I don't know if I want to forgive Xiao Mengxin, I may forgive, but not now.

Immediately afterwards, I made a request to go home, and after getting in the car, Xiao Qilei sent us to the gate of the community, probably tired of playing, and no one spoke on the way.

When I got off the bus at the place, Xiao Mengxin looked at me again and asked, "Xiao An, can't I really go home with you tomorrow?" ”

Xiao Qilei looked at his sister in surprise when he heard this, then looked at me and asked, "Xiao An, do you want to go back tomorrow?" Why are you in such a hurry? There are a lot of places I haven't taken you to. ”

"Next time." I smiled and said, "I'll talk about it next time." ”

I looked at Xiao Mengxin again and said, "You still stay in the big city, our small town can't accommodate you." ”

When Xiao Mengxin heard this, his eyes lowered for a moment, and then he raised his head and said, "Then I'll send you tomorrow, and when I'm in a better mood, I'll go to see you." ”

Xiao Qilei sighed deeply when he heard this, his face stiffened, probably dissatisfied with her sister's weakness and my tough attitude.

"Let's talk about it." After I finished speaking coldly, I turned around and walked towards the community.

"Qilei, let's go back first." After the eldest sister finished speaking, she trotted after me, and the sound of the car driving away came from behind her.

The eldest sister hurriedly hugged my arm and asked, "Xiao An, how are you and Mengxin?" I see she's very sad, you..."

"It's okay, I've been colding her, she wants me to give her a chance, but I refuse." I don't care about the Tao.

"Brother, you are really good, you can make Xiao Mengxin so miserable, you are definitely the first man." After speaking, the eldest sister asked again, "Then what are you going to do, do you really not want to be with Xiao Mengxin in the future?" Also, aren't you afraid that she will be with other men in case she is with other men? ”

I paused, and said with a cold gaze: "She can't escape from the palm of my hand, and besides, she dares to be with other men, otherwise..."

I didn't say the next words, but the cold words scared the eldest sister.

The eldest sister didn't bother with our topic anymore, asked me if I really wanted to leave tomorrow or something, and persuaded me to play for a few more days.

I said I wouldn't play, I almost got it, mainly because I was in a hurry to go back and find out the news of He Huanhuan.

The eldest sister was not reluctant, and then said that she would see my eldest brother tomorrow morning, and when it came to my eldest brother, their boss did pick the door.

Originally, I came to Hualian City this time, and my eldest brother wanted to ask for leave to play with us, but the boss insisted on not giving leave, saying that it was almost the end of the year recently, and he was busy or something.

After returning home, I arranged my itinerary for tomorrow, prepared to see my eldest brother in the morning, and then took the car home at one o'clock in the afternoon, and informed my grandmother.

Grandma didn't have any opinions, and it was more comfortable for her to stay in the countryside than in the city.

After dinner, the eldest sister couldn't tell who she was talking to on the phone, and I went back to my room to meditate and practice, but I couldn't settle down well.

Xiao Mengxin's tearful cheeks kept drifting back and forth in my mind, causing me to feel very depressed.

Actually, sitting on the reef with her by the sea.

I really wanted to forgive her and be with her, but there were two reasons why I rejected her, one was that I couldn't swallow this breath, and the resentment of being hurt had not dissipated, so I was unwilling to forgive her so easily.

But this is not important, the most important point is that Zen has reminded me more than once that the purpose of our meeting is not to fall in love, but to break away from love.

Even though it is painful to refrain from being with the other person you love the most, this is the way to cut off lust.

When I was tempered to the point that I had no idea of Xiao Mengxin being together, I was able to completely cut off my lust and lay a solid foundation for breaking away from reincarnation in the future.

Other than that, I seriously thought that I couldn't rely too much on my feelings.

Although love can make people happy, it is also the biggest weakness and weakest place of human beings.

When the dream bubble of love bursts, even in a strong man, he will become very unbearable, from a seven-foot man to a poor crying slug.

This is the phenomenon of society.

Therefore, I don't want to be bound by love, I want to be strong, and I am also afraid that once I agree to be with Xiao Mengxin, I will fall deeper and be hurt again.

Although my heart still aches from time to time, the compulsive thought of Xiao Mengxin tortures me like a person dying of thirst in the desert.

However, I still have to insist on enduring, at least, for now, and then I will talk about how it will develop.

At nine o'clock, I went to bed.

I had two dreams tonight, one was Xiao Mengxin's tears welling up, rolling on the bed with a heartache, which caused me to be woken up by pain, and when I woke up, there were heartache tears in the corners of my eyes.

But soon I whispered coldly, "Hehe, Xiao Mengxin, you also have today, try the pain of having your heart torn apart, and enjoy the pain of missing me but not being able to be with me." ”

Immediately after that, I continued to sleep, and the second dream actually dreamed of my grandmother, and what made me feel very strange was that the dream scene was very strange and terrifying.

There was a gray mist all around, and there were many huge black chains hanging from the sky, and there was a sonorous sound of gold and iron colliding between them.

In the depths of the mist, dark shadows flashed from time to time, and there was a heart-rending howl.

Just when I was a little scared.

Suddenly, an old lady's cough came from behind her, "Ahem, ahem, ahem..."

I hurriedly looked back, only to see a familiar rickety sound in the mist.

"Grandma, grandma?" My eyes widened in disbelief.

Although I didn't see my grandmother's face, I was extremely sure that the old man in the fog must be my grandmother, not to mention the familiar coughing sound.

"Grandma." I didn't know why my grandmother was here, so I hurriedly ran forward, but my grandmother slowly walked towards the depths of the fog.

"Grandma, grandma!" I shouted, and the blood in my heart was anxiously chased after me as if it had been drained, but no matter how much I tried to catch up.

Grandma kept a close distance from me, and then she gradually disappeared into the depths of the fog under my terrified gaze.

"Grandma!" I screamed, and woke up violently, fine beads of sweat appeared on my forehead.

I took a deep breath and quickly looked around, the room was filled with a cool silver moonlight, beautiful and gloomy.

It's a dream, but how can I dream of that strange dream?

Why did Grandma leave me?

This makes me panic, it can't be a bad hint.

I prayed that nothing would happen to my grandmother, and I looked at the time, and at three o'clock in the morning, I lay down and fell asleep again after a while.

The morning sun shines into the house, and the new day drives away the footprints of the old.

After breakfast.

I took a taxi with my eldest sister to my aunt's house, but Gongsun Qingtian and Tianqiang were not at home, and I didn't know what to do

After a brief tidying up, my aunt drove us in a Buick to the place where my eldest brother worked.

The place where he works is also in a prosperous area, which is a commercial pedestrian street with a dense flow of people.

When I arrived at the place, I was shocked by the place where my eldest brother worked.

The barber shop where the eldest brother works is two stories high, very high-end, and there are two beautiful welcome girls standing at the door.

After entering, I observed that the area of the first floor was about 300 square meters, and there were more than 30 chairs.

Business is booming, customers are doing more than half of it, and the roaring hair dryer is non-stop, but fortunately it is covered by the energetic music.

It's really busy, no wonder the eldest brother is not good at taking leave, and every hairstylist who is busy is also very fashionable and dressed particularly avant-garde.

In my heart, I really deserve to be at the forefront of fashion.

The welcome lady politely asked us if we were after a haircut or a perm.

Those hairstylists stared at our hair with a wistful gaze.

"We're here to find Zhao Dongming." The eldest sister smiled and said politely.

"Zhao Dongming?" The welcome little sister was stunned for a moment, then looked at the stairs leading to the second floor and said, "He's busy on the second floor." ”

When the hairstylists heard that we were looking for someone, they immediately lost interest and went about their own business.

"Okay, thank you." After the eldest sister finished speaking, she helped her grandmother to walk to the second floor.

I followed, but my aunt didn't come in, and walked around the pedestrian street outside.

As a result, as soon as I walked to the second floor, I saw an older brother in a white shirt and black pants and a beret not far away, talking about a woman in her fifties who was sitting on a chair with her hair covered with perms.

"Sister Wu, let me tell you, didn't you consume more than 800 yuan today? It's just half a membership card of 2,000, 2,000 get 1,000 free, after such consumption, you still have more than 2,000 left in the card, which is very suitable..."

The eldest brother was spitting and introducing the membership card, and I felt very funny, but I was also quite shocked by the high cost of this barbershop.

When I was downstairs, I learned that the scissors started at fifty, and when I was curious about the price of the perm, I came up to know that it was more than eight hundred.

The best barber shop in our town, the hair cut is only twenty, and the best potion for perming is more than a hundred, but it turns out that there are more than eight hundred.

And my eldest sister actually recommended that woman get a membership card of 2,000, so expensive, can the other party do it?

Just when I was skeptical.

The woman suddenly showed an intriguing smile and said, "Teacher Dongming, don't talk about a membership card of two thousand, I can handle five thousand, but how about you have to accompany me to dinner at night?" ”

"Huh? Then you better don't do it! My eldest brother's words directly turned the old woman's face pale.

"Poof." My eldest sister laughed and said, "Dongming, look who's coming." ”

Zhao Dongming hurriedly looked at us and said with surprise on his face: "Grandma, brother? Haha, you're here, come and sit inside. ”

The eldest brother hurriedly beckoned us to sit on the sofa inside, arranged for the assistant to pour water for us, and said that he would cut our hair later.

Then I went to busy with the old woman, and they muttered and didn't know what to say, during which I observed the surroundings, which were about the size of the first floor.

The beautifully dressed shampoo girl looked at us curiously from time to time, and two male apprentices actually had explosive hairstyles, and long bangs even blocked half of their faces and one eye.

I said in my heart what kind of hairstyle is this, can I see the road, and later I learned that it was the popular hairstyle to kill Matt back then.