Shu Yin saw Lin Yu's speechless expression.

He realized that he had not been able to fulfill her order of "don't tell bad words", and his face suddenly darkened: "...... I see, I shouldn't have told you that. ”

Looking at his dejected appearance, Lin Yu couldn't help but be amused by him: "It's me who is being talked about, why do you look more hit than me?" ”

"I messed up my errand."

"Forget it, in a way, it's true that I'm good-looking."

Shu Yin raised his head again, and he looked at her in surprise for a while: "I know why Jiazi said that everyone wants to be transferred to the lady's courtyard." ”

Lin Yu also figured out a little self-knowledge: "Because I am lenient, I almost don't interfere with them." ”

"Yes, in the lady's yard, it's better to be lazy."

Lin Yu smiled: "You also want to be lazy? ”

"I won't be lazy, I just don't think it's good to be a lady like this."

"Why not?"

"No one will do anything for you. If you do something wrong and don't punish it, you lose your awe. ”

"Maybe." Lin Yu looked into the distance: "But I don't care." I don't want to spend a little more time on people I don't care about and don't care about, they don't do their best, they don't do their best, they love to be lazy, they want to say that I'm okay behind my back. ”

As long as I'm happy, I'm comfortable.

Another manifestation of becoming more and more utilitarian is to focus more and more on oneself.

The courage that was wiped out by the first life was actually resurrected in the second life when she was self-reliant, because with the years of life when Zhu Rongzhan was abolished, Lin Yu was given the confidence to live on her own, and in the third life in Beirong, her wildness grew more and more, and now, she has been crushed, tempered, and re-tempered and recast by this world.

She knows that some things must be taken seriously, and if she doesn't like it, she must do her best, such as the etiquette in the face of superiors, no matter how tedious and boring it is, she must smile and appear willing;

And there are some things that are important but not necessary, such as socializing.

Anyway, if you do it all over again, no matter how close you once were, you will return to strangeness. Whether it is love or hate, in the end, Lin Yu is the only one who bears the burden, which is too heavy.

She doesn't need friends, and she doesn't need enemies.

Whether it is the interaction between the daughters of the family before getting married, or the diplomacy of the wife after getting married, this kind of thing, Lin Yu is ready to give up directly in this life, and does not plan to spend any more energy.

She didn't even bother to maintain the exchanges between the "levelers", and the exchanges between her subordinates and servants were even reduced to a minimum.

Shu Yin was silent for a while, and suddenly said, "You will make people very angry like this." ”

Lin Yu was taken aback: "Huh? ”

"No one in sight."

Lin Yu was even more surprised, she smiled and said, "Do you still know idioms?" It's amazing! ”

"Don't you care about anything?"

"Of course I still want to live. I want to live happily. ”

"Then I wanted to kill you, why don't you care?"

"What did you say that you once wanted to kill me...... Lin Yu seemed to feel very funny: "Even if it is someone who has really killed me, as long as it can make my life better now, won't I do nothing?" ”

Shu Yin naturally couldn't understand what she was saying. He was puzzled: "Childe ......"

"Huh?"

"Childe said that there are many people in this world who just live for the sake of living, but they don't know what they live for."

"Is he talking about himself?"

"It's not. Childe used to live for the family. ”

"Before?"

"Yes, now Aunt Dong says that he doesn't regard the Li family as important as he does."

Lin Yu was noncommittal: "What about you?" What are you living for? ”

"In order to repay Childe's kindness, in order to complete every task that Childe ordered."

"What about yourself? Don't you have something you want to do yourself? ”

Shu Yin shook his head: "Childe's wish is my wish, as long as I can fulfill Childe's wish, I feel that my life is worthwhile." ”

Lin Yu glanced at him and sighed lightly.

"I don't understand, why should a lady live if she doesn't care about anything? What is the purpose of living like this? ”

"Maybe it's just because there's hope."

"Hope for what?"

"It has been said that a person's life has no meaning, so it is up to the person himself to give meaning. I guess I still want to...... Can we have a day when people will be understood and supported......? ”

Shu Yin suddenly came to his senses: "Is my son-in-law that person?" ”

Lin Yu looked into the distance and was distracted: "I thought he was for a while. ”

"Ever?"

But Lin Yu had already retracted his gaze and no longer answered: "I saw the honor guard of the Son of Heaven, and the safari meeting is about to begin." ”

She was away from everyone before, hiding in a secluded place alone, but now she is back among the Lin clansmen, Shu Yin is just a guard, and it is not good to talk to her again, so she has to be silent.

As everyone lined up neatly, waiting for the honor guard to pass through in the arranged position, Lin Yu knelt on the ground with everyone to welcome the arrival of the Son of Heaven and the King of Beirong.

Oh, not only the Son of Heaven and the King of Beirong, but also the crown prince Zhu Rongzhan was also in the queue, accompanying the king.

First of all, the inner attendant held the flag, looked at it from afar, the flag was displayed, like a cloud like the sea, then the maid holding the bird's tail fan, and then the team of music, these attendants, palace maids and musicians, all wore splendid Luo clothes, very luxurious.

Accompanied by the sound of music, the swords and halberds of the guards were guarded around the imperial chariot of the Son of Heaven, and the three most valuable guests of honor finally appeared with great dignity.

When the Son of Heaven stepped down and walked hand in hand with the King of Beirong to the first seat, Zhu Rongzhan also had to walk behind Cangtao, but his legs and feet were inconvenient, and the Son of Heaven took pity on him and allowed him to ride Xiaoyu on this occasion without having to walk.

After the three nobles took their seats, Lin Yu got up with the others.

Because it was not a serious occasion like the court, many young ladies were bold, raised their heads curiously, looked directly at their faces, and whispered something to the sisters around them from time to time, smiling shyly.

People always love freshness, so most people will look at Cangtao first.

His long curly golden hair glittering in the sun, his golden-green eyes as clear as fine gems, his exotic deep eyebrows, his unruly look completely different from that of the men of the Central Plains, and his tall figure as strong as a horse.

Then, when some people had seen enough of the freshness, they would turn to take a peek at Zhu Rongzhan.

He lowered his eyes and followed the Son of Heaven, not seeing joy or anger, just quietly listening to the conversation between the Son of Heaven and Cangtao.

He has a stunning appearance, like a good woman, under the sun, black hair like silk, plump and moist, skin as white as jade, eyebrows and eyes like picturesque, at the moment his expression is calm, showing a majestic and steady side.

With these two young and handsome young heroes in front of him, even if the Son of Heaven is the most powerful, it is difficult to attract too much attention. But there are still some noble women who are very bold, and they are ready to move against the Son of Heaven.

Although today's son is old, he can only vaguely see the handsome shadow of his youth from between the loose skin and flesh, but the Son of Heaven and the queen have been in love for many years, even though the queen was very beautiful when she was young, and now she is already old, there are always some people who are ambitious and want to rely on their youth and beauty to fight for the favor of the Son of Heaven.

People's hearts are like the sea, and people's hearts are like prisons.

Where there are many people, there are thousands of desires.

Lin Yu took a deep breath and could understand why Li Ying hated socializing with outsiders so much.

If she could, she also wanted to have a place like the Star Gate, which belonged to her, where she could hide safely and comfortably.

(End of chapter)