Chapter 13: This is a Magical Attack
After the haggard Li Xiaer sent Gao Junjie a message of breaking up, she fell asleep deeply.
In the middle of the night, Xia Er suddenly received a bunch of videos and photos of Gao Junjie sending her that he was cutting his wrists, saying that he didn't want to lose Li Xia'er, and he couldn't accept Li Xia'er's past and didn't want to live.
Li Xia'er thought that this was just Gao Junjie's exaggerated means, but she didn't expect that twenty minutes later, she received a call from the hospital.
It wasn't until she came to the school hospital and saw Gao Junjie, who had a pale face and a wound on his wrist, that she knew that all this was true. The natural kindness of women makes her deeply blame herself, and she even begins to suspect that it is her own problem.
"You just dare to abandon me irresponsibly! I'm going to die! I can't die this time, and there will be a next time! I can't die by cutting my wrists, I can still take sleeping pills! Jump! I can't live without you! What should I do without you! Without you, the meaning of my life is gone! Gao Junjie, who is 187 centimeters, hugged Li Xia'er and cried.
This kind of scene made Li Xiaer panic and even more helpless, she didn't know what to do, how to make Gao Junjie no longer feel uncomfortable, no longer mention self-harm and suicide, how to make the relationship between the two return to normal.
After that, she accompanied Gao Junjie to change the medicine every day, and Gao Junjie seemed to slowly return to his original appearance - polite, cheerful and generous.
This made Li Xia'er think that she had seen the dawn, and it seemed that the two of them had gone back to the past and continued to set sail happily. The previous ones may just be a test of fate for the two, or maybe it's just an unreal dream.
It's a pity that the good times didn't last long, and in the activity of welcoming new students, after Li Xiaer helped a junior who had just entered the campus out of enthusiasm, Gao Junjie's old state germinated, and he turned into a demon again, and launched crazy revenge and harm against Li Xiaer. He didn't listen to Xia'er's explanation, and did his best to humiliate him, and in his description, Li Xia'er had become a bad woman who was as good as she could be, lewd, hooked up, and flattering. Under his constant vicious verbal attacks, Li Xia Er broke down again and proposed to break up again.
But in exchange for Gao Junjie's threat declaration again, he sent a photo of sleeping pills to Li Xia'er, and threatened that if Li Xia'er dared to break up, he would become a murderer and an executioner.
Under Gao Junjie's repeated and endless destruction, Li Xia'er gradually became silent, numb, and obedient from the previous fear, trembling, and shock, and seemed to really think that she was a bad person, a stain, and an extremely dirty thing.
During that time, almost every day, as soon as the lights were turned off in the dormitory, she would unconsciously fall into self-doubt, panic and anxiety, and even couldn't help but feel sad and guilty, and burst into tears.
In the days that followed, she no longer dared to resist Gao Junjie's various torture and inhuman demands, whether it was forcing her to take photos and videos, or asking her to call herself a slave and a in the conversation messages, she did it one by one.
Gao Junjie treats him like a pet, when he is happy, he will keep screaming his baby, and like he treats livestock, when he is unhappy, he will wantonly abuse and torture, and the cycle is repeated, endless, and boundless.
This is not what a 21-year-old girl should experience, in this flower-like age, she should have enjoyed the beauty of campus love and the vision of her future career. But at the moment, she is just someone's toy, pet, or even slave.
Gao Junjie will send her messages at a fixed time every day, these messages are nothing more than expressing how much he loves Li Xia'er, but Li Xia'er is so shameless, he cherishes her so much, but she is a shameless woman.
Li Xia'er is in an anxious mood almost every day and can't sleep normally. For this reason, in order to avoid being suspected by her roommates, she even moved out of the dormitory and rented a small house off-campus.
In this small house, she needs to rely on sleeping pills every day to take a short break.
In school, she has to complete the necessary credits and the work arranged by the student council; Outside of school, she also has to be Gao Junjie's slave and pet. The polarization of life makes her unable to hold on any longer!
However, she didn't dare to tell anyone, including her family, she was afraid that her family would treat her like Gao Junjie, dislike her, and even abandon her.
Confused, she didn't know how to go on.
Just today at noon, the news of Gao Junjie's insult came again. This time, Gao Junjie intensified his efforts, and even asked Li Xiaer to help him conceive a child and have an abortion, and handed him the medical records.
Li Xia'er instinctively refused, but Gao Junjie immediately changed his tone again, saying that he would let her undergo sterilization, and then leave the fallopian tubes for him as a souvenir. In this way, Li Xia'er can no longer belong to others, and will always be his alone.
Faced with this outrageous and unreasonable request, Li Xia'er was completely devastated, she couldn't refuse, and she couldn't bear it, so she thought of suicide. She didn't want to live in this world so dirty, maybe only the next life could give her new light.
thought that he could take a leap and end this pain, but he was rescued by Liu Xiaoxing, the famous campus love licking dog, at a critical time.
After saying all this, Li Xia'er breathed a long sigh of relief, as if she had let go of the burden in her heart, and as if she was away from those unbearable. However, tears still slipped from the corners of her eyes, and she said: "Liu Xiaoxing! Thank you! Despite the fact that I am a trash, but ...... I really want to live......"
Looking at the crying girl in front of her, pear blossoms with rain, weak and helpless, Liu Xiaoxing handed over two tissues crampedly with a slightly trembling hand, his gentle and comforting movements were very stiff, but his eyes were filled with anger.
"This bastard! Isn't this what mind control is all about? What did he think of this girl? How does this disgusting person fit into the Z biggest? Sure enough, the college entrance examination can only filter the scum, not the scum! ”
At this moment, Liu Xiaoxing's heart is like a volcano about to explode, and now he can't wait to rush to the school immediately and beat Gao Junjie violently.
But looking at Li Xia'er who was in a self-destructive mood in front of him, Liu Xiaoxing released a sage mode for himself before he spoke: "Minister Li!" Don't you think it's all a trap and a trap? Why do you feel like you're wrong? ”
"As a bystander, I appreciate your trust in telling me this! What I want to tell you is that you have always been the wrong person, you have loved someone or have loved someone, it is just an experience, not a mistake! ”
"As a classmate, I want you to understand! Our lives are just getting started! We have struggled for so long, and when we come here, do we have to regard university as the end of our lives? Don't you want to see the wider sky again? ”
"As someone who almost died, I feel like - girl! Love has never been a necessity for our survival! Looking back at your parents, aren't they worthy of your affection? ”
"Are you really coming to an end at such a wonderful age? Do you want to bury your life in the hands of a demon? I hope you think about it, are you wrong? ”
The tears in Li Xia'er's eyes slipped down again, and she sobbed and said, "Don't you think I'm dirty? Have I defiled the world? ”
Looking at the nervous Li Xia'er in front of him, Liu Xiaoxing's heart was filled with the resonance of Li Xia'er's painful memories. He looked at Li Xia'er and felt an indescribable pain and pity. His eyes were deep, filled with anger at the injustice she had experienced, and doubts about her dignity and self-worth.
He saw an independent individual, a woman with passion, dreams, and will, but in the name of love, she was deprived of the most basic freedom and dignity. He saw Li Xia'er's eyes, which were once full of brilliance, but now they were only deeply confused and painful.
Liu Xiaoxing crossed his hands and looked directly at Li Xia'er's beautiful eyes: "If, leave this world!" Do you really have no regrets? ”
"What if, if, it was you who happened to you?" Li Xia'er bit her somewhat pale lip and asked rhetorically.