I took a deep breath with palpitations, thinking about how dangerous it would be to be out there when I would go home early tomorrow morning.

There was a cold touch in my chest, and I took out the seven-star Qiankun card that my grandmother gave me, and whispered, "It seems that this treasure can only cover my cultivation realm, not my breath, otherwise that thing won't detect me." ”

"Hey." Sighing, I looked out the window blankly, the moonlight was like cold water, and after the horror just now, Xiao Mengxin's figure appeared in my mind again.

Lying on the bed, there is still Xiao Mengxin's body fragrance on the quilt, which makes me love and hate it very much.

"Although you are uncomfortable now, it would be nice if you really cultivated to the point of breaking off your desires." Zen comforted me and said: "When that time comes, feelings are not all for you, but just embellishments, and Xiao Mengxin will also take the initiative to pursue you." ”

"She pursued me on her own initiative?" I was stunned.

"That's right, when you focus on spiritual improvement, she will want to return to her soul and want to be with you urgently, and at that time, you may not want to be with her."

Zen paused and said again: "Because you no longer need affection, the road to the unity of the twin flames is also a process of pulling and chasing each other, now you miss her, after a while she will miss you and pursue you, and then you may become a character who refuses." ”

"I'm going to reject her?" I can't believe what Zen said, I still can't wait to be with her, will I really refuse her?

At least for now, I didn't reject her idea.

The dull pain in my heart made me very uncomfortable, and I asked Zen again why she left me and caused me such serious physical damage, it was so terrifying.

Zen said that she was the other me, and after the encounter, the energy had been briefly and initially fused, and when it was separated, it was like a person being cut in half, and my heart would naturally hurt a lot.

However, Zen also said that my heart hurts, and I may open the heart chakra, which is infinitely useful.

I looked at my heart, felt the stinging pain in my heart, and said that her departure can still open my heart chakra?

"Could it be that when my heart hurts, it is the process of opening my heart chakra?" I guessed.

In our human body, there are seven chakras.

I have heard my grandmother mention before that the chakras from bottom to top are the bottom chakra, the abdominal chakra, the navel chakra, the heart chakra, the throat chakra, the eyebrow chakra and the crown chakra.

Each chakra has a vital role in the body, for example, when I am practicing, the vitality will enter the mind from the Sahasrara chakra.

The eyebrow chakra is the degree of perception of the yin and yang eyes and the heavenly eye, and the throat chakra can play a good role in communication.

The heart chakra has its wonderful use.

When everyone opens the heart chakra, the effect on themselves is slightly different, but now is not the time to dwell on that.

I lay on the bed and tossed and turned until dawn, and I couldn't sleep all night, until it was dawn, and it seemed that I slowly fell asleep.

Vaguely, I seemed to dream of Xiao Mengxin again, she was walking slowly in front of me, the road on both sides of the road was shady and the scenery was pleasant.

"Mengxin." I happily chased after her back, but at this moment, a tall and burly man suddenly appeared on her right.

With a height of more than one meter and eight meters, wearing a suit, in my resentful gaze, Xiao Mengxin actually took the initiative to hold the man's hand.

"No!" My heart tingled and I sped forward, I was going to kick the man away.

But no matter how hard I tried to chase them, I couldn't catch up with the two, they walked on the path like a couple, talking and laughing, looking at each other from time to time, tender and sweet.

"Ahh My heart ached so much that I was chasing like crazy, and suddenly, my eyes lit up.

I found myself lying in bed, the blazing sun outside the window piercing through the window, the sky was cloudless, and the wind was beautiful.

However, my heart was as heavy as a cloudy day, and my heart ached violently.

"Ah, it hurts." I clutched my heart and clenched my teeth, "I actually had that kind of dream, Xiao Mengxin, are you really with other men, you traitor to the soul, I want to kill you!! ”

A monstrous hatred filled my mind, I had never hated someone so much.

"What did you dream about?" Zen asked suddenly.

"I dreamed that Xiao Mengxin held a man's hand, I hate her, Zen, is she with other men?" I asked, urging.

"I don't know, it's possible, but it's not necessarily." Zen gave me an ambiguous answer.

"Ahhh I roared angrily, "If you're really with another man, I'm going to kill not only you, but that man." ”

I roared viciously, my eyes red.

"You have to control this thought, you have to go into a state of meditation, you have to give up on her!" Zen instructed.

"No, give up on her? Don't think about it, I'm going to destroy them!" "Anger surged through my chest like the sea.

Normally, love is free, even if a couple breaks up, being with other people is their freedom, and I have no right to interfere.

But I actually have such a huge hatred for Xiao Mengxin, and I still have the idea of killing that man, which really makes me unbelievable.

But I really hate.

"This is the weirdness of the twin flames, love and hate have reached the two extremes, love, you can give each other's lives, hate, you will kill her, normal!" Zen said.

I gasped, looked at the time and was stunned, it was past eleven o'clock, I picked up Xiao Mengxin's letter paper and the photo, put it in my bag, and whispered gloomily, "Xiao Mengxin, I must find you and ask for an understanding..."

I'm going to take this letter and question her face to face.

Although I knew in my heart that I should give up on her, I couldn't control my hatred for her, and I was always struggling with it.

After a brief wash, I took my bag of fruit and went downstairs to check out of my room, and walked to the bus station, where I had eaten nothing last night or this morning, and I had no appetite at all.

After getting in the car, looking at the scenery passing by quickly outside the window, I said in my heart how to tell the second elder when I got home, it was too embarrassing.

My head was buzzing all the way, and when I got out of the car and walked home, my mood changed from anger to sadness, and tears rolled in my eyes.

Like the walking dead, I walked to my grandmother's door in a daze, and when I looked at the door, I was embarrassed to go in.

At this moment, my grandmother came out of the house with a washing basin, and when she saw a person standing at the door, she asked in confusion, "Who, who is standing there?" ”

Grandma took two steps forward, put her right palm on her forehead and looked at it for a moment, and suddenly exclaimed, "Little, Xiao An?" You, why are you back? ”

After my grandmother finished speaking, she hurriedly walked towards me.

When I was found, I walked into the yard with a red face and shame...