Chapter 158: A Sincere Game
When he was angry and ready to continue, Lin Yu lowered his eyes and said, "Before you die, can't you help me finish it first?" ”
Cangtao obviously didn't expect her to say this, and was stunned for a moment.
"My luck...... Now that I think about it, it's actually not bad, and most of the people I've met are very good. Because of you, I feel that this world is not unbearable. Lin Yu looked at him and said, "Do you know what I was most afraid of when I was with you?" ”
Cang Tao hesitated for a moment and slowly shook his head.
"I'm most afraid that you will leave me first." Lin Yu's eyes gradually reddened, "When I am with you, I feel the happiest, you shelter me and pamper me, no matter when, I will feel very relieved when I see you, so the thing I am most afraid of is to lose you one day." ”
"You ......"
"You said that children are my protection after you die, but if you are gone, it makes no sense for me to continue to live in this world." Lin Yu really thought about it in her previous life, she pinned all her happiness on Cangtao's body, and she didn't even lose his courage to live independently: "I thought about us growing old together, whenever I think of your old age, I pray silently in my heart, praying that I can go before you, and it is best for us to die together in our sleep, so I don't have to bear the pain of losing you, I don't even know what to do if you are not there one day." ”
What she said was her own fear from the heart, so Cangtao could feel that sincerity.
They have been estranged a lot these days, but those ice-like barriers melted away in the blink of an eye under Lin Yu's fiery speech.
Cang Tao reached out and hugged her into his arms, and Lin Yu naturally wrapped his arms around his back.
She whispered, as if extremely dissatisfied and aggrieved: "You haven't hugged me like this for a long time." ”
Cangtao's voice softened, and it was incredibly gentle: "I can hold you like this every day in the future." ”
"I've always missed you...... When I first started this life, I had nightmares, and I habitually felt that you were by my side, but I wanted to look for you, but you were not there......"
"I ...... too"
"Huh?"
He rubbed her neck socket and whispered, "I miss you too." ”
Lin Yu hugged him tighter and rubbed his chest with satisfaction.
"I have nothing reluctant to be with you." She said, "But I'm afraid that if I get pregnant, what will I do if I have a difficult birth?" I don't want to die in such pain. ”
"We have Heaven forbid, no."
"If God can only bless one thing, I want it to bless us to grow old together, and then die in our sleep, without experiencing the pain of aging and illness."
Cangtao stroked her long hair and groaned silently.
"So," Lin Yu said, "can you agree to open a business exchange market with Zhu Rongzhan?" ”
Cang Tao's embrace let go a little, and he doubted: "Your next step, do you still want me to hand over his antidote?" ”
"If you feel more comfortable controlling his life in this way, you can not give him an antidote, just give him an antidote to extend his life every once in a while, but ...... It's better to communicate on an equal footing than to hold grudges, right? ”
Cang Tao disagreed: "Anyway, I have already snatched his crown princess, doesn't he have a grudge against me?" ”
Lin Yu immediately pinched his waist fiercely, Cang Tao was caught off guard, and gasped with a "hiss".
"Ah Yu!?"
Lin Yu feigned anger and said: "I said it all!" I am willing to marry you! also snatched his crown princess, I think you have a habit of robbing other people's wives! I rejected him and said I didn't want to marry him! Are you a pervert!? ”
Cang Tao paused: "No, you didn't refuse because of me, you are because of Li Ying!" ”
Lin Yu was straightforward: "Because at that time, I thought that marrying you was also a dead end, I thought to myself, I love you so much, but you still want to sacrifice me in the end, do you know how painful and sad I am?!" Why can't I go to someone else? You said! ”
"I didn't sacrifice you!" Cangtao said loudly: "I said, I'm going to save you!" ”
Lin Yu said angrily: "Why are you so loud? You're yelling at me?! ”
Cangtao immediately lowered his voice: "I don't have ......"
Seeing that his momentum had slowed down, Lin Yu immediately took advantage of the victory to pursue: "So why are you unwilling to cooperate with Zhu Rongzhan?" You have to fight, do you? How many of your subordinates are enough for you to die like this? If you want to dominate the grassland, how many battles will you have to fight between the seven tribes? How many people will be killed or wounded? You still don't want to make peace with Datu, do you still want to fight with Datu? In the end, there is no one in Beirong, I'll see what you do! ”
“……”
Lin Yu grabbed him by the collar and shook it vigorously, like persecution, and like coquettishness: "Do you agree or not!" I didn't say this simply to save Zhu Rongzhan, I also thought about Beirong, this world is so big - in addition to Beirong and Datu, there are many, many other rich lands, can't we stop staring at that one-third of an acre of land and fighting around, let's go to open up a new continent, and then the whole continent will be Beirong's, isn't it? ”
Cangtao's tone had loosened somewhat. He said helplessly: "How do you know that there are many other rich places?" ”
"You always say that I am blessed by the gods, and I dream that the gods have given me dreams!"
Cang Tao smiled: "Don't talk nonsense about you." ”
"Then are you willing to cooperate with Zhu Rongzhan?"
"You tell me where you were going first."
"What's going where?"
"Broke away from the Lin family and refused to become the crown princess, but came to me in search of an antidote. If Zhu Rongzhan is not poisoned, you don't have to come to me, where are you going to go? ”
“……”
Although it is not difficult to pretend that he still has feelings for him through the sincerity he had given to Cangtao in his previous life, deep down, Lin Yu did not trust him as much as he trusted Zhu Rongzhan.
In the final analysis, it was because Zhu Rongzhan's behavior was guaranteed by Li Ying, but no one could prove Cangtao's statement.
Although Lin Yu wanted to believe him very much, and tended to feel that he was not lying to herself, whenever she wanted to trust Cangtao completely, there would always be a trace of doubt in her heart:
What if he really gave up on me in the end?
Even Li Ying, the person who once killed her with his own hands, trusted Lin Yu more than Cangtao.
Sometimes she thinks this situation is too strange, but how many people in this world can be like Li Ying, who can hide from her and not say anything, but they all confess everything?
So now, do you want to tell him about the Chen Ci and the Mantis Arm Army?
This is a critical node, if it is some kind of game option, I am afraid it must be archived first, but Lin Yu does not have the option to archive, once you choose the wrong one, it is not so easy to get closer to Cangtao.
Not only that, but the previous foreshadowing will also be regarded as a lie by him, and her sincerity will also be questioned.
There is also the matter of Zhu Rongzhan......
Cangtao is afraid that it will be even more difficult to agree to hand over the antidote.