Chapter 62: Don't Leave Me
Lin Yu looked at Lin Heng's sneering expression, and had a faint sense of foreboding in his heart.
Does she believe Zhu Rongzhan?
Do you believe that the "husband" who has been dependent on her for two or three years and gets along more and more harmoniously?
Believe in His Love?
Lin Yu only knows that human nature cannot stand the test, and the same is true of the so-called love.
If Zhu Rongzhan could explain to her face-to-face, explain to her that he had to send her to the palace as a hostage, and then pay attention to appeasing her emotions, maybe she would still have some confidence.
can collude with others like this, coax her to leave with lies, cut her first and then play, and send her away without communication, Lin Yu only felt a slight chill in his heart.
She was afraid that she would trust him, and her expectations would be too high, and in the end she would fall into despair.
But she couldn't do anything but trust him.
The feeling of not being able to make your own decisions and can only wait for others to decide your own destiny, Lin Yu has experienced it once, and she never wants to go through it a second time.
Her heart sank, and she looked at the scenery outside the window without saying a word, and didn't have the heart to pay attention to Lin Heng anymore.
Lin Heng tried to say a few words to her again, but when she was silent and bored, she didn't bother to say more. Halfway through the trip, he suddenly pulled down Lin Yu's curtain forcefully, and said impatiently: "Sister, you have a special identity now, be careful to be remembered by others." β
Lin Yu wanted to open the car window again, but he was angry to find that the window was locked from the outside. She tried to push the door again, and sure enough, it was locked.
This kind of contemptuous treatment of escorting prisoners made Lin Yu feel that the situation might not be too good.
Soon, Lin Heng's voice came through the closed car window, and a sullen voice came: "Sister, the people in the palace are coming to pick you up, and I will send my brother here." β
The carriage stopped for a moment, then started again, and since then, Lin Yu has never heard Lin Heng's voice again, nor has he heard a familiar voice again.
The feeling of being in an unfamiliar environment and watching yourself come to an end is chilling.
Gradually realizing that I was being given up and losing my way of life felt like slowly suffocating.
Lin Yu also thought about it, is there any misunderstanding in this?
When she was under house arrest in the palace, she also thought-
Maybe he'll come to her rescue......
Maybe she'll be able to go back safely eventually.
But death came, and those expectations were meaningless.
The human heart is incomprehensible.
One never knows what's going on in another person's mind.
Lin Yu could only draw conclusions from his actions and results, and finally came to his own conclusion - close to Zhu Rongzhan, dangerous.
But Zhu Rongzhan said......
She did not die because of him, on the contrary, he died to save her.
Is this possible?
Lin Yu couldn't accept such subversive news for a while, she looked at Zhu Rongzhan as if she had never known him, and said incredulously: "Does Your Highness mean that in a dream, the people in the palace robbed me, and His Highness stormed the palace and died in order to save me?" β
"Yes!" Zhu Rongzhan cut the railway.
"That's a rebellion ......"
Zhu Rongzhan said in a low voice: "I don't care. β
Lin Yu looked at him confused, dazed, and at a loss.
She had been hiding the fact that she had memories of her past life, but now, she realized that if she wanted to find out the truth, she would probably have to confront him face to face with everything she had experienced.
The experience of the two parties is so different, either Zhu Rongzhan maliciously lied, or someone deliberately did it.
If there is another mastermind behind the scenes, how vicious and terrible are that person's methods?
"Your Highness......"
"Huh?"
"What I dreamed of is not quite the same as what you dreamed of."
Hearing this, Zhu Rongzhan's face suddenly bloomed with surprise: "Ah Yu!?" You- are you- are you recovering the memories we had together?! β
As he spoke, he excitedly opened his arms to hug her, but Lin Yu hurriedly reached out against his chest and pushed him away: "Your Highness! Dead weight! β
Zhu Rongzhan put down his hand aggrievedly: "Oh...... But why not? β
"Listen to me first."
"Okay," he looked at her with a blank eye, "you name it." β
Lin Yu carefully said, "Your Highness, do you remember that when we first met, my father said that the night before, I had a nightmare? β
In fact, it was just a lie that Lin Yan said to hide her vomiting blood, but at this time, it was just used as an excuse.
Zhu Rongzhan said: "I naturally remember...... Don't!? β
His eyes widened, "Did you regain your memory then?!" Then why are youβthen why didn't you come to me and not come backββ!? β
"Because I thought it was just a strange dream."
"Dreams? Do you think it's just a dream? Don't you think that everything in the dream comes to life, as if something that really happened, and more like we have experienced it ourselves, and time has gone back in time? β
Lin Yu bit her to death, this is a dream, not a memory of a previous life.
Zhu Rongzhan had no choice but to say unhappily: "Okay, no wonder our dreams are different." β
"After I married His Highness in my dream, His Highness didn't like me at first."
Zhu Rongzhan immediately objected: "I don't dislike you!" Okay, okay...... It did at first...... But I just don't know much about you! β
Lin Yu shook his head: "I remember that the queen mother was not satisfied with me at that time, no matter what I did, it made her angry and dissatisfied, so much so that she issued an order to reprimand, set rules for me when I entered the palace to ask for peace, embarrassed me, but treated Luo Liangdi very favorably." β
"What! The queen mother turned out to be ...... If you don't tell me, I'll help you! β
"In short, after marrying His Highness, I am not happy. But it doesn't matter, because if I marry someone else, it may not be much better. β
"Ah Yu, don't say that......"
"So gradually I got used to it. Until one day, His Highness suddenly said to me, you have pampered my personal maid Bai Lu. You were very fond of her, and you were very obedient to her, and you were angry with me for this, and reprimanded me for not letting her do some maid things as a lady. β
"So you dreamed of this!" Zhu Rongzhan was so anxious that he almost swore to the sky: "I didn't touch her!" I really didn't touch her! I was- I was a big fool at the time, thinking that the Lin family could be connected, and Bai Lu was just a conduit for contact, because Ah Yu you didn't want to...... And I wanted her to stay away from you, not to reprimand you! She is the person next to you, and I am afraid that the Lin clan will order her to be unfavorable to you...... I was wrong, and I definitely won't do this kind of thing again! In the future, I only need you a wife, and all the nobles will get out of the way!" β
ββ¦β¦ Later, you were deposed as a concubine. β
"Uh-huh! Let's see the truth in the midst of adversity, depend on each other, and never give up, this is always the same as what I dreamed!? β
"You asked my brother to pick me up."
"Yes. He said that your mother misses you. β
"You said he rushed back halfway to ask for help, and said that I was intercepted."
"Yes!"
"But in my dream, he said to me that it was you who had colluded with him beforehand, and feared that I would not be willing, so you first tricked me into a carriage in the name of going home to visit my relatives, and then sent me to the palace. He said that the Son of Heaven was seriously ill and was suspicious of you, and in order to protect himself, you sent his wife to the palace as a hostage. Outsiders thought that we had a deep relationship, so the Son of Heaven relaxed his vigilance against you, but that night, you rebelled...... Completely disregarding my safety. The Son of Heaven was furious and ordered me to be ...... Strangled with white silk. β
As soon as Lin Yu's words fell, Zhu Rongzhan rushed up and hugged her tightly in his arms, as if he wanted to be one with her.
"I'm sorry......" he kissed her hair, his voice hurting: "I'm sorry, I shouldn't have let people take you, I'm sorry, I didn't save your ......"
Lin Yu was dumbfounded for a moment, and he didn't know how to react.
Seeing that she was silent, Zhu Rongzhan hurriedly let go of her again, "Ah, Ah Yu doesn't like me to hug you suddenly, right?" I couldn't hold back for a while, and I won't be next timeββ! β
But he couldn't help but reach out again, lifted her curtain, and gently touched her neck with his fingertips.
Lin Yu trembled, subconsciously covered his neck, and took a big step back.
"I'm sorry!" Zhu Rongzhan hurriedly caught up, "I'm just thinking...... I'm afraid you're going to be in a lot of pain...... It's going to be painful......"
Lin Yu was silent for a moment, and when he spoke again, his voice became hoarse: "Then Your Highness, how did you die after raising the army?" β
Zhu Rongzhan was categorical: "Kill yourself." β
Lin Yu felt that his tone was wrong, and showed a suspicious look at him.
"Good...... Well, in fact, I didn't have much impression of the outside world anymore, and my brain was dizzy...... I wanted to kill myself, but by that time the crossbowmen were already in place and aimed at me, and I wasn't sure if I would have killed myself or been killed by random arrows, but I thought, if I had killed myself, would I have felt more or less the same pain as Ah Yu? I heard someone say that you are dead, and I thought, how lonely it is for Ah Yu to go to Huangquan alone, everyone says that the underworld is gloomy and dark, and I have to hurry up and go with you. β
Zhu Rongzhan carefully took Lin Yu's hand, with a broken light in his eyes, and looked at her pitifully: "Don't leave me." β