Chapter 59: I Lost Lin Yang

Hearing Zhao Ya's trembling voice, Lin Yang's steps stagnated slightly, and he sighed softly in his heart, knowing that he would definitely not be able to hide today.

Although he said that he was relieved and figured it out now, Zhao Ya was once his favorite girl after all, where did he say that if he could let it go, he could put it all down in an instant.

He, Lin Yang, is also a human being, not a cold-blooded animal, and he can forget all about the person he once liked in such a short period of time.

Therefore, in the face of Zhao Ya taking the initiative to stop herself, Lin Yang still couldn't be indifferent, so he could only turn around slightly, look at Zhao Ya in a fiery red dress calmly, and whispered.

"Hello, Xiaoya, are you looking for me so late?"

Lin Yang's voice was very soft and very polite, but Zhao Ya clearly felt the distance between the two, although Lin Yang was standing in front of him at the moment, but Zhao Ya found that Lin Yang had become a little strange.

This feeling made Zhao Ya's heart feel as uncomfortable as if she had been pricked by a needle, her eyes turned red involuntarily, and she looked at Lin Yang with a smile and said.

"Can't I look for you if I don't have something?"

Lin Yang was slightly silent, and said after a while: "But I have a lot of things to do, and I'm a little busy. ”

The short words made Zhao Ya stunned for a moment, her heart was blocked for a while, and she looked at Lin Yang and smiled reluctantly: "What is so important, I don't even have time to say a word?" ”

"Read a book." Lin Yang said.

"Are you ......" Zhao Ya was slightly annoyed in her heart, turned her head to the side, bit her lip and said, "You like reading so much now?" ”

"yes." Lin Yang smiled slightly, looked at Zhao Ya and said: "I always thought that going to college was a mix of four years, it didn't matter if I read books or not, it didn't matter if my grades were good or bad, and I could get a graduation certificate in the end."

But then I realized that I was wrong, and I always thought about the people who graduated from it, and in the end I couldn't get anything together. ”

"Why?" Zhao Ya lowered her head and asked a little angrily, she didn't understand why Lin Yang suddenly said such a thing now, but instinctively she clearly sensed a trace of abnormality in these words.

Lin Yang looked up at the bright galaxy in the sky slightly, and laughed self-deprecatingly: "Because people who always want to graduate will only be limited to graduation, and people will lose their fighting spirit."

People who don't have fighting spirit will often be unproductive, and their lives will become a mess. No matter who it is, they will feel that this person is particularly unproductive, and then alienate him little by little. ”

Speaking of this, Lin Yang's gaze fell on Zhao Ya's body again, and said with a smile.

In the end, when he was alone on the quiet bank of the river, watching the traffic on the colorful bridge, he realized that the prosperity was only temporary, and in the end nothing would be left.

Whether it is brilliant or lost, it is just a passing moment. In the end, the books that will accompany you will always be those books, and the memories you once had, and nothing else. ”

"Either way, I want to thank everyone who has been present in my life and who has given me fond memories that I will never forget. I will definitely treasure it and go on my own path seriously. ”

"So, I have to hurry up and go to school."

After speaking, Lin Yang turned around slightly, raised his feet and slowly walked forward.

Lin Yang's words made Zhao Ya open her mouth several times to say something, and several times she didn't know where to start, Lin Yang's calm was like a heavy hammer, slamming into her chest, making her almost out of breath in pain.

There seemed to be something about to flow down from the corner of her eyes, Zhao Ya desperately held back, and waited until Lin Yang's back disappeared before slowly squatting on the ground.

I don't know how long it took, suddenly a palm lightly pressed on her shoulder, Zhao Ya raised her head with red and swollen eyes, looked at Tian Fang, who was looking down at her in front of her, and said in a hoarse voice.

"Fangfang ......"

Tian Fang looked at Zhao Ya, who was in tears, with complicated eyes, opened her mouth and didn't know what to say, so she could only gently help her up and reach out to hold her in her arms.

Zhao Ya, who hid in Tian Fang's arms, finally couldn't hold back anymore and began to cry loudly......

Looking at Zhao Ya who was crying sadly, Tian Fang's nose couldn't help but feel sour, and she reached out and gently patted Zhao Ya's back, she also wanted to comfort Zhao Ya, but she couldn't find words that could comfort her.

Although she had long expected that there would be such a day, when this day really came, Tian Fang found that she had thought of comforting words countless times in her mind, and she couldn't say a word.

Therefore, all she can do is to stay by Zhao Ya's side quietly and accompany her through this most helpless time.

I don't know how long the time has passed, but gradually Zhao Ya finally stopped crying, looked at Tian Fang with red eyes, and said sadly: "Fangfang, Lin Yang, he is really gone......"

Tian Fang was silent for a while, and after opening his mouth for a long time, he sighed in his heart, and after all, he didn't say anything.

No matter what you say now, there is no point in saying anything, when Zhao Ya let the opportunity go again and again, such a result was already doomed.

Especially since that night, after Zhao Ya angrily agreed to Sun Sheng's invitation, her fate with Lin Yang has completely come to an end, and there is no possibility of turning back.

Looking at the silent Tian Fang, Zhao Ya felt more and more uncomfortable, and said in a choked voice.

"Fang Fang...... You're right, I really Lin Yang off. ”

"It's also me, who let Lin Yang out of his hands again and again......"

"If I hadn't agreed to Liu Mengmeng's invitation and went to have dinner with Sun Sheng again and again, I wouldn't have been seen by Lin Yang, and Lin Yang wouldn't have gone to Sun Sheng. We won't quarrel, and we won't hurt Lin Yang's heart......"

"I knew that there was something wrong with Liu Mengmeng's words, but I still believed her again and again to hurt Lin Yang."

……

Zhao Ya said sentence by sentence, until the end, she stood completely silent in the cool night breeze, and tears fell uncontrollably down her face, crying her well-dressed makeup.

Tian Fang looked at Zhao Ya, who was lost in the light, and her heart was full of sighs.

Silly girl, do you regret this? But you obviously know everything, why did you give up the opportunity to recover Lin Yang again and again.

And now, Lin Yang is really gone, but you are beginning to regret not being at the beginning, why bother......

The wind blew stronger and stronger, and in this early summer night, it was so cold that people's hearts were cold.

The tears on Zhao Ya's face had long since dried up, and her thin body stood in the wind and trembled gently, and after biting her lip for a long time, she asked in a trembling voice.

"Fang Fang...... Do you think I can still recover Lin Yang? ”