Xu Xiang and Lin Yu returned to the Lin Mansion without saying a word.

Xu Xiang looked at her several times halfway, as if she wanted to say something, but in the end she didn't speak. Lin Yu pretended not to know.

Lin Yan didn't come to see Lin Yu, which made her feel relaxed.

She returned to her courtyard, where the servants were still familiar faces. They knelt on the ground and happily welcomed Lin Yu back.

Lin Yu smiled, said a few words to reassure them, and then went into the back room alone, collapsed on the bed, only feeling tired.

What she experienced today was too complicated, and if she could fall asleep and wake up, she might be much better. It's a pity that Lin Yu had already taken a lunch break in the Star Gate View before, and now he is lying on the bed, his thoughts are complicated, but he can't close his eyes.

She had to get out of bed again and look for a few books to read, but when she turned the pages, she couldn't read a word.

When a maid saw her get up, she hurriedly came in to serve, but her expression was cramped and uneasy, and her demeanor was clumsy and out of order.

After all, they were all rough maids who could only wait outside the house, but after Bai Lu left, Lin Yu didn't want to find another personal maid, and Xu Xiang and Lin Yan didn't arrange a new one for her, which caused the maids in Lin Yu's courtyard to be a little at a loss, and they didn't know what to do with those personal maids.

Although it was very unpleasant to watch the master's family do it herself, she came in, but she didn't know what to do at this time.

Seeing this, Lin Yu said, "Go and bring my piano." ”

With a clear order, the maid breathed a sigh of relief, and hurriedly turned around and ran out.

But after not running a few steps, she turned back timidly and said cautiously: "Miss, is it a guqin or a zheng?" ”

Lin Yu only saw that she was embarrassed, so she casually ordered, so that she could not be so nervous, no matter what she took, listening to her question at this moment, she couldn't help but be stunned, and then thought about it carefully.

"Let's do it."

The maid shouted loudly, "Eh! With a bang, he turned around and ran, which amused Lin Yu.

When the maid came back with the zither and the piano stand, she asked, "Your name is Chunhua, isn't it?" ”

The maid was flattered and said, "Yes! The slave is called Chunhua! ”

She had a round face, and clumsily lowered the stand in the crook of her arm, but the stand that was not opened could not stand on the ground, and as soon as she withdrew her hand, she fell to the ground with a crackling sound.

Chunhua was startled, and hurriedly bent down to pick it up, but the kite she was holding in her hand was too long, supporting the ground, she couldn't squat, and the whole person was sweating profusely.

Lin Yu smiled.

She bent down to lift the stand and prop it up, only to think that the girl looked like a reckless fawn.

They put the kite together and Chunhua looked at Lin Yu nervously, very worried about being scolded. Seeing that she didn't say anything, I was grateful and wanted to perform better.

She tried to remember what Bai Lu would do before: "Miss, do you want to play the piano?" Do you want to be incense? ”

"Hmm......" Lin Yu wanted to say no, but after thinking about it, smelling the fragrance and calming his nerves, maybe it really helped. She sighed, "Okay. ”

"What incense do you want?"

Lin Yu was silent for a moment: "Wind and frost spectrum." ”

Chunhua immediately took the order: "Yes." ”

But if it was Bai Lu, she would definitely be surprised, because Lin Yu almost never ordered the wind and frost spectrum.

In the eyes of others, it was Lin Yu's most hated spice, although some were purchased, they were always stacked in the warehouse, and no one touched them.

What's more, the Wind and Frost Spectrum is not suitable for ignition now.

Lin Yu needed some aromas that could calm her mind and calm her mind, and a calm and rich agarwood was better. The aroma of white sandalwood in the wind and frost spectrum is too clear and cold, but it is refreshing.

But only Lin Yu knew that it was an incense that was very similar to the smell on Chen Ci's body.

It's not that she doesn't like it, she just doesn't dare to ......

I didn't dare to light the incense, I didn't dare to smell the familiar smell, I didn't dare to recall the familiar person.

But she's been through so much today.

Everything that happened in the second life was flashed back in front of Lin Yu's eyes, Zhu Rongzhan's shining eyes, Li Ying's lost pale face, and the appearance of Cangtao......

Lin Yu hooked a string and plucked it vigorously.

There was a "buzzing" sound on the piano, and the sound was full, and her fingertips ached faintly.

Chen Ci's smile soon emerged from the depths of his memory.

Lin Yu thought fiercely in his heart: Then just fight poison with poison and think about it all over again.

If Zhu Rongzhan can dream, if Cangtao's abnormal behavior is also because of "dreaming", then Chen Ci ...... He......

Is it possible for him to dream about something?

What if he came to her too?

No, Lin Yu, who do you think you are? It's self-inflicted! If he really remembers, he will only get as far away from you as possible!

Lin Yu played the tune almost frantically, and said to himself in his heart, didn't you hurt him badly enough?

Chunhua came back with the incense burner.

Seeing that Lin Yu was engrossed in playing, she cautiously didn't dare to disturb her, but just quietly approached and put the incense burner aside.

She couldn't tell what it was, she just thought it was good. She knew that Miss's piano skills were very powerful, and everyone said that Lin's Ayu's piano sound was the best in Beijing.

While others could only play ancient songs that had been handed down, the young lady was already able to play her own tunes. Many tunes have been passed down to the people, recited for a while, and are popular to this day.

Chunhua stood aside and looked at Lin Yu adoringly.

And Lin Yu didn't notice the little maid's gaze, she smelled the aroma of the wind and frost spectrum, and only felt that her whole body seemed to be running through a faint current, and she seemed to be in Chen Ci's arms again in a trance.

She put her arms around his waist, the young man's waist was thin and tight, and she buried her head in his neck, smelling the refreshing aroma coming from him.

"Do you think there will be a day? Ah Yu? His voice was soft and deep: "A day when everyone is equal, and fate is decided by merit rather than birth?" ”

"Yes." Lin Yu said categorically: "There will definitely be a day." ”

How confident she was then.

If it were now, she would probably have lost that kind of eloquent spirit.

She would smile wryly and be silent, then carefully hide her true thoughts, trying to euphemistically express it in a way that wouldn't hurt: "Maybe." However, at present, it may be difficult for us to see that day. ”

She's changed.

It's changed so much.

Today, she may be no different from other flashy and extravagant daughters in the eyes of Chen Ci.

He probably won't fall in love with her again.

If he also dreamed of the memories of his previous life and came to see her, I'm afraid he would be very disappointed.

Lin Yu stopped playing her hand, and she savored the word - "disappointment".

On the way back, when she was playing just now, even when she was talking to Chunhua, her mind didn't stop for a moment.

She thought about it a lot.

For example, at present, marrying Li Ying is still the best choice.

Even if in the second life, the Li family is really behind the scenes, or the worst and worst result - Li Ying is the one who put her to death, Lin Yu can also convince himself that everyone has a different position and does not mind.

Anyway, in this life, Li Ying will not attack her again, but will shelter her, wouldn't it be good?

Isn't all she wants to survive?

But in order to survive, do you have to compromise step by step?

How far is compromise enough?

Yes, she's sensible, she's calm, she's cautious, she's smart. But if she continues like this, she will become more and more unrecognizable, and less and less like herself.

If a time-traveler is no different from a native ancient in the end, it only proves that her soul has long been killed by this era.

Thinking of this, a chill surged in Lin Yu's heart.

So no matter what, will she die?

Death or soul destruction?