Chapter 86: Is the Result Important, or Is the Process Important?
People shouldn't like cloudy days.
The lush green leaves of the street trees are dyed gray-green, so if you are in a bad mood and go out on a cloudy day, it will be even worse.
But man is a creature who likes the new and hates the old.
If you stay on a rainy day for a long time, you will miss the brightness of a sunny day; After a long sunny day, I will miss the silence of a rainy day.
Ever since I met Aakura, it's been a sunny day, and Shiina Kirishi thinks it's not good.
If it's cloudy today, it shouldn't be far away if it rains, right?
He stood at the bus stop with his guitar in his hand.
Two minutes later, bus No. 13 came from a distance and stopped steadily at the bus stop.
Shiina Kiri was the last to get on the bus.
As soon as he stepped on the steps of the bus with his left foot, he heard a familiar voice.
"Shiina-kun!"
He turned his head and saw Kazuki Kobayakawa running from not far away.
She doesn't run with her hands between her hands like other girls... Running, but running with the same strides as the boys, looking handsome.
Shiina Kirishi reacted at this time, the reason why she didn't find out that the class president was a girl for a year is probably because her usual behavior is not much different from that of boys, right?
But running is a thing......
There's no need to run around with the squad leader, right?
"Mr. Driver, can you wait, my friend will be here soon."
Shiina Kirishi pointed to Kobayakawa Kazuki, who was running not far away, and looked up at the bus driver and said.
The driver's uncle with sunglasses didn't speak, but glanced in the direction he was pointing and nodded.
To be honest, Shiina Kiri doesn't know why she wears sunglasses on cloudy days.
Probably because it's cool.
After the meeting, Kobayakawa Kazuki ran to his side, stroked his chest and gasped. "Good morning, Shiina-kun."
"Good morning."
After Kazuki Kobayakawa took another breath.
"Let's get in the car first, squad leader."
Shiina Kiri turned sideways and let Kazuki Kobayakawa go up first.
"Okay."
The two quickly got into the car.
The bus slammed its doors shut and drove off into the distance.
Shiina Kiri didn't notice that there was a black car diagonally across the corner from the road.
Aokuna sat in the back seat, leaning against the window, watching the blue bus he and Kazuki Kobayakawa were riding depart.
It wasn't until the bus disappeared from sight that she withdrew her gaze.
"Shiina-kun?"
……
"Squad leader, can you please accompany me to the guitar club to return the guitar during the lunch break?"
This guitar is a full order, and the price is not cheap, estimated to cost two or three hundred thousand yen, and it may be more expensive.
And it looks very new, it should be maintained often, and the owner of the guitar must cherish it.
"Shiina-kun, don't you use it?"
Kazuki Kobayakawa glanced at the guitar behind him.
"The show is over, and I don't need it anymore."
"Don't you like guitars very much? The owner of this guitar is my friend, her family is very rich, there are twenty or thirty guitars like this, you can use them first, and I will just talk to her. ”
There are twenty or thirty guitars of this type......
Shiina Kiri was speechless for a while.
'Rich people are damned, and I want to be rich too. ’
So the guitar is so new because it hasn't been used much at all?
It's like a collector, buying your favorite guitar style and eating ashes.
"Forget it, I'm going to buy one myself, and I've been using other people's bad ones."
It's still a bit difficult to buy such a good guitar under the current conditions, but buying a cheaper one doesn't affect the acquisition of proficiency and upgrading "guitar" skills.
"Okay."
Kazuki Kobayakawa nodded.
"I'll take it for you at noon."
"Then it's going to be a hassle for the class leader." Shiina Kiri laughed.
"It's okay, it's all buddies." Kazuki Kobayakawa lifted his chin.
Shiina fog. “……”
The two were silent for a while.
"Shiina-kun, do you think the process or the result is important?"
Kazuki Kobayakawa looked at the scenery outside the car window and said to himself.
'Is the process or the result important?' Shiina Kiri repeated this sentence in the bottom of his heart.
Kazuki Kobayakawa would always ask him some very esoteric questions.
For example, last time, "The first person is important, or the dying person is important".
He looked at her somewhat sassy side face and said thoughtfully.
"It's all important."
"What if you could only choose one?" Kazuki Kobayakawa asked again.
"You can only choose one." Shiina Kiri smacked his tongue.
He thinks that Kazuki Kobayakawa can be a psychological counselor, and he can ask others if they are not sick.
"Then I'll choose the result." Shiina Kiriji Groaning Meeting.
"Why?"
Kazuki Kobayakawa turned his head to look at him, and Shiina Kiri seemed to see the light in her eyes hidden behind her large black-rimmed glasses.
It's glaring.
She seemed to be expecting his answer, and he didn't know why he felt that way.
"Because if the result is good, the process will not be too bad." Shiina Kiri paused after speaking, and then continued.
"If the result is bad, then no matter how good the process is, it is a pity. I don't like regrets, I want the best. ”
If it's really the same as the blue subtitles say, life is a galgame, then he must play the most happy ending.
Because of regret or something, it's the most disgusting.
"Yes." Kazuki Kobayakawa nodded.
"What does the squad leader think?"
"Me? Don't tell you. Kobayakawa Kazuki looked at him and shook his head slightly.
Shiina fog. “……”
"Then don't ask me these philosophical questions next time, and I won't tell you."
Shiina Kirishi felt that their current conversation was quite like a conversation between boyfriend and girlfriend, and at this time he really couldn't see her thoughts, and at this time he would really think that she liked him.
I don't know if it's an illusion.
In fact, even if it's not an illusion, Shiina Kiri can only be regarded as an illusion now.
How much appetite to eat, the current situation is the most stable.
If you are in too much of a hurry, it is easy to make mistakes.
If the game is wrong, you can still roll it back and reopen it, but what about life?
Take your time.
"No way!" Kazuki Kobayakawa gave him a punch.
"That's not fair, buddies have to be fair." Shiina Kiri said.
"I'll tell you later."
Kobayakawa Kazuki said after a short silence.
Later......
That's a long time.
Shiina didn't ask any more because she obviously didn't want to say it, there was no point in dwelling.
"Okay."
"Hmm." Kazuki Kobayakawa continued to look out the window, which was gray.
Yesterday, she didn't actually agree to Aokongna's request.
But there is no difference.
In what capacity should she stop Aokorna's actions?
She's Aokuna's older sister, but she's just a friend of Shiina Kiri.
But she seems to already know the answer to the question last time.
As for the answer to this question.
She feels that the process is more important.
This is true for her, and it is true for that half-sister.
They have different lives, but they have the same answer to this question.