45. Survivor's Dinner (Part II)

What happened?

Looking at Chen Xuexin's delicate face and heartbreaking expression, and then thinking of her words, a bad conjecture emerged in Wang Ziyue's heart.

Could it be that Chen Xuexin and the other girls were violated by them?

Maybe they were still treated violently like toys on the spot, so will these new girls be violated by them?

How so?

"Xuexin, can you make it clear, don't be afraid, I'm here..."

Wang Ziyue was desperate to know the answer, and even her voice was a little trembling and nervous.

Chen Xuexin said slowly:

"Me and Xia Xue. and Yuan Xinyan and the six girls who came to the three canteens for refuge a week ago, when there were Zhao Jin, Wu Kaiwang and a group of people, as well as two despicable bastards named Xiong Hui and Liu Gu! They forced us to be their lustful slaves on the pretext of paying rent, and men came to violate us every day, every day! Some sisters couldn't stand it and went crazy directly. The rest of us girls are also constantly wandering between suicide and survival all the time, wanting to die and afraid of death, so we can only sit in the office like a puppet and wait for those bastards to vent, and then humbly get food to survive..."

Chen Xuexin took a deep breath to calm her mood, those days were nightmares that she never wanted to recall, but she couldn't suppress her heart alone, she had to find someone to talk to and vent, and now this person is Wang Ziyue.

Wang Ziyue was shocked, she originally thought that in the apocalypse when there was no legal constraint and morality was gradually dying, strong men would inevitably violate women with weak bodies, but that situation was at least a few weeks later, and the survivors gradually realized that it was impossible for civilized society to come back and do crazy moves, but she didn't expect that a few days after the outbreak of the campus zombie crisis, there were male survivors who directly and forcibly violated girls, and also regarded them as a lust-venting toy only in some perverted novels, How can anyone have a dark and ugly human heart to such an extent?

Wang Ziyue is very glad that Luo Zhiyong and Liu Haibo's group of boys are very simple and upright, although they have also had conflicts and quarrels with their own girls, but the other party has never thought of violating herself.

"By the way, is Zhou Quan there? A wish was also violated? ”

Wang Ziyue suddenly thought that she seemed to have missed two key people, Zhou Quan was the boss of the three canteens, and Wu Kaiwang and the boys who violated Chen Xuexin were all Zhou Quan's younger brothers, if the younger brother violated Chen Xuexin and other girls, then Zhou Quan, as the boss, would definitely not miss it, unless he didn't lift it.

Also, was the school girl's wish also ruined by that group of scum?

Chen Xuexin shook his head:

"No, Zhao Jin's gang first followed the bastard Xiong Hui and the scumbag Liu Gu, Xiong Hui was the boss here at that time, he was not an ordinary human, he was very powerful, he could become a bear, it was because he had very strong superpowers, all of us did not dare to resist him, we could only silently accept his unreasonable requests, Boss Zhou and Xu Xin came later, Boss Zhou directly killed Liu Gu and Xiong Hui, and then took over here, he promulgated an iron law, that is, all men must not force women to do what she does not want to do, It is not allowed to violate and molest female survivors in any way, and the offenders are directly killed, and it is precisely because of his protection and deterrence that Wu Kaiwang's group of boys did not dare to touch themselves again. I wish she had told us in private, Zhou Quan is ruthless and ruthless, and he is also very strong and domineering, but he is not lustful, and he can suppress his inner desires well, she and Zhou Quan lived together for a few nights, and Zhou Quan didn't think about moving her········· Ever since Zhou Quan took over that day, I've been complaining inwardly, why didn't he come here sooner? Why didn't I meet him sooner? Why did I meet a scumbag bastard like Xiong Hui Liu Gu! ”

The more Chen Xuexin spoke, the more angry she became, and her breathing became short

Wang Ziyue gently hugged Chen Xuexin and comforted softly:

"Xuexin, dissipate your anger, I understand that your feelings and anger, your complaints and hatred are right, but they are also wrong."

"Huh? What do you mean? ”

Chen Xuexin looked at Wang Ziyue with a puzzled expression and asked:

"What is right and wrong?"

Wang Ziyue smiled slightly, like a bright and soft moon, and explained:

"Xiong Hui's beasts violated you and humiliated you, you really have to resent them, but if you have been holding too much resentment, so that it seriously affects your life and future, and even once wanted you to commit suicide, then your resentment is a mistake, you should not let resentment hurt you, on the contrary, you have to live well, I believe that in that kind of day of being violated every day, you have endured it without committing suicide, you must also have a small hope for the future, and also hope that you can live, Suicide is the greatest punishment for a normal person, since you have waited until you are complete, ushered in hope, and are living a life of equality and freedom without being violated and oppressed by others, then why do you want to let the resentment of the past hurt yourself? Wu Kaiwang's bastards who violated you are drinking happily on the other side, and you who have been violated are suffering and sad here, this is very unfair, you have to live happier than them, live longer than them, and wait until they die outside and you are still safe and sound is the best revenge you can do! ”

Chen Xue's heart was silent, she obviously fell into deep thought, but her face was still full of hatred and anger, Wang Ziyue's words did not completely convince her.

Wang Ziyue sighed and said heavily:

"Xue Xin, I know what you're thinking right now, you're complaining about why that group of scum is still alive and why that group of scum isn't being punished. It's very simple, because the disadvantaged groups have no fairness and rights in this cruel last days, Xuexin, you have to be sober, there is no law here, there is no police, there is no righteous person who can uphold justice for you in order to restore your innocence, in this world, strength is respected, and the strong with power can do anything to the weak who have no power to restrain the chicken! Why didn't Boss Zhou kill them? Because each of them had killed zombies and seen blood, Boss Zhou needed them to do things for this stronghold. Have you ever thought that there is far more to this world than just Xiong Hui? Maybe somewhere else in the school, there's a Xiong Hui who is abusing women, and you're free, but they're still struggling, and they're probably going to die in despair and agony. ”

"Snow Heart, this world is so cruel, some people have been tortured and oppressed by darkness, some people have been bathed in light, some people have fallen from heaven to hell, and some people have found the light of dawn in the darkness. You are unfortunate because you have been violated by scum, and you are lucky because you can embrace happiness and sunshine in the future. Xuexin, I know that I don't want to psychoeducate you, but I want to comfort you as a sister: if you have finally grasped the sunshine of hope now, then please don't indulge in the darkness of pain anymore! ”

Chen Xuexin looked at Wang Ziyue, who was a little serious and serious, and suddenly she burst into tears and laughed, hugged Wang Ziyue tightly and said:

"Thank you, Ziyue, I understand, I shouldn't keep falling into the past This memory can't get out, the adult has arranged for me to count materials and analyze data, I can fight for a future for myself by giving full play to my own value, why do I need to be like those scum? Come, Ziyue, you can also eat a piece of cake, this time I will feed you hehehe..."

Xie Fengyi, Liu Haibo and others listened silently to Chen Xuexin's conversation on the side, and couldn't help but be silent, it turned out that Chen Xuexin, who seemed to be lively and loved to laugh, also had a painful dark past, and people's hearts can be ugly to this extent.

Liu Haibo shook his head and said:

"I thought it was the worst for us to be locked up in the dining room and hungry, but I didn't expect Xuexin to be more pitiful and miserable, if Boss Zhou didn't come over and take over, they would still be being played with as a tool to vent their desires, alas..."

At this time, Xie Fengyi suddenly turned his head and muttered to Liu Haibo:

"Hey, fat pig, did you have that ugly thought in your heart during the days when we were trapped together in the four canteens?"

Liu Haibo was stunned, looked at Xie Fengyi's expressionless but confused face, thought for a few seconds, and said:

"Feng Yi, to be honest, during the days when we were locked up, I didn't have the idea of violating you in my heart, not at all, Brother Luo, but I have to tell you, if I have been locked up in the small dining room in the back, I can't escape, and I can't wait for others to rescue, I will also have this kind of thought, don't beat me, Feng Yi, what I said is true..."

To Liu Haibo's surprise, Xie Fengyi did not raise his hand to hammer as before after listening, but looked at Liu Haibo calmly like a nun who had seen through the ups and downs of the world and said:

"I don't blame you, on the contrary, I am grateful to you for not leaving us with a painful memory that cannot be erased."

At this time, Jiang Yutao took the beer can, came to Liu Haibo's side a little staggeringly, put his arms around his neck and said drunkenly:

"What are you doing... One by one... The expression is so heavy... Heavy, come and drink, drink more... Made! What do you still want to go to!··· Attention·· Now·· And the future is right, you TM used to rummage through the trash can to find food... So what? Isn't it still ... Drink wine and eat meat? Come on, come on, drink and drink!··· Forget the past after drinking... Uh·· It's not a matter of worry... Drink!!"

Jiang Yutao's words gave a boost to everyone who was still immersed in painful memories of the past.

Yes, no matter how painful and dark the past was, people always have to pay attention to the present and the future, not to mention that the present is enjoying beer and food, and the future is also full of light and hope.

Drink! Drink!

Liu Haibo immediately opened a can of beer to drink with Jiang Yutao, and even Xie Fengyi drank all the beer in the can in one go!

Tonight is the home of joy and joy, and to hell with those troubles, sorrows, pains, sorrows, and sorrows!