Chapter 153: What About Me

Lin Yu subconsciously sat in front of the chessboard, but she felt that it was a bit of a pretense to be stupid to observe the chess game, so she raised her hand and took off her hair bun - when Aunt Dong pulled her hair too tightly, her scalp was a little painful along the way.

The hair that had just been washed was still damp, and when it was draped, it instantly emitted a strong smell of balm.

She quickly curled her hair back up, anyway, when she met her "ex-boyfriend...... Or when she is an "ex-husband", Lin Yu hopes that her image can appear to be at ease, rather than embarrassed and nervous.

When negotiating, it seems calm and relaxed, and you can't feel the depth, but you can also have the upper hand in momentum.

However, although she moved quickly, when the door was pushed open, Lin Yu was only half done.

She raised her hand and looked at the man at the door, meeting Cangtao's beautiful golden-green eyes.

Lin Yu was slightly stunned, and then calmly pushed the hairpin in his hand into the bun.

Cangtao was also stunned.

He watched her lower her hands, a few strands of hair from her ears slipping down and hanging down to her face, and he came back to his senses and closed the door with a look of surprise.

"Ah Yu!"

Lin Yu smiled politely: "Long time no see." ”

Cang Tao strode in front of her, a pair of eyes stared straight at her face, and the expression on his face seemed to be happy as if there was no haze, "You came to me?" Why don't you deliver me a letter? I'll just go find you! ”

He squatted in front of Lin Yu very naturally, held her hand, and said with concern: "I heard that you are sick, very sick." ”

Lin Yu hesitated for a moment, and after hesitating between greeting one or two first, and getting straight to the point, he slowly withdrew his hand.

"Cangtao, I'm here to ask for Zhu Rongzhan's antidote."

Cang Tao was stunned.

"What?"

"He disappeared because he was taken away by the Beirong people and poisoned himself. The poison of Beijon. ”

The smile on Cangtao's face froze for a moment, and then slowly disappeared.

Lin Yu didn't want to make the atmosphere too stiff: "You have an antidote, right?" ”

"Is Ah Yu suspicious of me about something?"

"I just think that you are the king of Beirong and should be able to solve this problem." Lin Yu said: "After all, Zhu Rongzhan is only good for you to be alive. ”

Cangtao's expression turned cold, and he stood up and looked at her condescendingly. When his face was expressionless, Lin Yu couldn't see through his thoughts, and he felt panic in his heart.

His appearance is very deceitful, and once he puts on his face, he will give people the illusion that tenderness and love are illusory; But once he laughs, it will make people think that his coldness and indifference are fake.

So when Lin Yu recalled the past tense and described Cangtao in front of Li Ying, he thought that he was very good to her. But once she met those unsmiling eyes, she often wondered if she had really been loved by him.

Perhaps, he has been lying to her.

But what good is this for Cangtao?

Lin Yu thought that maybe it was her own psychological problem, because she always doubted that she would not be loved.

"You're not sick." Cangtao didn't answer Lin Yu's words. "I went to your mansion to look for you, but the Lin mansion didn't allow me to see you."

Listening to his tone, he seemed to think that Lin Yu deliberately didn't see him, and now he came to him, but it was for other men.

Lin Yu explained: "I was not in the Lin Mansion for a while. ”

"And where did you go?"

“…… Hedong. ”

Cangtao looked at her with a strange look: "How did you get over?" ”

"Follow the convoy of disaster relief workers."

"Luo Yuanqing?"

But even if Luo Yuanqing has a clear identity as a disaster relief envoy, Lin Yu ran away from home without permission, and speaking out is definitely not the behavior of a noble girl.

"His life and death are unknown, you dare to leave everything to find him, so affectionate?"

"He has been gracious to me."

"What?"

Lin Yu lowered his eyes and looked at the chessboard in his hand, swept away the chess pieces on it, and cleared a blank space.

Then she picked up a white seed, placed it in the center, and pushed out another black seed, pushing it underneath the white seed.

"Baizi is me, this sunspot is Zhu Rongzhan." Lin Yu thought, starting from the beginning now, involving Chen Ci will only make things more and more complicated, not to mention that the antidote is only about Zhu Rongzhan and Cangtao, so it should be enough to start directly from the second life. "In my dreams with him, I married him."

She succinctly explained what happened in the "dream", "In the end, he died for me. ”

Cangtao listened coldly.

"Then, I went back to the time when everything hadn't started yet, I misunderstood that Zhu Rongzhan gave up on me, so I didn't want to marry him again, so I chose Beirong."

Lin Yu launched the second sunspot, which was next to the white one that represented Zhu Rongzhan.

"That's you."

"Ah Yu," Cang Tao suddenly said, "Are you really a goddess?" ”

Lin Yu was stunned: "What?" ”

"You can see the future! The dreams you see are all possible futures, so in fact, Zhu Rongzhan didn't really die for you, but you saw one of the possibilities - but it hasn't happened yet, and it won't happen again. You don't owe him anything. ”

This is the first time Lin Yu has heard of this view.

She laughed angrily and funny: "Then according to what you said, everything I experienced before was just an illusion, when is that real?" Now? ”

"That's right." Cang Tao said: "It's real now, so Ah Yu, you don't have to pay too much attention to everything before, they may not have really happened." Only me, only me now, is real to you. ”

"I do feel very real now, just as real as the first few times I was in 'dreams'. If you want to say that the 'dreams' I experienced were just illusions, then now, standing in front of me, are you just a glimpse of the 'possibility of the future' that I have seen? If you weren't, then Zhu Rongzhan wasn't at that time. Lin Yu said: "He really gave up his life for me, I am sure of this." ”

“……”

Lin Yu said: "We have come a long way. Actually, the question is very simple - will you give me an antidote? If you want Beirong to prosper, it doesn't have to be by force, there will always be deaths in war, your subordinates and vassals, those warriors of Beirong...... They are known for their fearlessness and pride in their bravery, but ...... Is it bad to be alive? Is it really more satisfying to die in battle than to be alive with your parents, wife and children, to watch your children grow up, to gallop on the grassland on horseback, and to drink and eat meat with your friends? ”

Cang Tao was silent, his eyes seemed to be examining Lin Yu.

So she stood up and took the initiative to walk towards Cangtao, "I promise you that as long as Zhu Rongzhan can survive, he will definitely propose to the Son of Heaven to establish a commercial market with Beirong, and if he can ascend the throne in the future, he will definitely agree to trade with Beirong for a long and stable time, how about it?" ”

"For the sake of Zhu Rongzhan, you will not hesitate to find him at the expense of your own reputation and safety, and for him, you will not hesitate to risk yourself to come to me. Just because he gave up his life for you. Cang Tao smiled mockingly: "What about me? Didn't I give up my life for you? ”