Chapter 174: Let's see
"Huanhuan, where are you, if you can come back, Dad will definitely treat you well." He Gui looked up to the sky and sighed, tears falling like rain.
I feel that he is not worthy of pity at all, when Teacher Qiao and He Huanhuan's mother and daughter were there, they didn't know how to cherish it, but one died and the other disappeared, what is the use of knowing regret now?
I rummaged through the burning paper money, thinking of He Huanhuan was very sad, and now my grandmother said that the news that He Huanhuan was still alive was my only spiritual support.
I also fantasized more than once that He Huanhuan would suddenly come back and appear beside me, fantasizing that she would not be humiliated.
Fantasy that He Huanhuan is okay has become my sustenance, otherwise under the double pressure of Xiao Mengxin and her disappearance, I may have collapsed long ago.
Time is very fast, another month has passed, and there is still no news from He Huanhuan, my temperament has changed a lot, and I look taciturn and cold every day.
The mood can no longer be described by the heart as dead ashes, but the heart as if it is completely dead, as the saying goes, people can only grow in pain.
After the tempering of Xiao Mengxin's departure and He Huanhuan's disappearance, I have matured and stabilized a lot, although my heart will still ache faintly from time to time.
But I was able to endure this kind of torment, not crying, more often than not, bearing everything in silence.
And this month's happy thing, my meditation kung fu has improved a lot, Xiao Mengxin really deserves to be the whetstone for me to practice meditation kung fu.
From the beginning of my meditation when I saw her in my mind, I was sometimes angry and hysterical, and now I can control my emotions and thoughts in a preliminary way.
Whenever I meditate, after the figures of Xiao Mengxin and other men reappeared in my mind, although I would subconsciously curse, I would no longer have great mood swings.
I kept telling myself that all this was an illusion and a fake, and then I quietly watched Xiao Mengxin talk sweetly to other men.
There were all kinds of scenes with Xiao Mengxin in my mind, and what she said to me, although I was sad and angry at times, I just didn't move.
Letting all kinds of emotions and thoughts go back and forth, gradually, my mind calmed down and stopped swearing hysterically.
What's even more gratifying is that after three months of meditation and training, my mind has finally condensed into the Void Pill again, and I have re-ascended to the realm of Dzogchen.
Moreover, in the past three months, the sneaks that were sometimes recruited by my pure yin body were all devoured by my Demon God Sword, and there were more than 300 unjust souls in it, which caused the power of the Demon God Sword to increase a lot.
The realm ascension and the strengthening of the Demon God Sword are the only things that I am happy about in the past three months.
Another thing, due to the ascension of my realm, the red egg in my mind actually swelled a lot, the size of a basketball, and there were many cracks, as if a new life was about to be born from it.
Zen said that it must be a creature, and it would be of great use to me, but if it doesn't hatch, who doesn't know what it is.
It is said that after my realm is improved, the creatures in the red egg absorb my vitality energy, and maybe they will break out of the shell, and I am quite looking forward to it.
That night, I had just meditated, and the dream picture of Xiao Mengxin with other men resurfaced in my mind, and they were more and more excessive each time, from holding hands at the beginning, to kissing, to now Xiao Mengxin is wearing very sexy tights to show each other.
My heart tingled instantly, and my chest welled up with rage, and I was about to curse, but soon I controlled my emotions and silently observed the image in my head.
Five minutes later, the picture of Xiao Mengxin and the man disappeared, and then many other distracting thoughts appeared, and these trivial distractions of life usually affect my concentration to some extent.
But since Xiao Mengxin's tempering, I found that these distracting thoughts have not affected my mind at all, compared to Xiao Mengxin's wave-like emotions caused to me, these thoughts are pediatric, which leads me to better enter a state of meditation.
The energy in the universe is constantly entering the mind from the Sahasrara and being absorbed by the Void Pill, and when this Void Pill is completely condensed, I will truly enter the realm of the Second Zen Heaven.
"Whew..."After an hour, I took a deep breath and slowly opened my eyes.
"Not bad." Zen's voice suddenly sounded in my head, "Now you are much stronger than before, and you won't be caused by Xiao Mengxin." ”
"Hmph." I replied coldly, "I must defeat her, torture me with this illusion, I'm not afraid, if there is a kind, I will be more ruthless!" ”
Since I can't get rid of Xiao Mengxin's torture, let's let the torture come more violently, I want to become a strong man in the tempering of blood and fire.
"Don't be too happy, and don't be complacent." Zen suddenly said: "You dreamed that Xiao Mengxin was with other men is just a preliminary stage of training, and there will definitely be more ruthless in the future!" ”
"More ruthless? Can you still dream that Xiao Mengxin rolls the sheets with other men? I said coldly, if that's the case, I don't know if I can calm down.
"Quite possibly." Zen said.
"Hmph, come on, I'm not afraid, what if I dream that she rolls sheets with other men, I'll think it's watching a small movie!" Although I was very calm, I was still very scared inside, and I prayed that I would not dream of that kind of dream, it would definitely be a deeper torture for me.
"Ahem, ahem, ahem..."The grandmother who was lying on the kang suddenly coughed violently, she went down to the ground to get the medicine, and her body really worried me.
Just then, the phone rang.
After Grandma answered the phone, her face changed, "Guijuan, ah? Your old woman is still consuming that piece of land? Isn't she a little sick, the foundation can't be built, so don't build a house anymore, ah? You've got to let me go over and have a look, really, hey..."
Grandma sighed and looked at me on the kang, and said, "I'll take a look and then talk about it, I'll give you a letter these days, ah, okay, don't talk about it yet." ”
After hanging up, I asked my grandmother what was going on.
Grandma said that Gongsun Tianqiang and his grandparents didn't know why, they were like demons, and the land that couldn't be entered with the foundation had just arrived.
In the past four months, there have been no less than twenty masters looking for, and the money for the master alone has soared from 1230,000 at the beginning to 150,000 or 60,000.
But the second elder is like an evil spirit, he wants to build a house there, saying that he has lived for most of his life, he has never suffered a loss, and if a piece of broken land cannot be solved, he will be killed by it, and the second elder will not be tortured by the matter of the land.
Their son, Gongsun Qingtian, was also physically and mentally haggard, and just now entrusted Aunt Zhao Guijuan to call over and ask my grandmother to come over and take a look.
Even if you can't understand what's going on with the land, it's good if you can persuade them to give up the land, after all, my grandmother is here, and they can listen to what she says.
"Grandma, are you going to go over?" I asked.
"Hey, cough, cough..." Grandma coughed and said: "I'm afraid it won't work if I don't go over, if I don't go over, it is estimated that Gongsun will have to drive to our house to pick me up on a sunny day, hey." ”
After speaking, my grandmother looked at me again and said, "It's okay for me to go on a trip, I'm just worried about you, Xiao An..."
"Don't worry, grandma." I patted my chest and said, "I'm fine, although these three months have been quite devastating, but I've also been a lot stronger, you don't have to worry about me, if you want to go, just go, I also want to go to the big city with you to see the world." ”
For more than three months, under the blows of Xiao Mengxin and He Huanhuan, I was like the walking dead, sometimes crying, sometimes angry, my grandmother was very worried about me, she didn't go out to see things, and looked at me almost every inch, but recently I have been much better.
"Xiao An, are you really okay?" Grandma showed a relieved expression and said, "If it's really okay, come with me, and I'll take you to your aunts." ”
My aunt and my uncle both live in Hualian City, but I haven't been there once, I don't know why, it may be a problem with my family conditions, and I am a little repulsive to them, let alone my aunt.
"Grandma." I frowned and said, "Just go to my second aunt and uncle's for a walk, I don't want to go to my aunt's." ”
"That's okay." Grandma sighed and said: "After all, it is your relative, and she will come and go often in the future, and besides, your aunt is not as blind as she was in the first few years, isn't her attitude towards you better in the past few years?" ”
"Hmph." I said coldly: "She has a good attitude towards me, because my eldest sister has found a rich partner when she is out of business, she wants to slap my eldest sister's object, otherwise her attitude towards me can be better than before?" ”
Zhao Guijuan is a snobbish and profitable person, she must be afraid of offending me and causing the eldest sister to be dissatisfied with her, which indirectly affects Xiao Qilei's impression of her.
I knew the woman too well.
"Hey, you kid." Grandma didn't refute my words, shook her head and was silent.
At lunchtime, after my grandfather came back, my grandmother told him about going to Hualian City.
Grandpa behaved very relaxed, and said: "Go, go, just lead Xiao An to go for a walk, it's not a matter of being bored at home all the time, you should be relaxed." ”
"Okay, you can be at home by yourself these days, I'll prepare tomorrow, and I'll leave the day after tomorrow." Grandma said.
However, I was very excited in my heart, and I was about to go to Hualian City to see the sea, but I suddenly thought of Xiao Mengxin, and my mood was low again.
I don't know if I can see her when I go to Hualian City this time, I immediately found her photo and the letter paper, put it in my bag, and whispered gloomily, "Xiao Mengxin, it's okay if I don't see you, if I do, I will drop the letter you wrote on your face and ask you what you thought at the beginning!" ”
It was time for the day of departure, and we had prepared mineral water, toilet paper, and tools for doing things.
Grandma also bought a lot of local eggs, saying that my aunt was in the city and couldn't buy this, so she had to bring them over.
Before leaving, I went to the police station again, but I was still disappointed, and then I sneaked into the backyard of Yin Wenqian's house, squatting under the window and eavesdropping, trying to find evidence that He Huanhuan was abducted by her, but what made me curious was that why did the window curtains close the back window of her house in broad daylight?
Most of the walls in the courtyards of the township residents are only more than one person high, so find a few bricks to put under your feet and stare hard.
I hid under the window, eavesdropping on the movement inside, and suddenly I heard strange noises coming from inside.
"Eun... Uh-huh..."
My heart was beating, this turned out to be a woman's delicate gasp, coupled with the window curtains closed in broad daylight, I immediately knew what was going on.
Is Yin Wenqian doing that kind of thing with He Gui?