030 If you can't wait, don't wait

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In the end, Nie Ning even simply closed her eyes, obviously appreciating the kind of artistic conception she said.

There is no doubt that Nie Ning is the most beautiful woman in the stone room, when she closes her eyes in such a tense atmosphere in a clean blue and white cloth dress, and looks up slightly like a little girl praying, everyone can't help but be silent, attracted by it, and also attracted by the kind of artistic conception she describes.

This is a woman who has had a painful experience, but she is also a woman who is as innocent as a little girl, very contradictory, but this is the real her.

At this time, no one had to doubt the truth of what she said, because there was a red light. If she lied, or said something that was not her own experience, her personal feelings, then she must have died a long time ago.

Faced with this scene, Lu Nan, who was on the left side of the stone table, was the first to bow his head. He knew his virtue very well, and he also knew what kind of impression others had because of his words, and he didn't want to become the target of public criticism for revealing the statue of Brother Pig to Nie Ning.

Buye muttered to himself in his heart, but he underestimated this woman.

Under normal circumstances, beauties are often named vases, and the bigger the breasts, the more brainless they are, and the more they will dress up the outer and the more shallow they are. But I have to admit that there are a few women in this world who have both external beauty and internal beauty, and this Nie Ning should be regarded as one.

If Buye knew that before Nie Ning crossed over, he liked to draw light makeup and tie ponytails on the earth, and he dressed himself very capably, and he was also very capable, but I was afraid that his perception of her would be improved.

But that doesn't matter anymore, because that's before the cancer.

After being tormented by cancer for more than half a year, his heart has already changed.

He didn't want to deliberately belittle anyone, but there is a fact that does exist: behind every goddess, there is a man who wants to vomit in bed with her.

Estimating that the time was almost up, he withdrew his gaze from Nie Ning's body and was ready to stand up at any time.

Before that, he had turned his head to look around and calmly looked around at his peers.

Literati are contemptuous of each other, this is a commonality, perhaps to say that these people present will actually look down on each other to a greater or lesser extent after revealing their identities.

Buye felt that he was not in the literary circle before, but in the online literary circle. In that circle, there are naturally such and such situations.

It seems that everyone who enters that circle will want to compete with other peers and compete to prove that they are better than each other.

Buye used to be the same, but after accumulating six years of results, it has been tepid, until he finally saw the signs of rising, but he suffered from cancer again.

As a six-year writer, he actually had a clear positioning of his level early.

Not the top, but by no means bad, he belongs to the level below the top writers. It's a notch lower than the top, that's a fact, even if he's arrogant, he has to admit it.

But it's still the same problem: it was the pre-cancer step ahead.

He was tormented by cancer for more than half a year, but it also injected a spiritual light into his life in the darkest time of his near-death time.

That spiritual light was like the lightning of the night, so that his mind and spirit were freed from the shackles of a stale and rule, and he had to fly higher and farther, even like a pangolin into the dark, hard, cold earth and rock, and drill into places that many people had not yet penetrated.

To put it bluntly, it's actually thinking in pain.

That may not improve his professional level, but it makes his whole person no longer stick to the past, and for the first time, he is out of a certain category.

At this moment, the words finally came out of the red light: "It's time, next." ”

Nie Ning sat down and glanced at Buye.

Buye felt Nie Ning's gaze, but did not turn his head to respond, but stood up directly, paused for two seconds, and smiled slightly after everyone's attention turned around.

The handsome guy's smile is also very good-looking, but no one feels Ayuno's kindness, because his smile is a sneer.

Then, I listened to Buno: "I really didn't expect to meet my peers for the first time in such a way......"

Ayuno was extremely calm, so calm that everyone was surprised, as if he didn't care about life and death at all.

Then, in his sober description, everyone saw the picture below.

In a white hospital room, with white fluorescent lamps and white sheets, a seriously ill young man lay alone on a hospital bed, his eyes staring at the ceiling as if he were dead.

However, his chest was still slightly heaving, and he was still breathing weakly, so he was not dead yet.

At this time, his mind was far less calm than outside, but a fierce and protracted confrontation was going on.

The two sides of the confrontation are the normal him before, and the current demonic nature who has been tortured has the upper hand.

He is an online writer, and this is not a new profession in these years. However, he rarely took the initiative to communicate with his peers, nor did he join the author group, and even dealt with the editor only at every time he signed a new book...... This is very fresh, these days, as an online writer, how can there be a few friends in the circle and not a good editor?

But those only said about his personality, and he wasn't thinking about these things at this time.

He was thinking that he was going to die at a young age, but there were still many things he had not done, many wishes had not been fulfilled, such as watching mirages, such as watching the aurora, such as skydiving, and he was thinking that he had been dancing in shackles all his life, and wanted to dance a beautiful Huaerz under heavy constraints with his own ability, but he couldn't hold it first......

The son wants to raise but does not treat, he is good, and he treats himself but does not treat himself......

It turns out that life is not as long as imagined.

Don't always think "it's never too late to do it later", maybe suddenly there is no future, it's really late.

He couldn't help but wonder if he had survived in another way in this life, would he have been able to fulfill his wishes in advance and dance that beautiful waltz, even if he still had a short life?

The answer is yes.

However, there is a prerequisite for doing so, and that is to break free from the shackles on one's body.

The shackles represent so many things, traditions, morals, rules, conscience, etc......

He was an idealist all his life, respecting the shackles and thinking that doing things in shackles was more respectable, but in the end he became a pragmatist, and saw only the benefits that could be obtained quickly after breaking free from the shackles.

People only have one life, and one life is very short, and they can't do many things with shackles, so why not earn it?

He doesn't care about other people's choices, he only makes choices for himself.

He has an enemy, or one of their families has an enemy. In these years, the Qiu family is also a term that is rarely used, but it just let their family stand up.

The other party is powerful and powerful, and his family is just ordinary people. Many people know who is who is wrong, but because there is too much difference in power and status, justice and fairness are absent, and there is no explanation......

He once thought that when he became famous and rich in the future, he would come to a lawsuit again, or even directly use money to smash it.

But the fact is that his grandfather died with a grudge first, his father has no ability to count on, and he is now going to die......

According to the law, his enemies are not guilty unto death. However, according to the law, his enemies should have at least been imprisoned, but now they are still at large, and the last generation of their family is about to die......

If, as fortune tellers often say, when they meet a noble man in a certain year, they will help their family seek justice, but even if there is a nobleman, how many people in their family are still alive at that time? At least he himself will not be able to see it! Or when a fair and honest leader comes to the town and takes the normal legal route, he will still not see it if he will die at any time.

The most important question is: why wait?!

And why can their enemies continue to enjoy their power when their family is suffering grievances and grievances, and they can bait up and down to lure the sacred "legal sanctions" to a corner that no one can see!

He remembered a classic dialogue from "Private Customization".

"If you have 2oo, are you willing to donate it to public welfare?"

"Yes. ”

"And what if you have 2ooo million?"

"Yes. ”

"And what if you have a car?"

"I don't want to. ”

"Why?"

"Because I really have a car!"

This passage is to say that modern people are all false benevolence and righteousness, and they say all kinds of big things, but once they are real, they will definitely be reluctant.

And lying in the ward, not to mention the car, even his life is about to be lost, at this time he has nothing, there is nothing to be reluctant to.

"I can't afford to wait. In the hospital room, he muttered to himself.

Then the next day, he asked his brother to buy him a lot of firecrackers.

In the silence that followed, in the white hospital room, he no longer thought, but silently peeled the firecrackers and carefully collected the gunpowder.

During the day, when he was in good spirits, he would walk out of the hospital alone and stay at a locksmith's stall in the town for half a day.

A few days later, in a small dark alley, he gasped for breath and walked forward in the darkness as if someone was chasing him from behind. Due to his poor health, he sometimes had to hold his hands against the wall to avoid falling.

Then suddenly, a loud bang sounded in a courtyard dozens of meters behind him!

The sound of broken glass hitting the wall and the barking of dogs broke the silence of the night.

And he, on the other hand, boarded the bicycle at the mouth of the alley and rode crookedly into the long night, and the hearty, happy and coughing laughter became farther and farther away......

If you can't afford to wait, don't wait.