Speaking of which......

Lin Yu remembered a long time ago in a trance.

In her first life, she also escaped from the Lin Mansion.

At that time, she thought that she was restrained and patient enough, but she could be reborn three times, and after she had rich experience in ancient life, Lin Yu looked back at the past, but had to admit with a wry smile that her behavior in the first life was indeed too outrageous.

She was self-righteous and had done many, many things wrong.

At that time, she had not seen the cruelty of the ancient society, with the recklessness and innocence of the newborn calf who was not afraid of tigers, and was bent on fighting the rules of the ancient society that she felt were incorrect, unfair, ignorant and backward to the end.

Maybe she decided to elope with Chen Ci, in the eyes of others, it was the rich lady who didn't do it, and asked for her own hardships to find a poor boy.

Maybe like Wang Baochuan, he is a love brain who deserves to dig wild vegetables for eighteen years.

But now that she thinks about it, she can't even say if she really loves Chen Ci so much, compared to love, Lin Yu feels that she is resisting more for the sake of dignity.

She decided to elope with Chen Ci because she rebelled against her fate of not being able to decide anything.

A person who has received a modern education regards "free refusal" and "free choice" as the natural rights of every human being.

So Lin Yu couldn't tolerate that he "couldn't choose" his life.

She also couldn't tolerate that she "couldn't refuse" the family's arrangement.

Chen Ci was already working in the county government, and he was a scribe who could handle specific affairs, so it was not difficult to privately build road guides and household registration.

Lin Yu was full of joy, thinking that he would soon be able to live a free life with Chen Ci.

But not long after they left the city, they were caught up by the Lin family's private army.

They were forcefully pulled away by the Lin soldiers, and Chen Ci was covered with her mouth covered and dragged out of her sight.

Lin Yu heard the commander of the soldiers say coldly: "On the orders of the head of the family, make a statement, and kill him." ”

That's when she realized that a love that was not supported by her parents would really kill people.

She was not afraid that she would resist and die, but she was afraid that she would be involved in her remarks, and she was afraid that he would die because of herself.

Lin Yu panicked for the first time.

She was terrified, knelt at the feet of the soldier commander, held his hand, and she didn't want any dignity or freedom.

"Don't kill him——! Please, don't kill him! Lin Yu cried and begged: "It's my fault, it's all my fault, I don't dare to be willful anymore, I will never be disobedient anymore - you take me back, you take me back, I admit my mistakes to my father and mother, I will be obedient in the future, no matter who they want me to marry, I will marry!" I'll marry both! I'm obedient to whatever they tell me to do - please, please, don't kill him - he's innocent, he's innocent!! ”

But the Commander of the Soldiers was silent.

"Please—please......!" Lin Yu's whole person collapsed: "What did he do wrong?" Is he just unlucky to be chosen by me, and he is going to die because of it? It's my fault, you killed me, you killed me, let him go—I really know it's wrong—it's me—"

She remembered that Chen Ci had a gentle temper, always a serious and strict self-contained appearance;

remembered that in order to make her happy, Chen Ci relied on her unforgettable good memory, relied on the tune she hummed once, learned the lyrics she sang, and sang to her clumsily;

Thinking of his warm and affectionate eyes, he always stared at her with a smile......

The memory of the first life was too embarrassing and too heavy, and she couldn't afford to bear the burden of carrying a human life, so Lin Yu tried her best not to think about it.

Every time she was reborn, she never went to Chen Ci.

She was scared.

She was afraid to see him.

I'm afraid that he won't have a good life, and I'm afraid that he will live better if he doesn't meet her.

She prayed to the heavens countless times, hoping that he would live a long life without meeting her, free from illness and disaster, and die a good life.

She hopes that someone can love him more than herself, and he can also love a good woman who is more worthy of his love.

He will no longer be humiliated and tortured by the Lin family because of her; won't because her career is completely ruined, and she can't even be a small official......

She will only bring him bad luck and will only make him unlucky.

After thinking about it too much, Lin Yu only felt that his heart began to cramp again, and he didn't know if it was a psychological effect, and his throat seemed to be fishy and sweet.

She covered her mouth and coughed heartbreakingly, only to feel dizzy, and soon, a fishy breath surged up her throat, and she spurted out a mouthful of blood.

At this moment, the carriage slowly stopped, and Lin Yun's voice came from outside the curtain: "Miss, the star gate has seen it." ”

Double images began to appear in front of Lin Yu's eyes, and the ground seemed to pull her into the abyss, and her mind was full of that she had to meet Li Ying-

Otherwise, if Lin Yun saw her vomiting blood, he would definitely be afraid of being responsible, and maybe he would send her back to the Lin Mansion directly.

No, never, never to go back......

"Go ......" she took a deep breath, closed her eyes, and tried her best to squeeze the little strength she had left, so that her voice didn't sound so weak and suspicious: "Go and call Li Ying to pick me up." ”

Lin Yu leaned against the wall of the carriage so that he would not pay attention to it and slip down and faint to the ground.

There was no sound outside the carriage, did Lin Yun go to find Li Ying?

Her consciousness began to fragment, although she could still wake up from time to time and try to open her eyes, but Lin Yu only felt more and more sleepy, and her eyelids became heavier and heavier.

How long has Lin Yun been gone?

Time, how long has passed?

Gradually, she began to be unable to think.

How did Li Ying ...... Not yet...... Come......

He would...... Come on......

Just when her consciousness was blurred again, and her body against the wall could no longer maintain a sitting position, and began to unconsciously fall forward, a familiar voice finally came from outside the door curtain: "Ah Yu? ”

Ah, here he comes.

Lin Yu suddenly felt at ease, and then completely fell into darkness.

……

Li Ying heard the muffled sound of a heavy object falling to the ground in the carriage, and she sensed that something was wrong.

His expression changed, and he entered the carriage without the permission of his master, and did not forget to apologize in a low voice: "Ayu, I'm sorry, I'm going to overstep." ”

Although he was blindfolded in front of outsiders and seemed to be unable to move, Li Ying's posture when he jumped into the carriage was very light and agile, which made Lin Yun on the side stunned.

When the curtain of the carriage was lifted, I saw that inside the carriage, Lin Yu fell to the ground, unconscious.

Li Ying anxiously rushed to her side and turned her over so as not to suffocate face down. He took her into his arms, and saw the blood spilling from her lips and the red hem of her clothes.

Lin Yun was about to scream, and the nurse who followed Li Ying was waiting by the carriage, and when she saw that he was abnormal, she quickly grabbed his wrist. I don't know where she detained, it hurt so much that Lin Yun's body was numb, and he couldn't scream.

The nurse said: "I'm afraid that the lady of the Lin family will have to stay in the Star Gate for a while, and the little brother should not make a fuss, just stay with her." ”

Li Ying didn't care about the movement here, he carried Lin Yu out of the carriage, there was an extra person in his arms, and when he jumped out of the car, he was still as light as a waterfowl skimming the lake.

He hurried past the nurse, hugged Lin Yu and walked towards the Xingmen Temple, leaving only a quick and tough word: "Go find the doctor!" ”