I comforted my eldest sister and said, "Eldest sister, in short, let's just treat this bad encounter as a life experience, life and death, love and hatred, life is not wonderful because of these things, isn't it?" If it's plain, it's really not interesting. ”

The eldest sister squeezed out a smile, "I found that you have changed now, you are more open than you thought before, I heard grandma say before, when you broke up for the first time, you were going to die or live, either crying or laughing, and you were not lightly hit, and now you have really grown up." ”

My heart said that it is okay not to grow up, people can only grow up in pain, if they do not experience some major events in their lives, then it is difficult for this person's psychological maturity to develop.

But in fact, Xiao Mengxin's incident hit me much more seriously than the first breakup, after all, this time it caused four lives, which is completely different from a simple breakup.

Not only did he break off with Xiao Mengxin, but he also became an enemy, and my heart was indescribably uncomfortable.

But so what, sad and painful, crying and wiping tears can't solve the problem, it's better to comfort yourself and think about the good.

At least I can't make my eldest sister and the people around me worry about it too much on the outside, and when I grow up, I will already bury my wounds in my heart.

After chatting with my eldest sister for a while, I went back to my room to meditate, but my mind was full of Xiao Mengxin's figure, and the fragments of our time together and the sweet words we said kept flashing in my mind.

But the sweetness of the past has become a cloud of the past, I hope to let the wind blow away all this, and I hope that I can have a new beginning.

In addition to Xiao Mengxin, there is another figure in my mind, that is Yang Jinghong, she is wearing a windbreaker today, and the domineering picture of her holding a machete often comes to my mind.

Suddenly, Yang Jinghong.

People live up to their name.

She was like the brightest light in the universe, shining in my eyes.

The knife fell from my hand, my severed hand flew sideways, and the blood was scattered all over the sky, and it was heartening to think about it now.

"What kind of woman is this, she actually relied on her own ability to force the behemoth Xiao family to retreat." While I smiled bitterly, I also secretly admired Yang Jinghong.

At the same time, I am very grateful to her in my heart, I have to say that from the time I met Yang Jinghong to the present, she has been quite interesting to me, and this buddy is worth it.

"But why is she so nice to me?" I suddenly thought about the little man she was going to kill.

Am I the little man she wants to fall in love with and is determined to kill? The birthday is exactly the same, and it makes no sense that it's not me.

But she even quibbled that it must be the repetition of the eight characters of the birthday, or that her master had made a mistake, but I think it is unlikely.

She's lying!

But what made me depressed was that there was no flaw in her face to lie, which made me a little uncontrollable.

Another thing I could not believe that she would fall in love with a little man who was seven or eight years younger than me.

This is unrealistic for an ordinary woman, let alone Yang Jinghong, who has a big grinning female personality and doesn't want to fall in love.

But anyway, I'm going to have to be on my guard, if I'm really that little man, maybe she'll kill me.

And don't look at me when I took the initiative to admit my birthday today, and even asked her to kill me, I was very calm, in fact, I was very panicked in my heart.

Mainly, the Netherworld Trident that my grandmother gave me to protect my life has been carrying with me recently.

Although Yang Jinghong Daoxing is much taller than me, if I really want to kill me, I may not have the ability to protect myself, and I may be able to seriously injure her, or even kill her.

After all, no matter how strong she is, she can't be stronger than the old Dao who almost killed her with a fishing spell when she was head-off.

When I think of that old man, I feel a little frightened now, he is really terrible, I just don't know how far he has recovered after being seriously injured by me.

Will he assassinate me again when I don't pay attention in the future, who is he, why did he kill me, is he a member of the Cult of Evil Gods?

All of this, like a mountain weighing on my heart, also made me sleep.

When I thought of the Cult of the Evil God, I thought of Gongsun Tianqiang again, and I don't know where he ran away.

"He is my lifelong enemy, this cancer must be removed!" While whispering gloomily in my heart, I also thought that when I went to see my grandfather recently, I just tested Aunt Guijuan's tone about the whereabouts of Gongsun Tianqiang.

I looked at the time, it was already past ten o'clock in the middle of the night, and during the meditation, I was thinking about things, and I was dizzy and didn't have the heart to cultivate, so I lay down on the bed and slept.

As a result, it turned out to be Xiao Mengxin, she stood in a similar time tunnel, looking at me with tears and sadness, "Chen Ba'an, you disappointed me so much, how can you be so ruthless, how could that ghost old lady be released by you, it's nothing that I was killed by her, but my aunt's whole family is dead, Chen Ba'an, we have no future." ”

"No, listen to me..."I subconsciously ran forward, but I couldn't catch up with her, and the distance was getting farther and farther away.

Xiao Mengxin said again with tears in her eyes: "You are the person I love the most, and the person I hate the most, you see..."

She pointed to the red handprint on the right side of her face and said: "This slap was made by that man's mother-in-law, I remember, she cares about you so much, she is so good to you, if..."

Xiao Mengxin choked up and said: "Chen Ba'an, if, after we break up, you can meet such a good woman for you, I am also relieved, I can see that she is really good to you, but I also really hate you very much, because I am stingy, I am jealous, and I hate you for cheating me even more, do you have known that man's wife for a long time, otherwise why does she care about you so much, Chen Ba'an, you say." ”

"Mengxin, listen to me, we're really just buddies, you think too much, Mengxin, don't go, Mengxin..." I shouted and chased forward, but her figure was getting farther and farther away, and she was about to disappear at the end of the tunnel.

"Mengxin, don't go." I shouted in pain.

At this moment, her sad voice came from the end, "Chen Ba'an, forget me, do you know, in fact, I really want to forgive you, do you know how desperate and sad I felt when I heard my mother say that the ghost old lady was released by you, I couldn't believe it, but in the end I actually saw the picture of you releasing the ghost old lady, you really make me sad, anyway, my aunt's whole family is dead, it's too late, she is my relative, you say, how can I forgive you." ”

The moment Xiao Mengxin's figure disappeared at the end of the tunnel, a paragraph finally came, "Chen Ba'an, I wish you a good relationship with that man's wife for a hundred years, but I also hope that you can live better than die, because I hate you, you are mine, but you fell into the arms of other women, but, after all, you are the man I loved, in the end, I still hope that you can live happily, goodbye, my favorite, Chen Ba'an." ”

After finishing speaking, Xiao Mengxin disappeared completely, the only glimmer of light at the end of the tunnel was swallowed up by the darkness, and the surrounding space trembled and vibrate, as if the tunnel was about to collapse.

"No, Mengxin, you come back." I shouted to catch up, and the pain in my heart was heard again, and it quickly intensified.

"Mengxin, listen to me!" I shouted unwillingly, and suddenly I howled miserably, and my heart was instantly divided hundreds of times as if it had been cut by a thousand knives.

"Ah!!h I covered my heart and lay on the ground, I rolled from side to side in pain, this time the pain was several times stronger than the first breakup three years ago, it was really better than death.

"Ahh I looked up to the sky and roared, and suddenly I was swallowed up by inhuman pain, and I lost the strength to shout.

The only way to relieve the heart-rending pain is the act of rolling your body and the low roaring and screaming.

In fact, if I hadn't had this dream, I probably wouldn't be as sad and miserable as I am now.

But the words that Xiao Mengxin said just now obviously still have me in my heart.

It's just that she can't forgive me because of the death of her aunt's whole family, and she can't be with me anymore.

This made me very regretful, and at the same time, it also triggered a sore spot in my heart.

We obviously love each other, but in the end we have come to the point of incompatibility.

That's why, the heavens are too cruel to me, if I do it all over again, I will... It's a pity that there are no ifs, it's too late to say anything now.

I don't know how long the pain lasted, but when the pain in my heart gradually subsided, I suddenly woke up and found myself lying on the bed covering my heart.

I was already sweating profusely, my body was convulsing from time to time, and I was like a dead corpse, swallowed up by the sea of despair in my bed.