Chapter 102: Despicable and Self-inflicted

The ghost sent the gods, Lin Yu raised his face and looked at Zhu Rongzhan. For some reason, he looked down at her and made eye contact with her.

Many thoughts flashed through Lin Yu's heart: Did Zhu Rongzhan realize that there was something suspicious about his fall from the horse? Did he suspect her? Did he think of Li Ying?

Zhu Rongzhan raised his hand and gestured. She tensed, subconsciously thinking that he had ordered the entourage behind her to detain her.

But what he said was: "Send two people over to see if Yuan Qing needs help." ”

The two guards took the order and left.

Zhu Rongzhan looked at Lin Yu, and then slowly leaned down again and approached her.

She quickly lowered her eyes, no longer looking directly at his face, and could only see a white neck in her sight, the Adam's apple showing male hormones, wrapped in a white silk collar, lined like a delicate work of art carved from ivory.

The artwork approached her, her gaze lowering to see his folded collar outlining his flat and broad chest, and his tight belt pinching his slender waist.

She saw that he was straight, with almost no wrinkles at the hem of his shirt, as if a pair of invisible hands had caressed his body, meticulously arranging his clothes.

But if those hands really existed, how could they spare his waist and legs?

It was a pair of hands that when you saw Zhu Rongzhan, you couldn't help but be imagined.

Because everybody wants it to be their own hands.

Zhu Rongzhan's beauty has never been limited to his handsome and unparalleled appearance, but also his Zhilan jade tree-like posture and graceful demeanor.

Probably because he had maintained this elevated posture for too long, Lin Yu's hand holding the horsewhip trembled slightly.

Zhu Rongzhan's slender fingers rested between her hands and grasped the horsewhip in her hand.

His palms were broad and his fingers were slender, but when they were placed with hers, it was still evident that the male fingers were thicker and stronger.

Lin Yu thought that she probably didn't reserve enough space, so Zhu Rongzhan's hand almost filled the space between her hands.

His skin seemed to be pressed against hers.

It's a bit of a cross of the line for their current relationship.

But fortunately, the warm touch was fleeting, because Zhu Rongzhan did not stop after holding the horsewhip, and took it away from Lin Yu's hand.

Lin Yu didn't dare to hesitate and quickly let go of his hand, and vaguely smelled the fragrance of agarwood escaping from Zhu Rongzhan's collar and cuffs.

She heard him call another person: "I forgot this whip just now, and then call someone to send it over." ”

An attendant stepped forward respectfully, took the horse whip from Zhu Rongzhan's hand, and left in a hurry.

At this time, the guards around Zhu Rongzhan were already a little less.

They were silent for a while.

Lin Yu thought, why didn't Zhu Rongzhan leave? Is it waiting for the attendant who sent the whip to come back? Shouldn't she be more sensible and find an excuse to leave?

Staying like this all the time, it was like she didn't want to leave and deliberately stayed by Zhu Rongzhan's side, which was really embarrassing.

But she was worried that Zhu Rongzhan would encounter a plot, even if she left now, she still had to follow him, so why don't you just talk to him and try it?

"Your Highness......"

"You ......"

They actually spoke at the same time.

Lin Yu and Zhu Rongzhan were both stunned.

"Yes?"

"What?"

The second time they spoke, they bumped into each other again, and the two were silent again.

Seeing that the chamberlain who gave the horsewhip was about to return, Lin Yu finally spoke again: "Your Highness, do you also want to participate in the safari?" ”

Zhu Rongzhan's tone suddenly stiffened back: "Don't think too much, it has nothing to do with you." ”

Lin Yu didn't think about it this way, but when he said this, he was stunned: "Yes, it's just ......"

"Just?"

It's just that I'm worried that you're in danger.

Especially after Shu Yin left, Luo Yuanqing fell off his horse, and Lin Yu was even more jealous of Xingmen Guan, and he was even more worried about Zhu Rongzhan's safety.

But she knew she couldn't say that, but how could she say it?

After finding that with his own position, there was actually no way to persuade him directly, Lin Yu was silent for a long time, and could only helplessly euphemistically: "Lin Shen's road is dangerous, I hope Your Highness ...... Stay safe. ”

As soon as she finished speaking, Zhu Rongzhan suddenly jumped off the horse, startling the people around her.

He stumbled when he landed, Lin Yu was the closest, and in shock, he reached out to hold his arm without thinking, and subconsciously leaned his shoulder into his arms to make a supporting gesture.

But Zhu Rongzhan actually doesn't need the support of others, and he can stand firm alone.

He glanced at Lin Yu, this time closer than just now when one was on the horse and the other was under the horse.

Lin Yu could see every one of his eyelashes, and he could see his own reflection in his clear pupils.

She realized that she was overreacting, and that it would be too much trouble for the prince to fall from his horse and fall in front of her.

Lin Yu was a little embarrassed and wanted to let go and retreat, but Zhu Rongzhan grabbed his wrist.

"Come here, I have something to tell you alone."

He pulled Lin Yu to the side, leaving behind the guards who had also jumped off his horse in a hurry when he landed.

Hearing what the prince said, the guards had no choice but to stand in place in embarrassment and watch them leave.

Lin Yu was afraid that he would be too far away from the guards and someone would take advantage of him, so he hurriedly said, "Don't go too far!" ”

Zhu Rongzhan was obedient and soon stopped as he said.

They were still in the guard's line of sight, but as long as they kept their voices down, their voices wouldn't pass.

Zhu Rongzhan stared at Lin Yu and said, "I have something to tell you. ”

"What?"

"I will kill Li Ying."

Lin Yu was stunned.

"Me and the Li family, never die."

"For ...... What? ”

Did he find anything?

And......

Lin Yu said softly, "Why do you want to tell me? ”

"I'm not threatening you, I'm just ......" Zhu Rongzhan paused: "Ah Yu, I don't want you to be hurt in any way, especially I don't want to hurt you, but you said that you like Li Ying, I don't want to force you, but I can only say that if I ascend the throne, the Li family will be destroyed." ”

“……”

"You," Zhu Rongzhan said in a low voice, "Is there anything you want to say to me?" ”

Lin Yu was silent.

She shook her head slowly: "I have nothing to say. ”

Li Ying killed her, she could choose to stay by his side, but he also killed Zhu Rongzhan, if Zhu Rongzhan chose to kill him, what qualifications did Lin Yu have to oppose and stop him?

If Zhu Rongzhan hadn't found out the truth, maybe Li Ying would still have the possibility of being loyal to him to the end of his life, but he had already touched the edge of the truth by tracking Lin Hui and tracking Tang Chun before, once he found out that all the conspiracies in his previous life came from the Li family, of course he would have to fight with the Li family endlessly, because he and the Li family could no longer coexist.

If Li does not die, he himself will be forever shrouded in the haze of death.

Lin Yu knew all of this, and because she knew everything, she was more aware of one thing-

Zhu Rongzhan has never given up on her from her previous life to this life.

It's her.

It was she who gave up on him.

Lin Yu once believed that in order to live for himself and live better for himself, even if he was selfish, it was not despicable.

But looking at Zhu Rongzhan and his slightly reddened eyes, Lin Yu asked himself repeatedly:

Are you sure?

Isn't it really despicable?

When she knew the truth, but chose to trade with Li Ying, continued to deceive Zhu Rongzhan, and gave up Zhu Rongzhan for the "freedom" she wanted, she had already stood with Li Ying and became his accomplice.

Liability.

Cangtao said that Zhu Rongzhan chose to take on the responsibility of being the crown prince for his family, so he would choose Luo's daughter.

Lin Yu asked herself, what about her? What are her responsibilities? Is everything she does too selfish?

But in the second life, didn't she also fulfill her duties as a daughter, her responsibility to the Lin family, and enter the palace as a concubine? She gave up her personal will and chose responsibility, but what was the result?

Since then, she has decided that the so-called "for the sake of her family" and "for others" are nothing more than a hypocritical moral kidnapping, and that living for herself - her own interests are the first priority.

But if this is the truth, why does she feel so weak and painful when she looks at Zhu Rongzhan now?

Zhu Rongzhan looked at her, and slowly, a pain of disappointment appeared on his face, and the hand that was holding her slowly let go.

He said in a dry voice: "It's the palace that is abrupt." ”

Seeing Lin Yu bowing his head and not speaking, he smiled bitterly: "I thought that you appeared there with me." I thought you wanted to see me, I thought you ...... And I still have me in my heart. ”

He looked up at the sky, and Lin Yu heard a faint sniffing voice: "It's the palace that is self-inflicted." ”

(End of chapter)