Chapter 177: Self-blame
This uncomfortable feeling came from Mu Mu's body.
Ningbao actually has a lot of things. Although he was abandoned by his parents shortly after birth, he was picked up by Feng Yuan not long after that, and he didn't suffer anything at all.
Under the love of Feng Yuan and Qingqing, Ning Bao's growth journey can be said to be quite smooth and happy, and he basically did not suffer any major setbacks.
Therefore, this feeling of loss is terrible and unacceptable for Ning Bao. She has family and friends who love her very much, and Ning Bao loves them very much, and she can't accept losing any of them.
But the feeling is just a feeling after all, this cold sense of despair from Mu Mu's body, this feeling of losing everything and having nothing is just a rootless duckweed on Ning Bao's body, without any basis in reality.
Ning Bao took two deep breaths and suppressed this uncomfortable emotion.
……
The despair in the girl's heart should be a hundred or even a thousand times that of Ning Bao, but she is very calm. She grew up and never had anything. Having nothing, it was a very common thing for her, and she had nothing to lose.
Oh no, she also lost her body.
Those people still connected her arm to the girl, after all, the demon clan with such a strong vitality, they caught this one.
The girl watched herself being assembled like a doll, and there was no turmoil in her heart. When the despair reached a certain level, there was no strength to be hysterical, just very calm, calmly wanting to meet his own destruction.
The girl's mind seemed to have a lot of things on her mind, and she couldn't seem to think about anything. She has been imagining a good life lately, but such a good life should not belong to her.
Happiness, that's not something she deserves.
As the days passed, the girl was still alive and well. The lifespan of an immortal cultivator is very long, and as a girl with dragon blood, the lifespan is even longer.
The girls felt that it had been a long time, but it was really a drop in the bucket for their lifespan. At least, she's still in the pup stage. She finally began to feel a little tired, and she couldn't die anyway, so she might as well find something to do for herself.
She can't control her body, and she can't actually control her soul, but she can always "see" something. Although she didn't know how she saw it, after all, she couldn't even open her eyelids.
The girl began to observe the actions of the "decent monks", and she learned some basic golem knowledge, and of course, some side ways.
The demon clans who were captured with the girl have long since died. The girl has seen the captured demons, and she has changed batch after batch, but she has never died.
The girl already wanted to die a little, and she remembered that happy dream less and less, but it was not something she could control. She just studied the puppet techniques that destroyed him day after day, looking forward to her own death or destruction day after day.
Many times, she would look forward to having another dream like that, but she couldn't even remember anything about it.
The girl felt that she was becoming less and less able to remember things......
"How's Mumu doing? Why haven't you woken up yet! ”
Wen Ya didn't make it out, but luckily, when she and Eyeball resisted to the limit, they were taken out by members of the peacekeeping force who came in to search and rescue.
They are now in a makeshift treatment shed, next to many people or pet animals who have fallen unconscious because of the sight of eyeballs. There are several pet beasts from the medical department who are constantly busy, but they are really useless. Nightmare is a skill that outsiders can really not help much.
Ning Bao was huddled in the corner of a medical tent at the moment, holding Mu Mu in his arms, his eyes full of hope to remember looking at a pet beast that looked like a dandelion. The crowd around him was also full of patients with nightmares, and their beast masters or pet beasts.
"Dream dreams."
Sleeping Dandelion screamed helplessly, although in terms of attributes and skills, he should belong to the professional counterpart, but he really can't do anything about the nightmare skill.
He said that the help he can provide is limited, and the most important thing is the patient himself.
Because he was rescued in time, Wen Ya, who did not fall into a nightmare in the end, translated on the side.
To be honest, if you don't look at the eyeballs, there is no way to break the invisibility of the eyeballs. If you look at the eyeballs, you will enter a nightmare again, which is simply an unsolvable problem. Especially for cubs like them, who have not undergone special training and are not of a particularly high level, the failure of the Enlightenment like Eyeball is definitely deadly.
After coming out, Wen Ya saw the others in Ning Bao's dormitory. Their luck was a little better than Ning Bao's, they were rescued earlier, and there were not too many casualties. It can be said that Mu Mu purely acted as a death squad, reminding everyone present at the price of his own snake.
Of course, although Wen Ya was sure that Mu Mu was only thinking about Ning Bao's safety at that moment, it could not be denied that she also saved others at the same time.
Wen Ya lay outside the medical tent and looked at Ning Bao, who was still huddled in the corner:
"It's okay, although Mu Mu is gentle, she is very strong, she will definitely wake up."
If you wake up, you will definitely be able to wake up, but I am afraid that there will be any sequelae after waking up. Of course, Wen Ya didn't say this.
"Hmm."
Ning Bao nodded, but he was still in a trance, looking absent-minded.
After a long time, she slowly spoke:
"Sister Wen Ya, is Ning Bao a willful bad boy?"
"Huh? Why? ”
Wen Ya was resting on her stomach, but when she heard Ning Bao's words, she raised her head again.
"It was Ning Bao who had to come, it was Ning Bao who had to come, and Mu Mu finally agreed."
Ning Bao lowered his head, his shoulders shrugged slightly. Wenya saw big tears fall.
Ning Bao hurriedly stretched out his little hand to wipe it, and his voice was choked:
"Such as... If Ning Bao wasn't so willful, Ning Bao... If you don't have to come, it won't be like this..."
"It's not your problem at all, it's the official problem to solve! It's their job that's wrong, what's your business! ”
Wen Ya felt annoyed, and her tail twitched the ground hard, bringing up a puff of dust.
Damn the official, with this operational ability, he dares to hold an interstellar cub competition! Is it because the cubs who are afraid of the stars don't have psychological problems? It's okay now, Ning Bao has begun to pua himself at a young age.
What does this have to do with Ning Bao! It has nothing to do with all the contestants, they are all victims! If only you could know in advance, who will come to this official virtue!
(End of chapter)