Lin Yu simply put on a bored tone: "Since the Queen Mother and His Royal Highness the Crown Prince want to see me, can't I see people?" It's not disfigured, where is it worth being so disgusted. Besides, I know how to dress so that I don't make a fool of myself. Daddy is a man, where does he know how to match girls' clothes? ”

Seeing her tough tone, Lin Yan was stunned: "Ah Yu! Daddy, although I am a man and I don't know how to match girls' clothes, His Royal Highness the Crown Prince is also a man! ”

Lin Yu seemed to smile: "Daddy thinks that His Royal Highness the Crown Prince is the same as Daddy?" ”

I don't dare to say that.

Lin Yan choked for a moment, and changed his words: "You haven't thought about it, your dejected appearance, in case the Queen Mother and the Prince think that you have resentment, think that the Lin family looks down on the East Palace, do not want to marry the prince, and think that the Lin family is disrespectful to the royal family, wouldn't you be the whole family?" Why can't you get into it? ”

Lin Yu sneered: "Don't use your family to kidnap me at every turn." If I can't marry the crown prince, the Lin family will decline, and the books of my brother and younger brothers will be read in vain? These 'pillars of the Lin family' are too useless, right? ”

After speaking, she didn't bother to make any more noise, saluted expressionlessly, and without waiting for her parents' consent, she took Bai Lu and boarded the carriage directly.

Bai Lu panicked and said, "Miss, Miss......?" ”

"Don't be afraid." Seeing her frightened face, Lin Yu patted her arm gently: "They still have a place where they can use me, and they won't do anything to us." ”

Before, she didn't understand at all—and she didn't want to understand the laws that work in this world, she just resisted everything. After the tempering of the second and third lives, Lin Yu dared to say that he was familiar with the rules of the game in this world.

She understands how much freedom she has, knows the bottom line of her actions and the scale of offense, knows how much leverage she can trade with others, and knows where her value lies.

Lin Yu knew that if the results of entering the palace this time were not satisfactory to his parents, after coming back, they would inevitably discipline themselves "harshly".

But she has long seen through it, the attribute of obedience is just an inconsequential addition, as long as she can absorb enough benefits for the family, even if she is not so obedient, her parents will not care.

Lin Yu also thought that if she was docile and well-behaved enough to please her parents, they would consider her happiness more.

But sometimes, obedience may not necessarily lead to sincere love, and it may make people more disregardful.

It's better to have some edges and corners, crying, making trouble and spilling.