After my brother was born, my father was really like picking up a treasure, and he didn't leave his hand.

Alas, I am afraid of falling in the palm of my hand, and I am afraid of melting in my mouth,

The boy is so nice.

Dad took his brother out for a walk.

I thought he would call me along, looking at the distant back, inexplicably a little sad.

I looked at my mother lying on the bed and asked, Mom, don't you have a baby that hurts? When the eldest aunt was born, it was called a miserable one, from the beginning of the birth, to the end of the birth. I'm afraid that people won't know about it.

It hurts, how can it not hurt,

Every time I was born, it was like a trip through the ghost gate, but seeing you grow up day by day, it was all worth it.

When your aunt gave birth, your grandmother was there, and she helped deliver the baby. Busy and busy, there are several chickens stewed, and your second aunt has the same child.

When I gave birth to you, I just came to see it,

…………… alas

Your grandmother looks down on your father, saying that he is unproductive, useless, and unprofitable.

You see, when I gave birth to my brother, it was your dad alone, and I didn't want to bother people.

So if you can bear it, bear it yourself.

I may not be able to truly understand my mother's feelings, I just know that when I grow up, I will treat my mother well.

Recently...

That night, I heard my parents say that they could only raise two children if they were doing family planning.

How much does it cost to raise an extra one and so on.

They discussed whether to take my sister out or not.

Hearing this at the door, I sat still, not daring to speak, I was afraid that one would be unhappy and carry me out, and I was reluctant to mother.

I don't know who will be taken out of my sister or me? It can't be my brother's anyway.

I went back to bed and went to sleep. It's not something I can decide.

A few days later, a couple came to the house,

They talked about it for a long time.........

Finally my sister was taken away, and I cried for days. Why? If you can't raise it, why should you give birth?

Later, I asked my mom why it wasn't me?

Mom said that because my sister is small, she hasn't started to remember yet, and she is a big boss, so your sister will have a good life.

No matter how good it is, it's not my own mother.,What if I don't want a sister in the future?

Brook. You think. Is Mom willing to do it?

She's the meat that fell off my body. That can't be helped, the situation at home, that's all. Moreover, family planning is not allowed to raise so much, and it cannot afford to pay fines.

They also said that they wanted a girl, and said that they would definitely raise her as their own, so don't worry.

…………………………

School started, and Dad said he was going to go out again.

I got up early the next day to pack my things, and when I got up, my father had already set off and left us 100 yuan at home.

Xiaoxi is going to school tomorrow, is her homework done?

I've already finished writing Mom,

Okay, I'll give you the best food in the evening, and I saw my mother wash a few apples from the book in front of the door

Hey?????

Mom eats apples at night?

Well, although it's an apple, Ma Ma will make you a different apple.

I saw my mother cut her into slices and cook soup,

Wow, Mom, that's so different.

Hahahaha, we looked at each other and smiled,

In fact, I know that there is nothing to eat at home, and my mother is always so optimistic, as if no matter how difficult the days are, I can go on————

In the morning, my mother carried my younger brother to school. I don't know why, but I didn't want to go to school that day.

I just want to be at home with my mother.

When my mom dropped me off at school, she turned around and left, and I was about to cry.

I followed my mother home for a short distance before she noticed that I was following behind.

Besides, why did you come back with me?

You're going to school, how can you do it if you don't go to school?

However, I want to accompany my mother, and I can do some work, and I can also help take care of my younger brother.

Go ahead, your task now is to study hard, do you hear it, go home early after school, I'll pick you up.

No need, it's good that you carry my brother on my back so far and I go back by myself, and I'm not afraid to walk with my classmates after school, and I'm not alone.

Because the school was so far away from home, every time I went home, it was already dark.

So every time my mother picks me up, but my mother is too tired to do so.

Looking at the back of the small mother carrying her younger brother away. I can't tell you what it feels like.

On the weekend, I can help my mother take my brother again, and my brother seems to have grown up again, and I can't hold it anymore.

Two months later, the relative from the commissary came again, saying that my father had called 900 yuan to come back.

This is the first time I've seen my dad send money back, and now my mom and brother can eat well.

And your dad said he'll be back in a few months, you have to go to school hard, listen to mom, and leave after that.

Mom took the 900 yuan in her hand and was silent for a long time, tears rolling in her eyes.

Mom, what's wrong with you, why are you crying, shouldn't Dad be happy when he comes home with money?

It's very happy, and it hurts your father, I don't know if you're suffering outside.

When I was at home, I didn't see that he felt so sorry for you, didn't you still let you go to the ground when you were pregnant?

No matter what, we are also a family, since we have come together, we must help each other, I will be for you, no matter how tired you are, you can endure it.

For our sake, this sentence sounds more and more stressful to me...............

The days go on as usual,

I go to school every day, except for the holidays, of course.

My mother farmed every day and took care of my brother and me, and my brother grew up day by day. You can walk slowly while crawling.