Chapter 45: You Can't Do Without Me

Seeing Lin Yu rushing into the carriage with an angry face, Bai Lu in the carriage was stunned for a moment, and then hurriedly greeted him and said with concern: "Miss, what's wrong?" ”

She carefully peeked at Lin Yu's face, and a trace of expectation surged inexplicably in her heart, but her tone still looked worried: "Did you quarrel with Your Highness?" ”

Lin Yu looked at her, shook his head, didn't want to talk more, just instructed the coachman, "Go to the Star Gate." ”

She had already felt it, and Bai Lu was probably moved by the prince.

This is normal, if a man with a noble status and power is still very good-looking, then I am afraid that few women can resist.

It's just that in the second life, Bai Lu's true emotions are hidden in sincere and fearful respect, and Lin Yu can't tell whether she loves him or is afraid of him.

As a so-called "noble girl", Lin Yu couldn't choose to refuse when facing the prince, let alone Bai Lu, a maid from a humble background?

Maybe she doesn't love Zhu Rongzhan, but she doesn't have a choice.

But now, Lin Yu is sure that she has affection for Zhu Rongzhan.

In the second life, she wanted to replace Bai Lu, but the daughter of the boudoir who was not married had no right to speak at home.

And soon, Lin Yu realized that Bai Lu was his mother's person, and who was not a maid of the Lin family?

After the replacement, the person who is still the mother is still replaced, and maybe even the monitoring is stricter.

In contrast, keeping Bai Lu by his side is more convenient.

As long as she is careful not to violate the boundary, she will be safe with Bai Lu, and she will be safe with her mother.

As a noble girl, Lin Yu's solo activities are too easy to expose, and once Xu Xiang knows, she may never be free again. In contrast, it is much less difficult to bring other maids with a personal maid.

Coupled with the fact that this personal maid is still her mother's reliable eyeliner, then as long as she has Bai Lu, Xu Xiang will think that Lin Yu is still under control and turn a blind eye to her range of activities.

But Lin Yu never thought that Bai Lu helped him deceive Xu Xiang in the matter of Li Ying, but exposed to Zhu Rongzhan.

She relied on the poor information to deceive her parents, making them think that she had an old relationship with Li Ying, and used the deed of sale as a bargaining chip to win over Bai Lu and let her help deceive her mother, Bai Lu was already in the game.

If she deliberately avoided contacting Li Ying, she might even arouse the suspicion of her mother Xu Xiang.

Lin Yu had already done everything he could, but he didn't expect Bai Lu to say everything as soon as he met Zhu Rongzhan.

She missed Bai Lu's feelings for Zhu Rongzhan, and it was so deep.

She thought it might be their two-way street.

Also, if there is the favor of the crown prince, if you can become the crown princess in the future, or the queen, what does it mean to betray a Lin family?

However, since Zhu Rongzhan promised Lin Yu that she could not bring the maids to marry, then she had an excuse to take advantage of the opportunity to marry and leave all the maids that Xu Xiang stuffed into her and not take any of them.

When the time came to the East Palace, as the crown princess, she personally selected a group of newcomers, and she no longer had to be monitored and constrained.

So many women are eager to marry and marry, perhaps because after becoming a wife, they will be more free than when they are daughters.

Even if that freedom is so limited, it is desirable.

Since marrying Zhu Rongzhan again has become a foregone conclusion, Lin Yu is too lazy to spend time to be annoyed and angry, it is useless.

She can only continue to calculate, if there is no way, she can only become the crown princess again, what can she do to fight for a way to survive?

Feeling the dull atmosphere in the carriage, as a coachman, Lin Yun knew that the most important thing was to pretend to be deaf and dumb.

Don't ask what you shouldn't ask, pretend not to see what you shouldn't see, think you're deaf if you shouldn't hear, and treat yourself as dumb when others ask about something, keep your mouth shut and don't speak.

He silently pretended to be an emotionless car driver, and only silently planned a detour to Xingmenguan in his heart.

On this arched bridge, it was difficult for the carriage to turn around, so Lin Yun could only continue to drive the carriage forward, get off the bridge first and then detour.

When he boldly drove the carriage past and even passed by the frame of His Royal Highness the Prince, he saw that in His Royal Highness the Prince's carriage, someone had pulled the curtains, revealing a crack.

But Lin Yu's carriage doors and windows were closed, unconscious, and unmoved.

Seeing that the carriage was like her person, her heart was closed and indifferent, Zhu Rongzhan threw down the curtains, and felt bitter for a while, only to feel sour and sullen.

He took a deep breath, but he still felt like he couldn't breathe.

Did he do something wrong......?

But he even wanted to find someone to discuss, and the first choice in his mind was Ah Yu.

His life had almost faded in his long exile in his previous life, leaving only Lin Yu.

She was his only lifesaver in the red dust, and if he lost her, he would suffocate to death in the world.

But now, she watched him coldly and struggling, making him feel so helpless.

And the more cold and alienated she is, the more Zhu Rongzhan dare not let go and refuses to let go.

How can you let it go?

He couldn't imagine how he could live without her.

The world is meaningless without her, and life is worthless without her.

For her, he worked so hard, gritted his teeth and pretended to be well-behaved and filial, suppressed his disgust and resentment in front of his parents, and became the son they wanted in their hearts;

For her sake, he put on a hypocritical and soft smile, and in the face of the group of foolish ministers who were selling their reputations, he spit on himself and pretended to be humble and reflective......

He wants to be a virtuous and benevolent gentleman, only in this way will he not be deposed and degraded again, and Lin Yu will suffer with him.

Only in this way can he take this world as an appointment and this river and mountain as a gift. Because his Ah Yu deserves the best in this world.

But...... Why, the closer he tried, the farther away he felt from Ah Yu......

……

Lin Yu had a lot of things on her mind, Bai Lu plucked up the courage to talk a few times, but after she didn't continue, there was almost silence in the carriage.

Finally, the star gate was observed.

Lin Yu put on a hat, this time she didn't exchange clothes with Bai Lu again, and before getting out of the car, she asked, "Ah Lu, do you want to go in with me?" ”

Bai Lu was taken aback, "What...... What? ”

"Didn't you say it to Zhu Rongzhan? Don't know what I've done in it. ”

Bai Lu's face turned pale, I don't know if it was because I heard Lin Yu call the prince by his name, or because I knew that Zhu Rongzhan turned her head and leaked out: "I...... I ......"

Lin Yu smiled and said lightly: "However, you still don't follow me." Let me keep it a little secret, it's so suffocating to be watched all the time. ”

Bai Lu fell into an ice cave for a while, watching Lin Yu get out of the carriage, but he was speechless.

It wasn't until Lin Yu knocked on the side door of the Star Gate View and was welcomed into it that her voice was dry, and she asked a little eagerly: "Ah Yun, Miss is saying, don't follow her in this time, right?" Miss shouldn't mean to don't want me anymore...... Right? ”

Lin Yun shook his head: "I don't know. ”

"Miss, Miss can't do without me!" I don't know whether to emphasize Lin Yun or comfort myself, Bai Lu covered his chest and whispered: "I was arranged by my wife, and my wife will not agree...... Miss can't live without my ......! ”