Chapter 112: Am I Your Other Half, What?
Zen said that Xiao Mengxin is now because of the great attraction generated by the same soul as me, so she has a strong affection for me, and I also know this.
But he said that once the heat was too high, Xiao Mengxin would have all kinds of judgments against me, and even disgusted with me, so he left me, and resolutely refused to let me tell her that we were the same soul.
"This...", although I was depressed, but thinking about it carefully, I felt that such a thing as two incarnations of one soul was indeed a bit too unbelievable to say.
If I tell other women, hey, we are one soul, the other party will definitely call the police and arrest me.
Although Xiao Mengxin has a good impression of me, if she doesn't understand metaphysics, she may really be able to treat me as a fool.
However, it was hard for me to accept that I knew the real answer but could not say it, and how I wanted to tell her that we were one.
"If you don't want her to run away from you quickly, listen to me, don't forget, you are two extreme individuals, you are an idealist, you are naturally interested in metaphysics, and you value feelings over values."
Zen paused and said again: "And your other half of the soul is indeed an extreme materialist, atheistic, averse to metaphysics, and the value of society is to despise feelings and value value, if you tell her what soul or ghost, it is very likely to cause her disgust, and, for value, do you think you are equal to her value?" ”
"This..."I frowned, how unequal was the value of Xiao Mengxin, it was simply a world apart.
And Zen is right, I am an idealist at the same time, the values of life are also attached to feelings, I think interpersonal relationships and feelings are the most important, the value is dispensable, and the money is enough to eat.
But Zen said that Xiao Mengxin values value and ignore feelings, I feel a little uncomfortable, this beautiful girl, even if she is a materialist, there is no need to be so realistic, after all, people's hearts are flesh and blood.
Moreover, Zen also said that Xiao Mengxin might leave me, how could it be, which made me very sad and my heart ached.
All of this is a long story, but in fact my communication with the Zen mind only happens for a very short time.
At this moment, Xiao Mengxin was still staring at me, she saw me stunned, and asked again: "Xiao An, why didn't you say it?" What did you just want to say, I'm your other half? ”
"I..." My face changed a few times, the thoughts in my mind flickered rapidly, and I took a deep breath and said: "No, it's nothing, eh, I mean, you and I may have had a fate in a previous life, or you may be a good friend of my previous life, or even a partner of the other half, so in this life, we will have a strong affection for each other without knowing each other." ”
I'll try to explain it in a way that she can accept and not be too shocking, so that it doesn't make her wary and disgusted, and maybe increases our mutual affection.
"Am I a friend or even a partner in your past life?" Xiao Mengxin chuckled and shook her head, looked ahead, and said to herself, "Maybe there really is a past life." ”
Judging from her slightly frowning expression, it was obvious that she didn't believe what I said, and it seemed that she really resented me talking about my past and present lives.
In the notion of some die-hard materialists, even if they see ghosts, they will try to prove through some scientific means that ghosts exist in a certain way and structure in this world, and not just ghosts, as those of us in the Xuanmen believe.
At this time, the intersection ahead was already green, and Xiao Mengxin started the car again.
Xiao Mengxin glanced at me from time to time, her expression was melancholy, as if she was pondering something, and I didn't bother her.
The outline of a large hospital gradually appeared in front of it, with many vehicles parked at the entrance and a large number of people entering and leaving.
Although it is the largest hospital in our town, it is only on the fifth floor, and there is an inpatient department behind the hospital.
Zhu Ru's vehicle in front of him slowly slowed down and drove into the range of the hospital.
Xiao Mengxin, who was driving with her, took a deep breath, shook her head and muttered, "It's really strange, I have such a good impression of a stranger, and I actually have the idea of getting married, hehe, this is ridiculous." ”
When I heard this, I felt very uncomfortable in my heart, and I felt that the difference between the thinking of materialism and idealism was too great.
In my feeling, with the intuition of the heart and the guidance of the soul, love is love, love and try to find a way to be together, isn't it over, where do so many things come from.
But Xiao Mengxin has been trying to use her mind and logic to explain what this principle of having a good impression of strangers is all about, which is too grinding.
Since I'm in love, it's not over when I'm together, I'm depressed when I explain so much fart.
Moreover, I found that she was always suspicious of her inner instincts, and hey, the hateful troublesome materialist prefers to explain everything by logic, annoying!
"Hey, my brain should be fine." Xiao Mengxin rubbed her temples, looked at me and said, "Although I don't understand the origin of this intuition and the reason why I have a special affection for you, I can confirm the authenticity of my affection for you, have you had anything to do in the past few days?" ”
"It's fine!" I replied blandly, helpless at her mental analysis, and it seemed that she didn't believe in such a thing as a past or present life.
"Then can you stay with me in town for a few days, I want to figure out where this feeling comes from, maybe I'll find out over time." Xiao Mengxin smiled: "Of course, if you don't want to be with me, I can send you home after the hospital is over." ”
I looked at her and said seriously: "I would love to be with you, because I believe in my inner intuition, our good feelings for each other are absolutely pure, and there is no feeling of value and interest." ”
"Feelings that are not mixed with any values and interests?" Xiao Mengxin smiled and shook her head, "In this material real world, is it possible to have such innocent feelings, it seems to be Anthony's fairy tale, and although you and I have a good impression of each other, after all, it is the first time we meet, where does the relationship come from?" ”
She scoffed a little.
I was speechless, I didn't want to talk to her, I had the opportunity to brainwash her and turn her into an idealist like me.
At this time, the car had slowly stopped in the shadow on the right side of the hospital entrance, and the luxurious and high-end Mercedes-Benz sports car attracted the amazed attention of countless people along the way.
Zhu Ru's car stopped on the left, and Han Xiaoxia glared at us fiercely after getting out of the car and walked into the hospital.
Zhu Ru was waiting for us at the door with a smile.
After Xiao Mengxin untied the belt, she looked at me and smiled: "But, anyway, we are good friends now, right?" ”
We are one, the purest love beyond the world, and you say that we are just good friends...
The path of oneness that I suddenly gave birth to twin flames may not be so easy.
However, what surprised me was that in the short time I was in the car with her, each other's energy fused more, and the feeling of blood being thicker than water made me very comfortable with her, and I didn't want to worry about her.
"Yes." I looked at her and smiled, "We're good friends. ”
"Hehe, okay, let's get off, I have a good impression of you, but I'm also very curious about you, you are so young that you are a gentleman who watches things, look at how you are about to face, the incident of the loss of corpses in the morgue, I am a little curious about the mysterious industry of Mr." After Xiao Mengxin finished speaking, she got out of the car and walked towards the entrance of the hospital.