The words of Zen that made me feel very tricky were very difficult to deal with, and what she meant was that we should not have any doubts about each other.

Otherwise, the seeds of doubt in the mind will roll bigger and bigger like a cancer, thus affecting the minds of both sides until it develops to an irreparable step.

Her doubts about my thoughts will form the seeds of doubt in my mind, and vice versa, we must all trust each other completely.

But I trust her, and she doesn't trust me anymore.

It can also be said that she began to doubt me three years ago, so I didn't trust her completely, and I often wondered if she was with other good men.

even doubted whether she really had an inexplicable relationship with Gongsun Tianqiang.

And my suspicion will increase her suspicion of me, like a snowball, and finally turn against each other and break down.

I had to restrain my suspicion of her, or the consequences would be dire.

However, it is difficult to do it in a mess now, and she broke up with me yesterday, which caused me to be suspicious.

If she really loves me, how can she break up so easily, and won't even give me a chance to explain.

"You are a soul, and the soul will not doubt that it is the purest and most beautiful love in the world, and it is all your ego mind and mind that are doing trouble." Zen's voice came again.

yes, that's right, it's all the brains.

Xiao Mengxin suspected that I had a leg with He Huanhuan, and after I broke up, it also led me to suspect that her feelings for me were not pure, and she didn't like a man like me, but an excellent rich man.

Then Zen said that because my soul is a negative energy, it is easier to return to the inside, so my emotions play a dominant role.

In other words, I had to suppress my suspicions about her and control my emotions, so that her emotions would gradually stabilize until she slowly trusted me completely.

If she's emotionally unstable, and I'm suspicious, then it's just adding fuel to the fire, and it will expand into a situation where it can't be ended.

"Whew..."I lay on the bed and took a deep breath, feeling that it was difficult to be completely trusting.

But I kept telling myself in my heart to trust her and force myself to trust her, so that she would be less suspicious of me.

But there is still a thorny problem, even if I completely trust Xiao Mengxin, it is useless.

If she encounters external factors, such as someone gossiping in her ear and provoking our relationship and causing her to doubt me, it will deepen my suspicion of her again.

It's a vicious circle, and it's hard to get to the level where you trust each other completely.

This made me depressed, and I even wanted to give up the path of unity of the twin flames.

Then I asked Zen if there was an easy way for both parties to trust each other completely, even if someone else was sowing discord.

Meditation says that there is no way, first of all, I have to restrain my doubts and other distracting thoughts until the meditation effort deepens and completes oneness.

At that time, there will be no force that will be able to destroy our relationship.

I sighed and closed my eyes tiredly, and fell into a deep sleep, having many chaotic dreams that caused me to wake up dizzy.

Outside the door, there was the sound of He Huanhuan calling me to eat.

It's already seven o'clock, and today's plan is to send He Huanhuan to work in the morning, then go to see the eldest brother, and go to Xiao Mengxin in the afternoon to explain clearly.

After washing up and sitting at the dining table to eat, He Huanhuan acted like no one else, and was not affected by the fact that I asked her last night that she liked me.

"Brother An, what time will we go over in a while." He Huanhuan looked at it and smiled.

"They go to work at nine, let's just go out at half past eight." After I finished speaking, I said, "Today, you will go to the dormitory first." ”

"Oh, okay." He Huanhuan pouted.

After eating, it was almost half past eight o'clock, the eldest sister went out to work, and she didn't seem to be in a good mood, as if she was still entangled in Xiao Qilei's identity.

After eight o'clock, I helped He Huanhuan pack up her daily necessities and go out, she put on the new clothes I bought yesterday, which looked very good.

After leaving the community, I took a taxi and drove towards the entrance of Fanli Underground Shopping Mall.

Fanli is a very famous underground shopping mall in Hualian City, the scale is very large, there are more than 20,000 square meters, a total of three floors, most of the underground floors are sold for food, and there are many shops such as food city.

The second floor is mostly electronics and clothing, while the third floor mainly sells clothing, and when I arrived at the location and went down through the entrance, I was completely stunned by the scene inside.

The crowd is very lively, and the people who visit the mall are young and handsome women, and there are many couples holding hands, full of sunshine and vitality.

Although the decoration style cannot catch up with the high-end shopping malls outside, it is very fashionable and unique.

And when I walked inside, I found that the saleswoman who sold clothes was also very good-looking and fashionable, not to mention slim figures, and most of them were wearing shorts and showing their big white legs.

Either they were wearing black stockings, and I was dazzled, and I thought to myself that the temperature in this underground mall was warm enough.

It's winter outside, and it's exactly the same as summer inside, and He Huanhuan and I, who are wearing cotton clothes, are a little stupid.

I immediately dragged the cotton clothes down, and the same was true for He Huanhuan.

Da Da...

Suddenly, a beautiful woman in black shorts, with her belly button exposed, and yellow hair trotted past me and entered a nail salon.

"Shhhhh

Suddenly there was a pain in my arm, and I saw He Huanhuan pinching my arm with his hand, and I asked curiously, "What are you pinching me for?" ”

"Hmph." He Huanhuan glanced at the nail salon behind him, "Brother An, you like beauties wearing black silk so much, look at your eyeballs are about to fall." ”

"Ahem, what are you talking about?" I coughed and quibbled: "The main thing is that most of the girls here wear shorts and show their thighs, and I'm a little uncomfortable." ”

"So you're just looking at their big white legs?" He Huanhuan showed an unconvinced expression, looked at his legs and said: "Brother, my legs are much smoother, delicate and fairer than theirs, if you want to see me, you can see me, and I will put on black silk to let you see enough one night." ”

"You!" My heart skipped a beat, and I patted her little brain and said, "What do you say, I warn you, I don't care what they wear, but I don't allow you to wear shorts and show your white legs when you work here." ”

Those girls who claim to attract the naked lustful gaze of men in the name of looking good in shorts are scheming prodigal hooves, and I don't want my sister to become such a woman.

"Hmph, you're too stingy, brother." He Huanhuan said a little reluctantly: "You see that most of the girls here wear shorts to show their thighs, and the temperature is still so hot, I..."

"I just can't say no!" I was unceremonious and did not allow her to refute firmly: "I don't care what other people's women wear, it's fine if they don't wear clothes, but you have to dress conservatively, otherwise you will go back to my hometown for me, and I don't care about you." ”

I took a few quick steps forward and pulled her behind me.

"Oh, okay, brother..."He Huanhuan stretched out his voice and came up to grab my arm, "Can't I listen to you?" But I'm always going to wear shorts that go below my knee, right? It's too hot here after all. ”

"This will work, this will definitely work." After I finished speaking, I felt that I was too strict, afraid that she would feel uncomfortable, so I said again: "Huanhuan, brother is all for your good, do you know?" You see..."

I pointed to the greedy gaze of a young man in front of me and said, "Look at how greedy and lustful that man looks at the girl's big white legs, I am a man, and I know what he thinks in his heart, so I don't want your big white legs to be looked at by these hooligans, besides, if I wear a revealing look at a woman, you won't want to." ”

Originally, it was really like this for us men, and it was better for women from other families not to wear clothes.

But the wife of the family must wear it tightly, and she can't be seen by other men on her white legs or sensitive parts, which is a sign of love.

As my younger sister, He Huanhuan, of course, I don't want her to be stared at by wolf-like men all day long, and I am also worried that Huanhuan will learn badly and wear more and more leaks in the future.

"Okay, I see, you inkblot." He Huanhuan glanced at me, and his eyes were staring at the nail salon again.

I thought for a while and said, "If you do your nails, it's okay, except for not wearing revealing clothes, not allowed to go to the bar for dirty occasions, you can do anything else, of course, you can't socialize with people who don't mess around, you..."

"Oh, okay, okay." He Huanhuan frowned and looked at me, "Why are you more inkblot than my mother, like an old lady, take me to that clothing store." ”

"Ahem, I'm doing this for your own good, and besides, I haven't restricted your personal freedom." After I reluctantly retorted, I dialed Xu Xiangfei's phone and asked him where the store he worked was.

Xu Xiangfei was very happy when he learned that I arrived, and said that the store was in the middle of the third floor, called Aimei Clothing Store, and said that he was very busy now and asked me to find it myself, or he would pick me up in person.

I took He Huanhuan's hand, "Let's go." ”

But until I was in my twenties, I couldn't find Xu Xiangfei's work shop, mainly because the underground shopping mall was too big, like a labyrinth.

Not only did I not find a place, but I couldn't find the exit when I went up, and I felt lost.

"Brother." He Huanhuan's head was sweating, "It's too winding here, you better call him and ask him to pick us up." ”

I had to take out the phone and dial it, and after Xu Xiangfei connected, he asked hurriedly, "Xiao An, I just wanted to call you, where have you gone, why haven't you arrived yet." ”

"We're lost, it's too hard to find, it's too big." I looked around, my eyes lit up, and I said, "I'm in front of a Ruili hair salon, you can pick me up." ”

"Okay, you wait for me, I'll be there in five minutes." Xu Xiangfei hung up the phone after speaking.

He Huanhuan looked at the girls in the barbershop in amazement and asked me, "Brother, I can always dye my hair in the future." ”

She has the expression of wanting to blend in with the fashion city.

"Dye a darker color, don't be a neat flower." I said.

He Huanhuan wrinkled his nose at me, saying that he would leave me alone if I called my father, just like a parent who disciplines his children.

"Am I not your parent?" I don't have a good airway.

Soon, Xu Xiangfei's happy call came from behind him, "Xiao An, Huanhuan?" ”

I turned my head to look, my eyes lit up, and I saw Xu Xiangfei wearing half-sleeved sleeves, black plaid pants, beanie shoes, and a top hat on his head, very fashionable.

"Hehe, okay, this one is dressed like a magician." I praised.

"Hehe, where." Xu Xiangfei looked at He Huanhuan again and smiled: "I haven't seen you for a year, Huanhuan has become so beautiful, it is really the eighteenth change of the female university." ”

"Brother Xu, you are also very handsome." He Huanhuan said politely.

"Come with me, Huanhuan's image will definitely attract customers, the performance will be good, and you can make a lot of money." After Xu Xiangfei finished speaking, he led us inside.

While greeting on the way, I asked about the treatment of the store, Xu Xiangfei said that the basic salary is 1,002 plus commission, although the basic salary is not much, but if it sells well, it can earn 3,000 a month.