The city is very large, and there are more than 30 million people living in the entire city area, and the vast majority of people live very well.

Of course, there are good and bad everywhere, there are good and bad lives, and naturally there are bad lives.

Jiro Matsuma is one such person who has a bad life.

He is twenty-three years old, a native of Kansai, who did not go to university after graduating from high school, and he came to Tojing with his dreams.

As a result, sad things happened, and his parents and grandmothers died of illness one after another.

This made Matsuma very sad, he sold his hometown house and property, and came to Dongjing with the money, originally planning to make a good career and rebuild the glory of the Matsuma family, but the money was cheated.

He became a complete pauper.

The classmates ridiculed him for not knowing the height of the sky, and the country boy went to Dongjing, saying that he deserved it.

And in Eastview, he doesn't have any bosom friends.

All of a sudden, he lost his confidence, he lost the courage to communicate, and he became withdrawn.

Now he works in a slaughterhouse, which is a hard job, but fortunately the salary is okay, and he works in the freezer, so he doesn't need to communicate with other people, and he doesn't have any social worries.

He likes it, he doesn't have any burdens, he doesn't feel like he needs to think about other people's feelings, and he doesn't get hurt by other people.

After work, he went back to the rental room and collapsed on the bed watching TV.

No friends, no loved ones, no people to communicate with.

He no longer has contact with his classmates in high school, and he doesn't want to fall in love.

He remembered that one day after work, he had already taken a shower, and there was very little fishy smell on his body, but he still smelled it for a girl.

The disgusted expression of that girl, the way she left quickly, Matsuma will never forget for the rest of her life.

Hehe, women are fools who look at appearances, they are superficial and vulgar.

Matsuma thus intends not to fall in love, and he wants to reject the creature of women.

Of course, as an adult man who sells coolies, he is energetic, he sometimes needs to vent, he went to the sex toy store to buy some imitation gadgets, he feels that the effect is not bad, he can be obedient, he can do any position, and he will not dislike him, he likes it very much.

His only anticipation now is new items from the sex shop, which is his biggest monthly expense.

But in the dead of night, when he thinks of his parents and grandmother, he still can't help crying.

Even if classmates, women, and colleagues are all annoying people, but dear parents, parents, and grandmothers will always be the people he respects and loves.

On this day, Matsuma got off work early and then bought a case of beer and some bread and went back to the rental house.

He turned on the TV, unscrewed the beer bottle, and sat on the bed, drinking and watching the show.

I was a little tired from work today, and it was said that the slaughterhouse received a big order, and the boss was very anxious and kept urging them.

Matsuma was a little annoyed, he hated being urged, and his boss was still watching them at work, he hated the feeling of being watched like this, and he almost couldn't help but talk back to his boss at that time.

But in the end, I couldn't help it, it was already very good for a person like him with no education and an average brain to work here.

He loved the job so much that he was reluctant to leave.

After work, he planned to treat himself to a treat and bought beer and bread.

The prime-time TV series is "Calling for Love in the Center of the World", and Matsuma occasionally hears other people discussing this drama on the way to work or in the company cafeteria.

Everybody loved it.

But Matsuma doesn't like it, although this drama is very sad, it still has a sweet love.

When the hero and heroine are together, they are so sweet and greasy.

"It's too fake, women are stupid, they just like rich people and good-looking men, this kind of love can't happen to ordinary people."

But it's probably used to it, even if he thinks "Calling Love in the Center of the World" is fake, he doesn't bother to change the channel, just drinks beer and watches it.

After the show ended, he drank three bottles of beer.

At ten o'clock, the night drama came.

The old drama that ended last night is very ordinary, Matsuma has forgotten what it is, it seems to be a lawyer drama, about a virgin lawyer, it's too fake, where is there so much love in this world, where are there so many kind people.

He didn't look forward to the new drama, just numbly watching the TV.

"My Uncle" - a very common name.

Hey, it's not a Japanese drama, it's a Chinese drama, a story that happened in Shanghai.

Matsuma thought of "Signal" and looked forward to it a little.

People like him no longer believe in love, friendship, and only family affection.

The only TV series he is still interested in is a criminal investigation drama.

The criminal investigation drama is relatively dark, and there are many bad guys in it, which is in line with his understanding of the world.

Not long after, "My Uncle" was launched.

The male protagonist is green - wow, women are really unreliable, they are all sluts, vulgar and superficial.

The male protagonist is suppressed by the leader, the leader is still his junior, or the person who greens him - damn the world, these sluts deserve to die, they pollute the whole world.

The actor's brother and brother have achieved nothing, and he often has to help them, and he is also very filial to his mother - woo woo, I understand this behavior, isn't this me?

The actor's brother and brother stole the bride price money at his niece's wedding, and was found out by his sister-in-law and kicked out - woman, it's really cold-blooded, what's wrong with taking some money?

The actor's younger brother said, second brother, you are the most pitiful, between life and conscience, you are a person who will choose conscience - woo woo, my God, isn't this me?

The heroine appeared, lived a miserable life, lived in a rented house, and was beaten, but she was still filial to her grandmother - woo woo woo, isn't this me? It's really me, this can't be adapted by the screenwriter knowing about me, right?

The heroine is cool, she loves to ignore everyone, and her colleagues don't care about her - woo woo, this is me, this is me.

After the two episodes were played, Matsuma realized that he had only drunk half a bottle of beer.

He put down the beer bottle, bumped it, and collapsed on the bed.

He finds that he is very similar to the heroine of "My Uncle", except that he does not owe usury, but their style of life is almost identical.

It's so tired, it's really too tired for people like us.

Why can't the world treat us well?

But it doesn't matter, we can still live in this world coolly.

Although "My Uncle" is a Chinese drama, it is really good, and I will continue to watch it tomorrow night.

He sat up, then went to take a shower, and the cold water fell down, but it still did not extinguish his fiery heart.

He plans to buy something delicious tomorrow night, buy a steak, or buy a watermelon, and enjoy it while watching the drama at that time, it will definitely be more interesting.

(End of chapter)