Li Nanshan came out of the hospital, and he had already begun to check the people he knew one by one, but in the end, he couldn't find a completely suitable person.

He suddenly remembered that a classmate from elementary school worked as a chef in a state-run restaurant, and he hoped that he could have this ability.

Thinking of this, Li Nanshan almost ran over, like a drowning man grabbing a floating wooden stick, desperately trying to hold on.

Tao Xiaoqi is going to send medicinal materials to Zhao Bin today, and she brought a lot of them today, some of which she had never sold before. When Zhao Bin saw it, he was overjoyed and asked her where she had dug up these medicines.

Tao Xiaoqi smiled and took a sip of water, "Boss Zhao, this is a big family, and he doesn't even leave us to live to collect medicine?" ”

Zhao Bin hurriedly waved his hand, "There is no such thing, I broke the rules, in this way, I will treat you at noon, just like the hotel opposite us, it can be regarded as making amends to you." ”

Tao Xiaoqi looked at the door, she usually didn't pay much attention, it turned out to be a state-run hotel, and said with a smile, "I didn't expect there to be a state-run hotel now?" ”

Zhao Bin shook his head and sighed slightly, "No, the business is far worse than before, and it has been robbed of business by private self-employed people, but the chef of this shop cooks good dishes, I hope it can last for a few more years." ”

Tao Xiaoqi thought, at most one or two years, the general trend, this is a trend that no one can stop.

The two were talking and laughing, and Tao Xiaoqi clearly saw a familiar person enter the hotel, and that person was none other than Li Nanshan.

"What is he doing in the hotel?" Peach muttered.

"What did you say?" Zhao Bin asked.

"Oh, it's nothing, you just said that the chef in there cooks a good dish, I want to know what he cooks." Tao Xiaoqi said, her eyes didn't move, still staring at the other side, Li Nanshan seemed to be waiting for someone?

"That's a lot, what squirrel fish, sweet and sour tenderloin, chicken stewed mushrooms, croquettes, in short, he can do whatever you want."

"Do you think that's the chef you were talking about?" Tao Xiaoqi asked, she saw a person wearing a white apron coming out, talking to Li Nanshan.

Zhao Bin pushed his glasses and looked closer, "It's really him, it seems that someone is looking for him." ”

"I won't ask him to cook, and I don't know if we can eat the good food at noon." Tao Xiaoqi said deliberately.

"It's easy to do, I'll let Komatsu inquire and find out." Zhao Bin called a man, who was also his brother-in-law, and sent him over to ask.

Tao Xiaoqi looked carefully, but unfortunately she couldn't hear what was being said on the other side, so she tried to listen even harder, and she didn't even hear Zhao Bin call her.

"What, know the person on the other side?" Zhao Bin saw a sign and asked.

Tao Xiaoqi finally came back to her senses and smiled, "It looks familiar, like from our village." ”

Just at this time, Komatsu came back from the other side.

"How?" Zhao Bin asked.

Peach Xiaoqi listened with her ears pricked up.

"Don't worry, brother-in-law, people won't go anywhere." Komatsu replied.

"Didn't that man ask him for a banquet?" Peach Xiaoqi tentatively.

Komatsu waved his hand, "I listened to it like that, it seems that I borrowed money, and in these years, I still have to find someone to borrow money to find a place to work, and he deserves not to borrow money." ”

Therefore, Li Nanshan went to borrow money, and he didn't borrow it, it seems that his father's condition has deteriorated.

After Li Nanshan and his classmate Tang Yuan, nicknamed the fat man, explained their intentions, they saw that the fat man's face gradually showed a look of embarrassment, "Nanshan, it's not that I don't help you, you have also seen it, now the business of this restaurant is not good, I haven't received my salary last month, I really can't do anything, my daughter-in-law quarreled with me last time-" The more the fat man spoke, the more he became more and more unconfident, and his voice became smaller and smaller.

Li Nanshan stretched out his hand and patted him on the shoulder, interrupting his words, "It's me who is abrupt, I know it's not easy for you, I'm also passing by here today, the ghost sent the god to come in and talk to you, you see it's causing you trouble, you're busy, I'll go first." After speaking, he pulled out a smile and pretended to be relaxed.

The fat man didn't keep it, he knew he couldn't help, so don't be polite.

Li Nanshan, who came out of the restaurant, continued to walk forward, he still remembered that there was a female classmate who worked in a soy sauce factory, but this female classmate was already married and might not be able to lend it to him.

Give it a try! Li Nanshan said to himself in his heart, in the face of life and death, face is not important.

The female classmate was very surprised by Li Nanshan's appearance, and enthusiastically asked Li Nanshan to sit in, and after Li Nanshan entered the house, she saw her husband sitting on the sofa reading the newspaper. Heard him come in, just raised his eyelids.

The female classmate deliberately called the man over loudly and introduced Li Nanshan.

Obviously, the man didn't care who Li Nanshan was at all, and sat back on the sofa to read the newspaper after a few polite sentences.

Li Nanshan said his purpose loudly, and he didn't want to deliberately hide it from the male owner of the house.

The female classmate rubbed her hands, as if she had made a lot of determination, and said, "You wait, I'll get it for you." ”

At this time, the man also put down the newspaper and got up and entered the room, and then there was a quarrel inside, the female classmate tried her best to suppress her voice, but the man raised his voice, wishing that the whole world would hear the couple quarrel.

Li Nanshan retreated silently, without even saying hello.

At this time, for the first time, he was disgusted with himself, he blamed himself for being incompetent, blaming himself for disturbing other people's lives, it was not easy enough to live, who still had the strength to care about the lives and deaths of others? Li Nanshan, Li Nanshan, you really shouldn't be, this is your own responsibility, why should you let others bear it with you?

Li Nanshan looked at the dimming light in the sky and the increasingly scarce figures on the street, and never wanted to disturb anyone anymore. The whole street was empty, and last year's barren grass had grown new greenery, and his heart was desolate. He doesn't seem to be the proud son of heaven anymore, since when did he become what he is now? Such a person that he himself looked down upon.

He walked aimlessly, and finally at the corner of an alley, this man of more than one meter and eight meters slowly squatted down against the wall, he covered his face, his shoulders shook violently, and he cried profusely. He wanted to hide in this corner, vent all his weakness and incompetence and move on.

Obviously, people are not as good as heaven. Several children from school ran past him and stopped curiously when they saw him, squatting in front of Li Nanshan to watch him cry. Li Nanshan buried his face horizontally and vertically, not looking at them, so that they could not see his face.

When he stopped shaking, he got up and wiped his eyes with his sleeve, but the children had not left, and asked him why he was crying.

"I'm not crying, it's the wind and sand that have blinded me, so you should walk carefully." Li Nanshan quibbled.

"Liar, there is no wind, there is no sand, you just cry, sorry, shameful face, such an adult still crying......" Tong Yan Wuji, laughed at Li Nanshan.

Li Nanshan also laughed with them, laughing and laughing, the group of children were scared and ran away like ghosts. Looking at their backs as they fled into the wilderness, Li Nanshan realized for the first time that the fragility of people in this world is the most worthless, and even children can laugh at it.