Chapter 67: The Difficult Sutra

Zhou Qi looked at the woman with a story, and said without waves, "No need, thank you." ”

The woman smiled and said, "It's quite lonely to go out." I just need money to go out and have fun, I just need money, do you think I'm suitable? ”

These words pierced the bottom of my heart.

Zhou Qi said, "I'm not lonely, but if you can chat with me, I'm willing to pay." ”

"Okay, as long as you need it, I can do it, just pay for it."

Entering the door, the woman quietly took off her clothes, went to the bathroom and flushed it, wrapped the towel she brought over, sat next to Zhou Qi, got into Zhou Qi's quilt, hugged Zhou Qi and said, "My name is Aqing." Ye Yuqing, that Qing. Zhou Qi turned up the sound of the TV.

The air conditioner is heated, but it costs money, so Zhou Qi didn't ask for it.

Ah Qing hugged Zhou Qi, her body was actually very cold, and said, "It's a little cold, where are you going?" ”

Zhou Qi said, "I'm here to travel, to go around. I see that you are generous, it is not like you have to do this, you can do a lot of work, why do this? ”

"For my husband." This Qing sister groped for Zhou Qi, and Zhou Qi stopped it.

"My husband went to Shenzhen to work in his early years and entered a slate factory, but then he had lung problems, and there was no way to cure it, so he could only keep taking medicine to maintain his body, and his savings gradually disappeared, and he still owed money. I used to work in a small factory in Shenzhen, and I had five or six thousand a month, but the elderly at home, my husband had to take medicine for more than 1,000 or 2,000 a month to maintain it from continuing to deteriorate, no matter how much the cost of living was saved, it would take two or three thousand, plus two children, I couldn't sustain it in Shenzhen, so I had to come back, and it was even more miserable to come back, and it was very good to work in the county, at most three or four thousand, and this didn't directly kill my husband? ”

"My husband and I are in free love, I'm not here, I'm from Fujian, as long as I don't say it, no one knows me, for the sake of my two children, I've done everything, as long as I finally come here."

"I originally thought that this man was not worthy of my sacrifice for him, but when he knelt in front of me with tears in his eyes, said that he would not drag me and the child, and stabbed himself in the chest to commit suicide, I knew that I owed him in my last life, so be it. Anyway, when the child is older, I will be old, so I can find a small job and live as long as I can. At that time, my husband will also pass away, and they will all be relieved. ”

"That's my story. Like it or not, it's my life. ”

"Why didn't your husband get cured?"

"At the beginning, I had some savings, the factory also gave some money, I found a lot of doctors, tossed and turned, all the money was spent, and now it is not easy to maintain the status quo, it is estimated that I can only survive for a few more years." A-Qing hugged herself tightly, as if she was her husband.

"Good. I remember, Aqing. Leave me a number. Perhaps, I'll help you figure it out. ”

"Hehe, thank you. What can be done now? Now it's slowly suffering, he is in pain, and I am in pain, but fortunately, they are all alive, and the children are slowly growing up. It's coming, it's coming. ”

"Even if the children grow up, will they mind your current job? Let's think of something else. ”

"You said, I understand. However, if it suddenly stops and there is no money, the house will not be able to sustain itself. I... As she spoke, A-Qing buried her head and cried silently.

"Yes, so the way is to find a way to make money, apply for a loan or subsidy from the bank or the government, so that you can do it. I have a friend who does this, and if you think about the way to make money, money is not a problem. Do you understand? ”

"Understood. Thank you, I'll try to find another way. I don't want to do this either. Good people, who wants. Ah Qing became more and more excited, and her whole body trembled.

Zhou Qi said, "Okay, I'll help you ask my friend tomorrow." If you think about it, do e-commerce and short videos, or even do agriculture and small factories, as long as there is a legitimate business and a way to make money, he can help you. In this way, he can help you apply for subsidies or loans. You can also support your family and pay off your loan at the same time. Those loans are mutual, so make sure that you make money and it's a legitimate business, so that the next person who needs help gets the money, you know? ”

"To understand is to understand. But this kind of thing can't even be done by the government, you can't be a liar, right? ”

"What are you trying to fool me? I've already paid you. Figure it out for yourself. I'll ask him to contact you tomorrow or the day after tomorrow, and you can decide for yourself if you want to. ”

"Think about it. You've paid and are ready to come. ”

"No need, I'm chatting with you, that's the pay for chatting. You go back, I want to rest. Zhou Qi drove her away.

made a phone call to Lao Mo, explained Aqing's situation, and asked him if he could help? Lao Mo said that it depends on the person, if she can make money, but it is only a shortcoming of the start-up capital, he can help, and the others can't help.

"Then you can contact her tomorrow or the day after tomorrow. Blame the pitiful. ”

"Your compassion is overflowing again. There are many poor people in the world, and you and I have limited abilities, so how much can we help? ”

"It's one to help one, this can be regarded as accumulating yin virtue."

Zhou Qi hung up the phone, sent Aqing's number to Lao Mo, and was ready to sleep.

There was another knock on the door. Zhou Qi opened the door and saw that this was a slightly short and slightly chubby woman, and her face was also beautiful.

She said, "You just chatted with A-Qing just now, and you didn't relieve your boredom, why don't I relieve your boredom?" ”

Zhou Qi had a headache and said, "No need, I want to sleep now." ”

She said, "It's okay, I'll sleep too, I'll sleep with you." ”

Zhou Qi said, "No. I'll just sleep by myself. ”

She added, "Why don't I tell me my story?" ”

As soon as Zhou Qi heard it, alas, forget it, one story is also listened to, and two stories can also be heard.

The woman came in and closed the door, plugged in the door, and it was also very direct, she rushed for a while, and then ran into Zhou Qi's quilt and said, "Sir, you can start now." ”

Zhou Qi looked down at her plump figure, and couldn't help but sigh, "What's your story?" ”

The woman was more direct and said, "My name is Ah Hui. ”

Her story is very simple, she is only thirty years old, the same age as Zhou Qi, she was deceived into this business by her boyfriend ten years ago, and has been doing this business since then, there is no family who needs money, there are no stories of those cheats and abductions, it is purely that she can save money by doing this by herself, she doesn't want to be cheated by others, she will stop doing it if she saves enough money, and go back to her hometown to do some small business, so that she has both face and lining.

After she finished speaking, she hugged Zhou Qi and said, "It's rare to see someone so young and handsome, so I'm in for a treat today." I wanted to quit it, but I saved some money anyway, but I didn't know if I could have children. ”

"Are you really like that?"

"Well, for sure, there are very few forced people in this society now, except for the big clubs and the like. It's basically voluntary on the outside. I used to know another who came out to do it because she really liked to do this with men. She didn't need any money at all, her father's money was enough for her to live for a few lifetimes, but she just liked it. ”

"I haven't seen it."

"I've done it in Dongguan before, and I know everything about eighteen kinds of martial arts. You hurry up and get an early rest. ”

Zhou Qi gave her two and politely declined.

This Ah Hui went out, and immediately another woman came in, probably because she heard that storytelling can make money, and she wanted to come and tell Zhou Qi a story.

Zhou Qi actually drank a few cans of beer, and he was still quite tired from riding a bicycle for days, and this Cui sister came in and was not too tired immediately.

Sister Cui is the kind of person who looks temperamental and is very silver sword in private, and with the same movements, Sister Cui can still play a little emotional.

Zhou Qi said, "Don't do this, tell a story, just hurry up." ”

Sister Cui said, "I'm just an old-fashioned story." In the past, my mother was sick and asked for money, and my younger brothers were still young. I came out to do it for a while, after my mother passed away, my younger brothers thought I had money, and often asked me for it, I haven't worked for a few years, and I found that I couldn't meet my younger brothers' demands for any work, so I could only go to work in other places, and I found that I was too tired to pay for it, so I simply came back to do this. ”

"You're in good shape."

"Thanks, let's get started now."

Zhou Qi has drunk enough wine and heard enough stories. The heart is still empty, and it is difficult to understand this emptiness.

Since the third one has earned a hundred so simply, the fourth one will not be polite, a little girl came in, and when she looked at it, she felt that this was the most junior high school student.

Zhou Qi looked at her and asked, "How old are you?" ”

"I'm eighteen years old, almost nineteen."

"Okay, tell me your story."

"Wait a minute." Xiaoxue followed the standard procedure, ran to the shower room and went to take a shower, and came back and said, "Don't look at me small, I also have a lot of stories." ”

"It's cold outside." Xiaoxue learned to hide in Zhou Qi's quilt and hugged Zhou Qi to borrow some temperature.

"I actually just graduated from high school. It's true. I used to see female classmates like male classmates in school, and I thought there was something to like. Later, I learned that they were all very thoughtful. I was different, although I had good grades, my family didn't have money to pay for tuition at that time. Although I was admitted to the undergraduate program during the college entrance examination, I didn't pay the tuition fee, and I didn't even go to school, so I came out to work. At first, I was not here, but I was working as an assembly line in a factory, and I was intimidated by the supervisor and slept for the first night. Then he was fired again, changed factories again, did quality inspection, and was bullied several times by several supervisors. Also fired. It's stupid. Now I just came here, and it's still like that anyway, I can get a lot of money every time. ”

"You're really a high school graduate? Not like. Don't lie to me. Zhou Qi thought of the vital point, quickly got up and got dressed, walked out of the room, breathed in the cold air outside, his mind cleared up for a moment, Xiaoxue followed behind, and said, "Do you dislike me?" ”

"Nope. I like you the most. Well, you come in and get dressed. Xiaoxue put on her clothes, and Zhou Qi gave her two more.

Xiaoxue said, "Aren't you bullying me?" ”

"I don't bully you. You can go back. ”

"Okay."

Zhou Qi looked at the real life and sighed in his heart, no one is better than his own life, there is no need to get along with you.

Who really cares if your life is good or bad?

And who is responsible for your bad life?

And who really helps you live your life?

The moonlight outside is like a wash, and the night is locked, and the moonlight does not help, only a very small number of places are illuminated by the moonlight, and there is a little white there, so that the outline can be seen.

The wind whistling in mid-air does not take away your pain, nor does it hesitate or stay for you.

The suffering of the world, who is trying to find their own light in their own regrets.

Zhou Qi was lamenting the unkindness of heaven and earth, and A-Qing just now came over and said, "Do you think there is so much suffering?" ”

"yes. Why so much suffering? Zhou Qi repeated.

"Are you from a good background?"

"I used to think I was the pride of the sky, but now I'm just a poor worm who doesn't even have a girlfriend."

"I used to despise the state of life and look down on it coldly, but now I am trying to be the kind of person I hate."

Ah Qing sighed and said, "Who is pitying whom in the world." ”

"People who are beautiful on the surface do not know how evil and despicable they are inside. How many people are just crowned by monkeys, and how many people are simply well-dressed beasts. Many people are materially rich, empty in their hearts, and even terrified for a long time. ”

"Like the moonlight, it covers the darkness, and if it's gone, the darkness engulfs everything."

"There are so many truths, we all know them, but so what? It's only fair to think that someone will come to help you. No, there is no fairness in this world at all, there is no fairness in the pure sense of the word. ”

Zhou Qi shook his head, "Even if there is no fairness, even if there is no hope, we should not lose confidence in fairness and lose the expectation of hope." ”

"It's up to you to do what you want. Otherwise, those peasants who work hard, those workers who work hard day and night, those teachers who have no regrets, and those people at the bottom who work hard and complain, will there be no hope? So, don't complain, don't complain, create your own future with your own hands. ”

"Don't be happy with things, don't be sad with yourself." Zhou Qi went back to the room and took another cigarette and lit it, Aqing asked if she could smoke one too, Zhou Qi nodded.

The cigarette lit up and seemed to anesthetize itself for a second.

Actually, if you take a piece of candy and eat it, that second can also be made of sugar.

"You've been through so much, why are you still angry?"

"Me? I'm mentally immature. ”

"For me, everything is new and everything can be beautiful."