The more she thought about it, the more the tears on Zhao Ya's face couldn't stop falling, and she asked herself over and over again.

If he hadn't listened to Liu Mengmeng's set from the beginning, he wouldn't have quarreled with Lin Yang again and again......

If he hadn't said that sentence at the beginning, would Lin Yang still be with him now?

If he had listened to Tian Fang's words, he and Lin Yang might have been together long ago......

Lin Yang's heart was also a little confused at the moment, he never thought that Zhao Ya would bow his head to himself and say sorry.

If it was placed before, as long as Zhao Ya said sorry, no matter how far away Zhao Ya was from him, he would do his best to return to Zhao Ya as quickly as possible, and guard her for the rest of his life.

But now there was no way for him to turn back, his heart was already scarred, and there was no way to bear any more pain.

From the moment she agreed to Sun Sheng's invitation in front of herself and let herself be ridiculed by everyone, he was completely dead.

They can't go back at all......

It's not that Lin Yang doesn't believe in Zhao Ya, it's that Lin Yang has no way to believe in himself anymore, and he can't do it anymore not to be suspicious of Zhao Ya.

The wind blew, Lin Yang looked at Zhao Ya who was holding him with slightly red eyes, reached out and gently grabbed her wrist, and withdrew from her arms, his voice full of bitter smiles.

"Xiaoya, not every word of sorry can be exchanged for a cold heart......"

Zhao Ya looked at Lin Yang, who kept his distance from herself, and tears flowed out again: "Lin Yang, I know that I was wrong before, and I never considered your feelings.

But I'll change it later, what I said that day was all angry talk, I just wanted to scare you.

You're my boyfriend, how could I hate you......

I know I was too headstrong that day and lost my temper at you without understanding the reason and made you sad.

I promise that it will be changed in the future......

I'm sorry, I ...... Can you forgive me? ”

Facing Zhao Ya, whose face was full of tears and almost pleading with him, Lin Yang closed his eyes in pain. The dim light quietly sprinkled on the two of them.

The air began to be unusually quiet at this moment, so quiet that both of them could clearly hear each other's heartbeats.

Zhao Ya grabbed Lin Yang's sleeves tightly with both hands, looking at Lin Yang with a crystal in her eyes, her teeth clenching her lips.

Even Li Lei and Tian Fang, who were hiding on a street corner in the distance, clearly felt this depression, and both of them held their breath at the same time.

Looking at the two figures in the distance, Tian Fang's nervous palms were soaked with sweat, and he silently cheered for Zhao Ya over and over again in his heart, expecting Lin Yang to forgive Zhao Ya.

But as a brother, Li Lei has a complicated heart at the moment, since he met Su Yao with Lin Yang, although he has not had much contact, Li Lei has recognized her from the bottom of his heart.

Although Su Yao looks ordinary, not as beautiful as Zhao Ya, and doesn't like to talk much, she is strong and shocking. And he really saw that when Lin Yang and Su Yao were together, he was happy from the bottom of his heart.

If Li Lei is really allowed to choose, Li Lei hopes that his brother will choose Su Yao.

……

As time passed, Lin Yang finally opened his eyes and grinned, "Forgive?

Now almost everyone in Huacheng University knows that you kicked me away in front of the president of the student union.

Everyone knows that you agreed to the other person's invitation and had dinner with the other person many times a long time ago.

How do you tell me to forgive?

I want to forgive, too, but sometimes people's hearts can't even control themselves.

You said you would definitely change, I know you can definitely do it, but I can't still be as good to you as before, and like you wholeheartedly.

I can't control myself, not to doubt you, not to doubt your every move. ”

Speaking of this, Zhao Ya's face suddenly turned pale, and the whole person stood in place, her eyes were full of confusion, and the dry tears poured out again, falling down with a broken thread.

"I know I hurt you, but I'll make it up to you later."

"Make amends?" Lin Yang smiled with red eyes: "My heart is broken, what can I take to make up for it?"

Even if we can be together, the rift between us will always be there, and I will never trust you as much as I used to, nor will I treat you as well as I used to.

I will always have reservations about all things about you, and I will doubt you no matter what you do.

We still can't avoid quarrels, and we still can't avoid breakups.

The old life is still the same as before, except that the person who suffers has become you. ”

Saying that, Lin Yang took a deep breath, looked at Zhao Ya in front of him, and said softly: "Xiaoya, I like you, I really like you." I don't want the pain that has happened to me to let the people I like taste it too.

I'm afraid that in the end, we're not even friends anymore. ”

"So, Xiaoya, let's be like this, be each other's best friends. No matter what difficulties you have, as long as I am still here, no matter how far away, I will come to help you. ”

After speaking, Lin Yang stepped back firmly, and opened a three-step distance between him and Zhao Ya.

Although it was only three steps away, for Zhao Ya, these three steps were the insurmountable gap between her and Lin Yang.

They will never go back to the way they were......

The five-year relationship between himself and Lin Yang also ended completely at this moment.

But who is to blame for this?

Even if I regret it now, I don't have a chance.

Zhao Ya clutched her chest helplessly and slowly squatted on the ground, tears silently sliding down her face and falling to the ground drop by drop.

The wind also blew stronger and stronger, blowing away Zhao Ya's out-of-control cry, echoing in this silent street.

Tian Fang, who had been refusing to leave in the distance, had no way to hide anymore, so he rushed out of the corner of the street quickly, came to Zhao Ya's side, and reached out to hold Zhao Ya, who was squatting on the ground and crying bitterly, in his arms.

Seeing Tian Fang appear, Zhao Ya cried with tears streaming down her face: "Fangfang, I want to go back......"

"Okay, I'll take you back." Tian Fang's voice was hoarse and full of firmness, he reached out to help Zhao Ya, and staggered towards the end of the street.

Under the street lamp, Lin Yang looked at Zhao Ya's disappearing figure, tears slowly slipped from his eyes, and he muttered in a low voice: "I really like you, but I can't go back." ”

Hearing Lin Yang's voice, Li Lei raised his hand and patted Lin Yang's shoulder gently, and said, "If you are sad, cry out, there are just the two of us here, no one will know." ”

Lin Yang turned his head when he heard the sound, looked at Li Lei's worried gaze, raised his sleeve to wipe the tears from the corners of his eyes, and grinned: "The wind just now was a little strong, and I was blinded by the sand......"